pears and nearsMore Like This
monday afternoon and
my lover is studying;
i am wondering if he remembers that time when
we learnt together the geometric shapes -
circled are his lips when
the sun draws himself upon them;
i am jealous.
earth has his own anatomy -
them science people called him "pear";
maybe the fruit was before the planet
or maybe the planet grew out of it,
which makes us pearestrials, but
i wouldn't know;
i don't do science.
i don't even do words -
words are too academic sometimes;
it's propestorous (exclamation mark)
and my fingers are only made to waltz with yours;
i'm sorry when i stumble,
you know my forefinger is high heel sensitive;
there's too many is in the world.
monday's moving towards evening
my lover's still studying
earth is still a pear
there's Pretty Woman on tv
the food is not getting any w
I Hate MeHate is a wordMore Like This
Reserved for dire circumstances.
You say you hate this,
You say you hate that;
You say it without reserve.
Hate and malice
Drip from your every pore,
Sticking to those who love you.
I cannot hate you,
I can only love you.
But how can I love
That thrusts word-shaped
Daggers into its victims?
I love, because
My hate is greater than yours,
My hate is different than yours.
I hate how I walk,
How I talk,
How I breathe,
How I live,
How I love.
I hate me.
letters to you...More Like This
I have been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
I can see the look of devastation
That will be on your face if you ever read what they say
The look of hopelessness and despair.
The longing for me to come back
But you have lost your chance
I will never come back
You broke my heart
You tried to rekindle something you broke
My heart has turned to steel.
Torn out of my chest...
These letters I write tell you that I still love you
But rather than give them to you and free you from misery,
I read them once again
And then burn the evidence
Make it as if it was never there
I will not let you to know how I feel
That I want us to be together
But I can not forget what you did to me...
Would you even take it back?
You will be trapped forever
With the knowledge that you were the cause of my death
You will never know that I forgave you.
But did not want to let it go.
I will take my own life
Because you stole my heart
And tore it to shreds...
You made me cry...
Judgement"You need to stop doing this."More Like This
"Stop doing what?"
"Writing me into your stories."
"Because it scares me. I'm not this guy that you write about. I'm not some kind of Prince Charming and I'm certainly not a sea God or whatever you like to say about my eyes every now and then."
"Yeah. You really need to work on your judgement of people, because this is all wrong. It's like you don't know me at all!"
"So why don't you correct me and I'll fix my idea of you accordingly."
"Well firstly, I'm a really nervous person."
"Yeah. Your hands are either fiddling with your hair or your sleeve, or you're biting your nails."
"And I don't like going out. I'm a hermit."
"Except to your best friends' houses, or to the animal shelter, or to me."
"And I'm dead inside."
"Says the boy who hides his tears at the sight of an injured puppy."
"I do not."
"Yes, you do."
"Anyway, I'm not always nice to you. In fact, I really don't do enough."
"You're right. Except yo