Paganism and ChristianityMore Like This
Since the day I felt the clench of self power and control was the day I converted to
Paganism, but I didn't think I'd be entering a world war. I remember it like it was
yesterday, six years ago I was sitting in church with my family, and I never liked
church, but I believed in God. It was until I felt the holy spirit slip through me
causing me to go into a fit of tears, I felt like I was being uplifted, and to any
Christian, this is a good feeling, to me, this was God's warning .Do not put any God
before me. I got up from my seat, trying to get pass the crowd of people with their arms
raised in praise, I quivered, grew nauseated and ran for the bathroom. The green essence
of light in the bathroom was blinding to my eyes, so I went over to the sink and tried to
vomit, I began to shake as if having an anxiety attack. This feeling of torment seized me
to learn over the sink pulling out my hair screaming a holler of terror. My eyes rolled
into the back of my head, and I could he
Because I am Gay.Hello.More Like This
I am Cassidy MacIntosh.
I am a high school student.
I plan to major in psychology and criminal justice.
I want to travel the world.
I love to hang out with friends.
I love to swim.
I love to travel.
I love anime and manga.
I love my family.
I need to breathe to live.
I need to eat.
I need to drink.
I need to be loved.
I feel pain.
I feel love.
I feel happiness.
I feel sorrow.
I feel anger.
But none of this matters to you- because I am gay...?
BetrayalIt's weird. The feeling you get when someone betrays you. It isn't a solid black and white, I hate you and now I'm all sad feeling. It's more like you hate yourself, you hate that you were stupid enough to be lied to, you were dumb enough to think anyone would actually be a friend and trust you, that you let your guard down and let some jerk walk all over you. Then when that is over or at least gets less intense you have this urge. The urge to show that person that betraying you was a bad choice; you might threaten, insult, and yell. But if someone doesn't trust you and lies, they’re not gonna care about what you say no matter what you bring up. And if you’re not careful you might actually want to be friends with the person who clearly doesn't give a flip (or any other F word you may think of) about you. You might try and show them that you can be someone that is cool enough or popular enough or whatever enough to be considered friend. But if you do this all you doing is shMore Like This