I Think I'll Overdose Today.i.More Like This
Play me like my heart has strings,
Use me up until I'm out of tune
And can't carry a melody.
I'll never sing for you again.
I'm tired of being the science experiment
Chemistry isn't that difficult,
If you don't think we have it, then we don't.
Here's the problem: It takes one person to love
But it takes two people to be loved back.
When I was born, god laughed at me and said
This girl is going to be screwed over so many times
She could write a book about it.
I don't capitalize his name anymore.
She doesn't deserve to have poetry written about her
But then neither did any of the others either.
These last five days were just a waste of human emotion.
Play me like a violin screeching for love
And then put me back in my case because I wasn't enough.
One day I'll learn to stop loving,
I only hope that the day comes quickly
Because I'm not sure how much more string plucking my godforsaken heart can take.
I was never queen material
Because I'm too busy feeling inst