I'll Get You Through ThisHere's a glass of water;More Like This
Another pill made just for me.
I'll drink it with my sorrows
And I'll swallow back my plea.
You don't even need to hear me,
I'll be writing it on the wall:
The hope you never gave me,
Is the hope that stands me tall!
And I will walk through this world,
Don't ask me if it's cold.
There is warmth for you to find here;
My hand's for you to hold.
So take it and I promise,
This night won't be your last.
If you stay with me, I swear,
We'll walk beyond the past.
- Chennie, 26th May 2014
How?How does one manage to cut their skin?More Like This
Tear the veins that run within?
How do you carefully steal a knife?
The tool that's used to end your life?
How do you hide from prying eyes?
How do you muffle your painful cries?
Where do you cut so that no one will see?
So no one at school will question me?
How long does it take to disappear?
A day, a month or even a year?
How does one pretend not to care?
Pretend to read but simply stare?
How does one refrain from eating?
But not act like you're competing?
How does one fill the great black hole?
Without the hunger taking its toll?
How do you make yourself violently sick?
How do you get your body to tick?
I've tried before but there's one small snag,
All I can manage is a pitiful gag.
But perhaps the question I should ask,
Rather than how to complete this task,
Maybe I should just sit down and cry,
And ask myself not how but why?
DepressionAll I want from life is death,More Like This
so rob me now of my last breath.
To find relief from depression
is my only obsession.
So sing me to sleep
with your broken melody,
as I drift into a world unknown....
Depression...No, depression is not just getting sad.More Like This
It's a constant sadness that melts into your bones,
An indescribably heavy weight upon your shoulders,
Never mind your heart and soul.
It's believing so many lies (maybe because you've learned to accept them)
And no longer appreciating your self-worth.
Wishing you no longer existed, wishing yourself gone.
Depression holds you back from your dreams
And pulls you into a nightmare.
It takes full control of your existence.
It makes you never want to get out of bed,
And when you finally do,
You just want to get back in it.
But you know the hardest part?
.poem. Dark and LightDark and light are secretly the sameMore Like This
Both as innocent, both just as insane
One is open about it and doesn't hide
The other has secrets it won't confide
One will tear off your face and attack
The other would wait and stab you in the back
One is sneaky, the other just psycho
The problem is which one do you know?
Is it the light? The pure and the chaste?
Is it the dark? With the blood of distaste?
Is it the light? Who is sneaky and sly?
Is it the dark? Who doesn't care if you die?
Light can murder just as well it's other
Dark can feel pain just as much as another
To say that light is pure would be untrue
To say that dark is evil just wouldn't do
Each has their own two sides to the plot
Each has parts that would rather be forgot
I question again, which one do you know?
Are you sure they're your friend and not your foe?
depressing poemDrowningMore Like This
I can barely keep my head up
All I see is light and darkness
I can say that Ive had enough
In this water it is bottomless
Swallow me into your mouth
Water closing up the gaps
Light is gone and dark is nearing
I need to breathe take in a gasp.
Cold and darkness closing in
I am hidden so far under
As the cold clings to my skin
I cant help but start to wonder
Will they find me, when Im hidden?
Will they see that I am gone?
Will they miss me in the ocean?
Will they care that my life is done?
Will they see me, fighting, trying?
Will they notice Im not there?
Will they miss me and start crying?
Will they know how much I fear?
Close my eyes to all the darkness
Wishing I could keep it out
Soon Ill see it was all a dream, yes
Forget what this was all about
But its staying, and unending
Torture till the last moment
Waves will crush me, I am bending
In a second I am spent.
Fight the waters silent choking
DepressedWhen a world full of people feels emptyMore Like This
When the days always seem dark
When the doors always seem open, but no one walks in
When you can sit for hours crying about just life in general
When being in a room by yourself is the most dangerous situation you can put yourself in...
a poemAs i look downMore Like This
From up above
I take a look
At those I love
Not realizing that
I was truly missed
And only thinking
Of the one i last kissed
Remembering the day
I took my last breath
"Why did i choose death?"
I still cant believe
That so many would cry
All because i
Decided to die
But i couldn't take the misery
In which i was in for so long
That my death wasn't wrong
I realize now
The penalty of my mistake
All those that now cry,
And all those i forsake
I'm sorry to say
That i cant reverse time
So just face the fact
That i left in my prime...
Gaara's PoemDeep within the shadows I creepMore Like This
Is there something that I seek?
To find a reason why I live
For in fear of death, it's death I give
Anyone who crosses my way
Won't live to see another day
As long as there are people to kill
The world is completely at my will
Is it I or is it you?
Try to see this from my point of view
Full of bloodlust, full of hate
I never had a choice in fate
Is this darkness, or is it light?
Who can teach me wrong from right?
I'm invincible, with power over sand
You'll know it's the end when I reach out my hand
I'm the Angel of Death so you'd better watch out
I'll kill you all, without a doubt
What can save me from this life I dread?
It's the word that's been scarred on my head
This loneliness that eats me inside
These horror-filled fears that I try to hide
Now the whole world can read what I lost
I was made a weapon, and my life was the cost
My mind is unstable, you may think me a freak
But you'll tremble in fear because I'm so bleak*
I love no one and fight for me