2011It's currently 9:15pm; only 2 hours and 45 minutes left in the year 2011. And what a year it has been for me.More Like This
January: I started off 2011 with a kiss, and a relationship with a man that I will always love. I shared a glass of wine, and a toast with him and his family, and had an amazing time. This was also the month that I was introduced to Kpop by someone who I used to be extremely good friends with. The song that stole my Kpop virginity: "Cry" by MBLAQ. I listened to that song on repeat for days until I had it memorized, and could see the video playing in my head.
February: The month that a part of me died. I lost the man I loved in this month. Things had moved too fast, and neither of us had dealt with personal issues we had. Mine were my past relationships and the damage they did to me. This was also a time when I stopped talking to prett
Hello, Goodbye :3Ohai ouo ♥More Like This
2011 is almost over!
I met some awesome people this year!
(In no order!)
:iconTheBurbster: :iconmissjocoral: :iconLilviscious:
:iconKeni8149: :iconHeedictated: :iconHumblePride:
:iconHonestlyILoveU: :iconLanaleiss: :iconNympha-nora:
:iconTilDeathBabyBoy: :iconsujuelf13: :iconDragonDreamer93:
:iconAudiFailsx3: :iconxXWilted-RoseXx: :iconNightAura2009:
:IconluvXallXthingsXanime: :Iconelectrokyuted: :iconPanda-Ritsu:
you guise make me blush x3
Ah~ let's do a little time traveling (oooo doctor who :3)
I tried new things~
Happy Single Awareness Day!!Valentines? What's that? I never heard of that holiday before |DMore Like This
No one would ever tap this anyways, I'm so smexy~ They wouldn't know what to do with a hot mess like me//shot
Don't you know, I'm the eternal third-wheel? Best friend has date with new boyfriend? Is forced to go and pick at him during the whole time. Parents have nice Valentines dinner? 18 year old daughter tags along.
Don't forget to walk through any couples you see holding hands!
K.A.B.A Chapter 46CHAPTER FORTY-SIXMore Like This
SIWON & KIBUM
Siwon walked into the large room, gulping at the amount of people around him. He folded the piece of paper into his pants and decided to go to the drinks, quenching his dry throat. He picked up a small cup and filled it with juice, tasting the sweet tang in it which resolved his nerves for a bit. Some people noticed him right away and the others just ignored him, even if he was from company they have affiliated with.
Everyone was seated as he looked for his name, narrowing his eyes and trying to follow the close words written on the small piece of paper. He sat down and waited with patient hands, taking a sip from his drink here and there. After a few more guests then everyone would be settled and they could start the presentation. The thought that Siwon would actually listen was beyond him. He usually found some distractions in everything around him.
Just like the one that was walking towards him.
Forbidden RomanceForbidden RomanceMore Like This
Donghae & Kyuhyun
Donghae sighed, blowing out a puff of smoke as everything seemed to change color. The car grew foggy with each puff and stained the cloth around him as he entwined his fingers around the black suspenders he wore over his white button up, the top buttons undone and his smooth skin showing in the cast of the street light. It was a warm glow that seemed to turn the car orange, the smoke filling the air with the subsequent smell of Lavender from the last person in his car. It seemed to fade but the smell still seemed to burn his nose drastically, more than anything and he needed to leave and get a drink.
He picked up his pack of cigarettes and looked around the car once more before he opened the door of his 1970's Cadillac, the dark glow of the black making it invisible to the eye in the night. The heel of his shoes clacked on the ground, smoothing out his trousers as he laced his blazer over his arm, stuffing his ciga
Onew and youYou were sitting at the porch of your house one evening, like you did almost every evening. You loved to see the sun go down. Then all of a sudden a small truck stopped right across the street. It wasn't really a surprise since a few trucks had already been there the last couple of days. But then a big black car stopped right behind it.More Like This
Doors opened and five guys stepped out. You first saw a tall handsome guy with short blond hair that shortly waved at you but you were almost immediately distracted by another hand moving right next to his face.
You moved your eyes just to see brown hair, a beautiful face with a sweet smile, two puffy cheeks and two small but cute, smiley eyes, and then a hand, waving at you.
"Jinki hyung! Are you coming?" the tall blond guy asked walking towards the house.
"Yeah!" the other replied.
Then you raised your hand and waved back at him. He smiled again and walked towards the house along with everyone else. You weren't much into mainstream music but you knew
08: These WordsThese WordsMore Like This
Kyuhyun & Zhou Mi
Dear Zhou Mi,
How are you? Are you well? Is everything going alright for you? Yes, it must be because you are sunshine and sunshine always has a happy life. Would you say that was it? That it was a happy life? I would only hope for it to be a happy life because when you were here you were smiling, loving and caring. You were warm and your smile brought a smile to everyone's face, even if you may not have seen it. There was a not a day that went by when that smile would not shine because I made sure to keep it there. You may not have wanted it there because of how you were feeling but it only seems right to make sure the people I love are happy.
I miss you, a lot and I guess that's how I can sum it up. If I tried to tell you how I felt right now this smile that's trying to push through for your happiness will fade and I don't want that to happen. I need this smile on my face.
I need you her
SiHae: Gorgeous"Wait shortly and we will prepare her"More Like This
Siwon simply nodded at the woman smiling gleefully at him. She giggled at his eager expression and watched him standing on his toes to look over the woman's head though he was so tall it felt a bit silly. She raised her hands to block his view and asked him to step back, he was not allowed to come in no matter how much he wanted to.
The tall male did as he was told, pouting as the woman closed the door without another word. It was uncertain how long he had to wait so Siwon turned around and moved through the crowded hallway. He grabbed the doorknob of room 1315 and carefully opened the door, peeking in his head and smiling at two of the three men.
Leeteuk motioned with his head for Siwon to come over and placed his finger against his lips so the other knew to be silent. The tall male crept inside, closed the door softly and embraced a teary-eyed Eunhyuk. The tall male patted his back with a small chuckle, listening to Eunhyuk's sniffles.
SiHae: Washing MachinesDonghae was hesitant as Kyuhyun continued to drag him away from the apartment he shared with Siwon. The worry was clearly visible on his face even though he tried to smile and wave back at the two most precious people he had. He wouldn't be gone long, about three days. Kyuhyun knew about Donghae's new CF in Thailand and he would star in the same one, therefore they would travel together. It was for the best, because Donghae would have never been able to get in the cab without Kyuhyun's constant reassuring words and the tugging on his arm.More Like This
"Stop worrying so much, hyung. Siwon-hyung knows what to do", Kyuhyun looked over his shoulder and waved at the little girl in the tall male's arms. Donghae waved as well, his smile not quite reaching his ears.
Siwon watched the car until is turned the corner and disappeared from his sight. Immediately a hand patted his cheek, his little girl seeing the worried look in her father's eyes. It would be the first time Siwon would have to take care of her,
HanChul: GlassesNobody on the roadMore Like This
nobody on the beach
Back then it was just you and me. No matter how many people your smile attracted, you would ignore them all. Your smile was only for me, to make my heart flutter and grip your hand just a little bit tighter.
I feel it in the air
the summer's out of reach
Love on first sight, who would have guessed we'd fall for that. But it was foolish to try and deny it, I fell for you and you fell for me. Even when I had to go back to China and couldn't spend the warm summer days with you, there was no reason to be sad. You would wait for me, right?
Empty lake, empty streets,
the sun goes down alone
Without you it just didn't feel the same. Surrounded by my loving family did not fill the gaping hole in my heart. I needed to see you, needed to hold you tight. Call me foolish or blindly in love, I don't care. I was gone in a hurry, my parents didn't even know.
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not home
I knew you would be gone by the time I returned.