charlotte lost her web"how was your day?"More Like This
"i heard you. what happened?"
"studied. thought about sex. walked the dog. killed a spider."
"ah. boring-'fuck,' then?"
"i fucking killed a spider!"
"why's that so awful? its guts get in your eye or something?"
"dammit! no! i killed it! i should fucking die, too- levitical law says so. death is to be punished with death."
"you don't agree with that. besides, it is just a spider."
"no, it was just a spider."
"dammit it's- it wasn't 'just a spider.' it was real. alive. a body that moved. stopped moving so well when my book smashed it. i realised what i was doing and started to cry- cry, crush, cry, crush. i couldn't kill it and make it suffer. i'm fucking heartless but i just couldn't do that. mutilate it. send it back home on five legs to its lover. see if that lover still felt the same about it. instead i just took its lover away completely. fuck-