Rainy Bus StopThose last few weeks seemed to fly by,More Like This
each moment becoming a memory.
We both wished for this to last forever,
but we both secretly knew it would end.
Pretending everything was fine only made it worse.
On the final day, it was so hard saying goodbye to you at that rainy bus stop.
I swear it was the rain that was dripping down my cheek,
as I saw your face for the last time.
-Find My Body-Make me feel something,More Like This
I'm begging you, Please
Bring tears to my eyes
Make me fall to my knees
Because feeling the pain
The way I did yesterday
Forces me to remember
That I've got a pulse
It's beating, I'm bleeding
Here without you
Be there for me, the way you never were
Because I want you to be
The one to hold the pieces of my heart
Hold the pieces once you've broken them apart
Do You?I love you,More Like This
And I miss you,
You break your promises,
Yet I can still find no fault,
I can't stop thinking about you,
Your picture brings,
A smile to my face,
Oh how I adore you!
Do you love me?
Do you miss me, as I miss you?
I know you don't mean,
To break your promises,
Do you find fault within me?
Or do you see,
Or damn near,
As I see within,
requiem of the heart.Despite everything I do,More Like This
Despite everything I try,
I can never break free from you.
Something in you draws me in,
And regrettably, I don't want to be free.
I love the idea of dreams,
And I know the truth of dreams.
But yet still I yearn,
To stand over the city with you,
Hand in hand,
Filling the world with what we have.
It's not sensible, I know,
To fill thoughts with you.
But no matter how much I try,
My efforts shatter like glass.
I know I'm broken,
I know I look like I've given up,
But I will never,
For as long as I live.
But fighting back these feelings,
And fear that grabs me tight.
Knowing all this doesn't do anything.
But for sanity,
And the sake for living,
I'll banish thoughts of you to hell,
And not look back.
I need and I want,
This requiem for my heart,
To fill the hollowness,
To give me certainty.
The requiem will help,
I know it would,
But it'll only last for so long,
Before I break.
i keep looking.wanted:More Like This
a boy with dark hair and bright eyes with a smile that'll drop my stomach to my feet. a boy that says his heart feels more full when he's holding my hand and will tell me how my eyes remind him of the ocean at night because somehow the water looks deeper when cast in milky, silver light. a boy that'll laugh at the way i wrinkle my nose when i'm confused and will tease me because he knows i like nothing more than to be harassed. one that'll throw me over his shoulder and throw me fully clothed into the pool, that'll call me ridiculous, that'll roll his eyes and sigh. one that'll secretly love the fact that i'm a mess because it keeps things interesting.
a boy that respects the fact that i lay down boundaries but likes to steal kisses around them anyways. a boy that messes up my hair when i'm not looking and bites my lip when i'm not paying attention. a boy that doesn't need me, but wants me all the same. one that has a life of his own but has room to fit me in at his sid