Bridget and Emily on HomophobiaEMILY:
My mom found out you're a lesbian. She forbid me from going to San Fran for college with you. I chewed her ass. I can go again now. She got all high and mighty and lectured me about how she'll "not have me become a lesbian" and blah blah blah.
I hate this place so much, Bridget. Don't worry, I defended you with my life. I'm proud to call you my friend. She can't take that from me.
Emily, that means more to me than you will ever know.
What irks me is that some of my friend's parents feel that because I like girls, it means that I'm some kind of creep out to turn all her female friends, which isn't true in the slightest. The same thinking could be used in reverse; A lot of my friends are straight, both males and females. That doesn't mean that me spending time with them is going to make me heterosexual.
Thank you so much. I really hope I get to see you soon... I love and miss you so much, Thank you for defending me.
It's what I had to do. You'r
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Is that so wrong?
To berid of all the sadness,
You caused me each day.
You hate me,
But was I really to blame?
Found an escape,
The one that took what once was importaned to me.
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In two years.
Two very short years...
I lost so much.
Ever since than,
I have never been looked at the same way again.
I am now...
the depressed girl.
The girl who lost her father.
The girl who feels sorry for herself.
The girl who never says a word.
Am I just a label?
Will people ever look at me again
and not have a sad expression on their face?
Can I ever...truly be normal again?
Two years ago.
Two very short years ago....
I started everyday like normal,
until that day.
I don't know what the word normal even means anymore.
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End it all?
Relieve the pain?
Dispose of myself?
Disappear from this world?
Leave my friends and family behind?
Take the easy way out?
Never see the light of day again?
do one simple action
that will change my life forever?
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Speak and Listen
Hear me out is what I ask for
Let me Speak before you walk the door
Lend me you ear when I try telling you what's true
Hear my Words when I tell you what's true
Cries and Sighs
Tears trickle from the eye
A little Huff is my sigh
The Wet liquid that drips down my face
The Quivered breath that slows my pace
Truth and Lies
Giggle your joy in spreading the lies
Whimper a little with your silent cries
Your faulty imperfections and our little mistakes
Help us succeed in the friendships we break
Me and You
What happened to me and you
I'll tell you what happened what is true
You decidedto ignore me and what I said
So now I hope it's guilt that swallows you along with Dread
Broken yet Whole
Shattered remains of who I was and when
The actions we spoke keep m
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Play your tune,
A tune of sadness,
A tune of death.
Watch the blood splatter,
Forming horrific art apon the walls,
And pools of blood on the floor,
Little music box play your tune.
Play your tune to all who'll listen,
in their dying time,
With their last breath,
Taken away by your magnificent tune.
Little Music Box, Play Your Tune
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With a heart of gold,
One as pure as yours?
Have you ever met someone,
As kind and caring,
As you are?
I've wanted to tell you for so long,
Tell you how I truly felt,
But I was afraid
Afraid of rejection.
Having my heart broken a 4th time,
Was something I couldn't bare.
So I sat quietly,
Giving you quiet little hints,
But you didn't notice,
You never do,
But still i keep going,
A SMILE in my face and HOPE in my heart.
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We still are in your eyes,
I want to agree with you,
But in my eyes I'm a forgotten doll.
I'm like a frail doll of porcelain,
I use to be your favorite,
But then along came that NEW doll,
Now im left up on the shelf covered in dust.
You take HER for show and tell'
For your friends to gawk over her.
You take HER for walks,
For the world to see how great she is.
And what of me?
I've been abandon,
Cold and alone with dust bunnies for friends,
In my eyes, I've lost my Best Friend,
To That Shiny NEW doll
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I sit alone on the street,
letting the rain caress my skin,
I let it wash away my memory.
The memory of our first kiss,
The memory of our first date,
The memory's of all our fun,
Leak from my mind and run down the gutter.
I let the rain seep through my skin,
Washing away the blood,
Cleaning my reddened skin.
Masking my tear stained face.
Next i do the strangest thing,
I stand and start to dance,
I dance away my pain,
the pain you caused and finally feel
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I say it everyday,
This is the last time I'll think of you,
The last time I'll shed a tear for you.
Why I love you I'll never know,
You were simply a thief who stole away my heart,
My illusion of happiness,
My fake smile.
Even now, I fell my skin itch,
I want to scream,
Cry away all my pain,
Curse the gods for making me love you.
Its a sickening pain in the pit of my stomach,
Thats all I get for loving you.
All my happiness stolen away,