I've NeverHonestly I've never felt so useless, I've never felt so cold, I've never missed anybody so much. I've never wanted to be alone more; I've never wanted you so much. I've never felt so betrayed; I've never felt so fucking perfect. I've never felt so lied to, I've never felt like everything was so true. I've never been so blind, I never could see like this. I've never been so paranoid; I've never been so numb. I've never looked so much into the future; I've never focused so much on how it used to be.More Like This
I've never felt so much pain; I have never been so numb. I have never been so angry; I have never been so uncaring. I've never forgotten so much, I've never remembered so much. I've never wanted to hurt so bad, I've never wanted to stop the pain so much. I've never wanted to go deaf; I've never listened to so much music. I've never wanted to disappear like I do now; I've never wanted to be so wanted. I've never wanted to be so forgotten, I've never wanted to be so remembered.
I've never cared
Only YouI never thought I would fall for youMore Like This
You captured my heart the moment I saw you
Your eyes are like traps
I cannot escape their gaze
Wrap your arms around me please
So I don't fall into pieces
Keep me together
Don't let me fall apart
My life has been a whirlwind since I met you
And it just keeps getting worse
Will I ever slow down?
Will I ever recover?
Is this how life is going to be for now on?
Trapped in a dream that never ends?
Will I ever be able to call you mine?
Will you let me?
The days grow shorter and the nights grow longer
I can't handle this feeling of emptiness
There's a hole in my heart
Please fill it
I wish I could express
Just how much you mean to me
Will I ever get the chance?
I just want a chance
The more I think
The more I miss
The pain is getting stronger and stronger
How am I supposed to ignore it?
I just want you
Can I get that wish?
Will you grant it for me?
I just want you
LooksWhy do they make fun of me?More Like This
Is it a type of entertainment for them?
It makes me want to flee
To hide and never return
I try to look good
To make sure I look pleasurable
Does it not work?
My yellow skin,
Scarred up stomach,
Strange shaped body,
And small legs make up me
I cannot help my looks
Why don't people realize that?
I don't try to cause harm to people
I honestly don't
If you don't like how I look
Please keep it to yourself
That way I can be happy
And not suffer in silence
Keep me out of your mouth
I haven't done anything to you
My looks are nothing to make fun of
They're quite serious
Why do they make fun of me?
I cannot help it
Please be nice to me
For that's what I do to you
New FriendI really dislike Mondays. They're like, the devil. On the bright side my morning has been quite decent.More Like This
I made a new friend. Her name is Jordyn. I met her here on DA. She's really nice and caring. She actually understands me. We might have only known each other for a day, but it feels like we're best friends.
I like making new friends... especially ones like Jordyn. Maybe today will actually be... good.