That PictureMore Like This
That one Picture that I had drawn that day
Is only between you and me
no one knows about it
no one has heard about it
that's the way I wanted it to be
I would've put so much more if I could
but time was running out
I tried putting all my feelings into that one picture
hoping a picture is worth a thousand words
Yet i still added three words and a name
A picture that I remember
Three words I said
A name I have
all from a book that is me
I gave part of me
and you only
Depression...No, depression is not just getting sad.More Like This
It's a constant sadness that melts into your bones,
An indescribably heavy weight upon your shoulders,
Never mind your heart and soul.
It's believing so many lies (maybe because you've learned to accept them)
And no longer appreciating your self-worth.
Wishing you no longer existed, wishing yourself gone.
Depression holds you back from your dreams
And pulls you into a nightmare.
It takes full control of your existence.
It makes you never want to get out of bed,
And when you finally do,
You just want to get back in it.
But you know the hardest part?
depressionone, two, three, four,More Like This
drop your razors on the floor
five, six, seven, eight,
cuts are done, your too late
nine, ten, eleven, twelve,
I've got some secrets that scars can't tell
thirteen, twelve, eleven, ten,
blood keeps running like fallen men
nine, eight, seven, six,
I've paid the price-nothing to fix
five, four, three, two,
cuts made, scars stuck like glue
one, zero, negative one,
the pain won't stop, it's never done