Today may be the endToday may be the end, because I fear I'm giving in,More Like This
Cause this endless battle, seems the one that I won't win.
I'm saying my goodbyes, because I will soon be gone,
In a short amount of time, everything went wrong.
I'm nursing the gap, where my heart used to be,
I've locked it away, and hidden the key.
The thought of trusting, another person anymore,
Terrifies me, deep down to my core.
I've been hurt a lot, but this was by far the worst,
Though this single blow to shatter my heart was a first.
Usually I'm stronger, but this time I was beat,
You can relish in my tears, and smile at my defeat.
I'm done with the phoney laughter, finished with the fake smile
I'm going to show the real me, I've been hiding for a while.
I'll show who I really am, stop hiding behind this wall,
I'll be who I'm meant to be, stand proud and tall.
But maybe I shouldn't be proud, of whom I really am,
Maybe I'll keep lying, and not tell people of my sham.
I'll keep this phoney laughter up, let my fake smile shine,