Fuck You, Ed.You woo meMore Like This
Only to destroy;
Your charm draws me in,
And I begin to lean on you-
You and all your sweet words,
Me and all my silence.
You have such a way with me-
Saving while killing all the same;
Somehow always leaving me wanting more.
So here I am again,
Distressed and alone,
Still wading in your dark waters.
Tremulous, yet fighting,
Im caught waist deep
Between my secret and your lie.
Maybe it would help if I didnt see beauty in self-destruction.
And sometimes its like youre not even real;
I step back and wonder how this happened,
And why you chose me.
Or did I choose you?
What can I say,
You have this lure I cant deny.
But Im stepping now;
Stepping, stamping, stomping on you,
One small step at a time.