How do you cope? (Star Trek) TW: Suicide + Spoilers for Into Darkness. This is probably the most depressing thing I've ever written, so if you've been affected by my stuff before then please be careful.More Like This
How do you cope when a captain and friend dies? (Set in an AU where Bones can't save Kirk using Khan's tissue).
3 days since Jim’s death.
My name is Doctor Leonard McCoy, chief medical officer of the Starship Enterprise. And this is what I’m prescribing myself to deal with the trauma of losing my captain. I don’t think the word ‘trauma’ fully covers how I’m feeling to be honest, it’s more like the feeling of your heart being shattered. I’m meant to see my medical officer and then get referred to a physiatrist or some other person. But I’m my own medical officer and I don’t talk about feelings unless I’m so drunk I can barely stand. So I prescribe myself to write my feelings in this journal. This feels ridiculous. But here goes
Final Moments[Phan/Kickthestickz/Neribedtime/Jean] SADNESS WARNINGMore Like This
There’s a crash, and everything goes into slow motion. For the youtubers on the bus back from Cornwall, this is unexpected. They look out of the window and see a lorry hurtling towards them. What happens next is a reflex reaction for all of them.
Carrie grabs Alex’s hand. The look they share makes it clear, they both love each other and, if these are their final moments, they want to be close. They may never have dated, but that doesn’t matter now. All that matters is that they know about the other’s feelings.
Dean crashes his lips against his boyfriend Jack’s. They’re sitting closest to the bus, they know that they’ll have the smallest chance of survival. So they kiss until death comes.
Jack and Finn Harries sit together at the back of the bus. They were blowing bubbles around the coach just 5 minutes earlier, but now were on the phone to their mum. They grabbed hands and told her that they both loved her. They don't s