Kinda Sorta UpdateJust to let you guys know, I'm not dead.More Like This
I've just been really busy this past two weeks or so. I haven't drawn since that last picture I posted.
That might be the reason I'm feeling a bit down about my work again... Yeah, I know, it happens to me a lot, but I'm not sure what I can do to get better, I don't feel like I have improved much lately, plus I have grown to hate my own art style already. I don't even know what I would want to draw. I have quite a few commissions to do, but I guess this lack of confidence is making me want to put them off....
I am lacking confidence in a lot of things at the moment actually and I'm afraid to start drawing again, I'm actually afraid of drawing! I don't want to look at how bad all my art is... I'm too nervous to plug in my tablet and even try really...
I finally got livestream to work, but I've been too upset over my work to want to try out my very first stream. I just... I don't know.... I guess I'm a bit lost on what I should do at the moment...