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Devious Journal EntryWhat can I do with my happiness? How can I keep it, conceal it, bury it where I may never lose it? I want to kneel as it falls over me like rain, gather it up with lace and silk, and press it over myself again.More Like This
Even Words FailWhat do I do when words fail me?More Like This
When I am no longer able to write out all my emotion?
What will happen to me then?
I can't just say what's on my mind
I can't just admit the little things hurt me
You disappear for so long
All I can do is cry
Why do you leave and come back?
Do you realize that I can't hide anymore?
I can't be the person people expect
I dream and dream
But they never come true
Without everything in life
With every tear I cry
Over every painful feeling
I always say I can't survive
All this torment
All this tauntment
It's hard to keep going
Will someone save me?
Give me inspiration to keep on?
Care eno
LeaveIts taken a long timeMore Like This
To actually realize
All that I am
Is a pawn in a game
I cant change the world
I cant change myself
I still have all my thoughts
Hidden inside my mind
I refuse to let go
All these things I cant control
All I see infront of me
Shattered glass
Broken dreams
A body lies uselessly
The storm comes through
I made so many promises
I cant hold through
I wake up another day
The sun still shines
But I cant seem to care
I take another shower
The heat and pressure
It alows me to be weak
And to cry
I cant keep the visions
Of your smiling face away
The warmth your brought me
Everyday you taught me
All
Sta.sh
