AnxietyIt's one of those nightsMore Like This
My eyes are heavy, filled with clear blue water
Red, seeing out of both my eyes
Watching myself as I reach out for something.. somebody?
My chest rises and falls like the tides rushing the shore and receding
It all falls down so quickly,
From the crown of my head to my neck, my breathing heightens,
the smooth skin carrying the small but rushing drops along down
The world seems to constantly have minor earthquakes,
this was severe
my torso, it's shaking
my legs, they're shaking
my body, it's shaking
I can't. stop. shaking.
WhirlingMy head is whirling round, round, round,More Like This
My emotions seem to be going down, down, down,
All of my life seems to be profound.
Love like StardustI can see you getting sick of meMore Like This
Even as I write this
I'm falling below the radar
I'm glad you let me get this far
But I'm fading to the back of your mind
And now I'm running out of time
And I'm sorry I was just an annoyance
Because I couldn't give you all the beauty in the stars
How could I have given you something you already have?
When I pictured in my head what perfect would be,
It always came back to you,
It came back time and time again,
Back to you
UnderstandingThere's some kind of beauty in life,More Like This
The coexistence of death and unknowing
You don't know what could happen next,
Fate, reality, persistence, or controlled events
Everything happening for a reason?
Or does it just go along?
Is this some kind of story?
Or do we make the choices?
The irony is,
where did all the matter in the big bang even come from?
If a God made the matter, where did the God come from?
And where are we to go, or do we just die, done, over?
These questions may never receive an answer,
But we can always question, always speculate, and always try
ExperienceYou stare at meMore Like This
On your throne of gold
With eyes all but closed
You claim to see past my lies
But what lies have I spoken?
I spoke of sky's and sea's
The birds and the bee's
The flower's and tree's
Of war and peace
Is it because I told you about man's deception
That now in man
you trust no more?