SilenceThese fleeting thoughts come and go at their own will.More Like This
There is nothing I can do to stop these horrid thoughts.
I'm constantly plagued by them...
In the meantime, I shall keep on this old, crumbling mask I am wearing.
Help others while keeping my pain out sight. No need to trouble them.
I shall keep my skin covered in pencil lines before coloring it in with red until I work up the nerves.
I silently cry but no not how to ask....
Understand that I type this out in hopes of chasing away these darkening thoughts. Silent words is the only way I can vent without doing any physical harm. But I do fear that this method won't save me for long.
.....and I feel terrible in posting this.
I'm really happy (coming out story)~slight rant-ish depression thing going on~More Like This
okay i feel i need to do this... like yeah
okay it all started when i was like 10, i never played dress-up, dolls, or even with the other girls at all. (i did the year before though i just all-of-the-sudden stopped )
and so i would play sports and wrestle with the guys and stuff like that.
around 12 i started noticing 'changes' in other girls' and my own bodies. it was a new thing so yeah i was a bit weirded out by it all (especially the period talk in school =.= ) i started feeling bad because i wasn't as big as the other girls.
after i got used to it a bit i started feeling attraction towards a girl i knew (this was when i was 13) when i found out about her being bi and asking me what i was i said bi too, just kind of to have something in common with her (this is before i knew any shit) and she started flirting with me.... a LOT. but i didn't know what to do (being the awkward person not knowing how a girl treats another girl i
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