Life Is A BitchI have never wrote a journal here before. I dont know were to begin. My life is fucked up. i dont know what to think say or do. everytime i think of the one person that i thought fixed everything i grow sick because i feel like i hurt her more than she deserved. i was and still am upset but my choice was made and i will not change it. i know that she will read this and it hurts me because i know what she did and well im having a hard time not doing worse than she does to herself i want to end it end all of the suffering and pain i cause. im a miserable aspect of a human being no one should follow in my foot steps no one should have to go through what i have been through or what i have done yet for some reason i always find my self wanting to be alone even tho i say i want to have a relationship and i mean it at the time in the end im happier when i sit by myself no one to worry about other than myself. having someone i care about hurt themselves bc of me kills me i want to make everythMore Like This
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This isn't what I thought it would be.
I figured we'd always be happy.
Be happy together,
I now see that's only a wish.
Not a demand, nor a dream
Just a wish, nothing but a wish.
You've always been like this,
I should've seen this coming
You always strive for attention.
The feelings you have always
Go back to the same damn thing
You always think you're better
You think your pain is the worst in the world,
You say your heart won't
Beat if you leave me.
Listen to me!
If you love me so much,
Where are you?
Why did you leave?
I'm here alone,
Deep, deep in the dark hole.
My dark hole with my warm gutter.
Deep in this hole lies my gutter.
I could be drenched in sewage,
Thrown to bits and pieces by storms,
And be shoved back down into
My little hole with my gutter.
And no matter what I do,
I still find myself looking into the stars,
Thinking about you.
I can't help it.
I love you,
You won't come back, but I await the day.
I find you in the stars...
I hope they continue t
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Her large eyes as dark green as a forest tree in the summer, brown hair cascading down her shoulders to the small of her back framing the round face, so round it made her look a bit younger.
Her slender hand touched my cheek, "Bridget..." her lips spoke my name, in a voice as sweet as her name.
This is wrong...this is so wrong...
Soft breasts pressed to my own, and a blush colored my face.
"Mom and dad will find out Belle...." I resist, moving from under the covers on the bed. This was wrong....
"You've felt the tension...I know you have..." she said quietly, "You're the only one who understands me Bridget...." She moved closer to me once more in wanting.
"We have the same mind...Of course I understand you..." I say, turning my head away.
"But you're so beautiful..." she said, turning me to face her once more.
"We have the same face..." I look at my mirror image, some sort of strange love in her eyes.
This was so...so wrong....
"Bridget...." she l
How God Created One DirectionGod: You know how we made females bleed every month to make them strong?More Like This
God: Well it didn't work
Jesus: What do you mean
Jesus: They cry and break out and gain 5 pounds once a month
Jesus: Isn't that enough
God: We must make them stronger
Jesus: But it's too late no-
God: We'll create five superior beings
Jesus: What is tha-
God: Listen Jesus...
God: We'll use a whole bottle of essence of sexy on one
Jesus: That sounds risky don't you t-
God: A whole bottle of adorable extract on another
God: Half a bottle of rainbow oil and dried puppies on the third
God: On the fourth we'll use the last of the 'you me bed now' syrup
Jesus: .... and the fifth?
God: Sassy potion
Jesus: .... okay .... but how will this make them stronger?
God: We'll add one musical steroid to each
Jesus: I still don't see...
God: They'll be homosexual
Jesus: Ah very clever
God: Do you see now?
Jesus: The survivors will be indestructible