BVB ArmyYou say Justin Beiber.More Like This
I say Black Veil Brides.
You say Lmfao, I say Evanescence.
You say Carly Rae Jepson, I say Joan Jett.
You say Im crazy.
I say F*ck you.
You tell me to burn in hell.
I'll see you there....
LONG.LIVE.ROCK. FORVER BVB ARMY <3
(I DON'T OWN THIS AND NEVER INTEND TO AND IF YOU THINK I'M A PIECE OF S**T I DON'T CARE YOU TAKE THINGS TOO PERSONALLY)
The Stage 9 I know they care about me and I know they only want what is best for me but sometimes I wish they didn't worry so damn much about me because its annoying and not helping me at all. I silently wish I could sit here until the end of life and just dwell in my own misery without anyone interfering but apparently Jake has something else in mind because I hear him mumbling something. The soft footsteps I heard a second ago has stopped and I know his bunk is further away from mine making me think he isn't going to leave me alone even though he himself is asleep. He had to go wake up Jeffree because he is worried about me which I understand and I know I would probably do the same thing if it had been the other way around but I wish so badly he hadn't. Being alone is helping me a lot more then having someone talking to me and for a second I allow my mind to touch the idea of faking being asleep not to have to say anything which is a horrible thought. Everyone on this bus is a dear fMore Like This
The Stage 8 Sitting in the lounge in our bus normally makes me feel safe and comfortable but not even the rain hitting the window as we drive past yet another harvest field that looks so empty and barren it looks dying in the morning light. We left the party hours ago and I should be sleeping to regain some strength for tonight's show but no matter how much I try I can't relax enough to keep my eyes closed and sleep is out of the question it seems. Sighing silently I press my forehead against the cold glass once more because it feels good to have the chilly material against my warm skin. A sleeping tree breaks the monotone landscape where it stands by a ditch in the middle of the land reaching to the cloudy sky where the sun is trying desperately to break through though I hope it won't be able to. The weather as it is perfect the way it is as it fits my mood perfectly and I silently wish for the rain to keep falling all day regardless of the whining I know will come from CC when he wakMore Like This
The Stage 7"Are you ok Andy?"More Like This
"Yeah, sure. Just tired."
"You started dancing with Jeffree then made out with him and kissed him in public in front of your fans and now you're bringing him back to the bus with us Yeah Andy you're doing so fine it's scary."
I seriously hate it when Sammi is too smart for her own good like today and when she looks at me with pity in those pretty eyes I just want to run away and hide for life because I know she can see how much I hurt. Wishing I could hide things better from the people closest to me it hits me that she has slowed us down enough to make sure the others get to the bus before us and give us a little extra time to speak. Dreading what is coming next I stop completely only to find a cigarette being offered to me and I smile as I try to find my lighter only to remember that Jeffree put it in my right pocket not the left back one where I normally keep it. Fishing the black plastic out I quickly put fire to the end not stuck between my lips then inhale
The Stage 6 The music around us is loud and annoying and so perfectly fitting my mood I want to sing along with the horribly lyrics I sadly have to admit writing not too long ago but that's just tiny details compared to what I'm doing. Normally I wouldn't dream of causing headlines by drinking or chatting up people the press will find out and make a huge fuzz about but Jeffree is a good friend and I know I can trust him. Maybe that is why my mind isn't screaming at me to step away like it always is as our bodies are pressing against each other and his long arms wrap around my neck before he place his lips to my ear. I want to laugh it off as a friend being ridiculous and drunk but it feels too good to have him this close to brush it off as nothing because I really don't want to. I don't want Jinxx to interfere either though when I see him crossing the dance floor to head where we're standing I know that is coming next only to have my thoughts interrupted by Jeffree speaking to me.More Like This
The Stage 5 His fingers somehow manages to mix with mine before he pulls the drink away from me about the same time Jinxx shows up by my side and smiling gratefully at my friend he winks at me then sways over to the dance floor. Watching him sip my Fuzzy Pussy I want to growl at him for stealing my alcohol but with my band mate's arm suddenly resting on my shoulders I know Jeffree saved me from a scolding I can easily live without. For whatever reason we both just stand there and watch the pink haired dragqueen own the club as he sways his hips from side to side walking then when he finds his spot starts moving his whole body in time with the song playing. I shouldn't be staring because he's a boy and I don't swing that way but it's impossible not to be impressed with how he becomes the centre of attention in seconds whenever he wants to be it. An elbow lightly nudging my side brings me back to reality though and I arch a brow at Jinxx smirking at me teasingly as if he knows somethingMore Like This
The Stage 4More Like This
"You know I won't tell them, just don't do anything stupid yeah?"
"I'll try but there are girls, booze and a dance floor out there."
It is really hard not to roll my eyes at Jinxx being all grown up and mature but even though it sounds like it I know he isn't trying to turn into my dad and I smile teasingly at him while shaking my head. If he could only see himself where he stands leaning against the windowsill with his arms crossed over his chest with a very concerned look on his painted face he would laugh though right now I just want to hug him. The question in his eyes is hurting my heart as I don't want to answer it and its like he is sensing it because he suddenly smiles then shakes his head like nothing serious has happened. We both know the truth though which explains the slight frown hiding at the edges of his lips as he tried to act all happy when we leave the room and I do the same not to worry people that shouldn't be aware something is going on.
Dear God -5-Andy blew hair out of his eyes with a soft flick, fingers nimble and swift as he drew his warpaint on for the concert.More Like This
Little did he know, immersed in concentration, that Matt was leaning against the doorframe behind him with a dimpled smile gracing his features. He cooed beneath his breath when the younger vocalist began to hum Metallica's One while he worked.
Andy thought of everyone out there in their own rooms. Ashley and Athina, CC and Jake, Jinxx and Sammi. They were all so amazingly happy, and it was incredible to experience.
Strong arms slipped around Andy's waist from behind, and Matt's familiar dulcet baritone purred gruffly in his ear; "What are you thinking about, beautiful?"
"How happy my band is " Andy murmured.
"Aren't you happy too?" Matt kissed the shell of his ear, piercing cool against the skin.
Andy nodded slightly and shivered, eyes distant.
Worry swirled in the elder's stomach and he curled an arm around Andy's slender waist, lifting him easily onto th