I'm Not DeadImages flowing across closed eyes.More Like This
Malfunctioning mind believing lies.
Never thought it'd end in red
Outward flowing, out you've bled
Till all is gone and then you're dead.
Don't mourn lost years.
Excrete no tears.
Almost thought you could care.
Don't pretend you were there.
I may not be dead.
I may not live in a world of red.
I may not have taken up a knife.
I may not have yet ended my life.
I may not have taken drastic measures.
I may not have endorsed your sick pleasures.
But dont think I don't feel pain.
Don't think there's anything to gain.
Don't think it hasn't crossed my mind.
Don't think that I'm naively blind.
I hurt and bleed and cry.
You hate and jeer and lie.
I may be a hopeless case
But hurting me is not your place.
Once I wasI always wishedMore Like This
to meet my guardian angel.
To see it's face
or to feel it's presence
that was my dream for many
into the darkness of the night,
I imagine he's
looking right back at me
and somewhere over there
I heard the sound of bells
and fluttering of wings
And who knows what can happen?
Where our journey ends;
the light at the end of the road,
may just lead us
to our protector.
he will find us himself.
Rain 2Sometimes it's hard to feelMore Like This
But in the rain I know I'm real
It fills me with hope
Even if my clothes get soaked
Not everyone loves the rain
But it understands my pain
It seems to understand
When it takes my hand
It washes the tears from my face
And turns the world into a different place
The rain makes me feel like I'm alive
Not just struggling to survive
Can't Stand ItTears falling down onto the floor.More Like This
I just can't take it anymore.
I can't take this constant hate.
I don't want this to be my fate.
I can't stand the pointless lies.
I don't want to say my final goodbyes.
I can't stand all the laughs and jeers
Or how others try and abuse my fears.
I can't stand when they stab me in the back
Then say it's my fault, that it's something I lack.
Don't hurt me and make me take the blame
Then pretend like it was all a game.
I can't stand those who lie and cheat,
Those who betray and those who beat.
I can't stand those who think life is cheap,
Who laugh at suffering while others weep.
Spend a day in the shoes of the ones you cause pain
And you'll find that there as never any good to gain.
You'll find what myths in life are true
When you're among the suffering few.
Echoes in our mindHave you ever started into the distance and wondered?More Like This
Have you ever considered the strangeness of life?
Have you ever stopped and marvelled at the beauty of the universe?
We were born with the gift of consciousness.
It is humanity’s destiny to contemplate and to never
For there are infinite possibilities.
dark nights and darker heartIt's 1am and you're not here.More Like This
I'm clinging to your tshirt
with your secrets locked away
and I'm waiting for a text
that you won't send.
It's 2am and I can't sleep.
The sheets are cold,
my pillow's damp
and my mascara's all on pages
where I wrote my revelations.
It's 3am and I can't breathe.
My arms are wrapped around me,
trying to hold it all together
but only your arms
It's 4am and I just need you to tell me
I've been wrong and it's just me
you want beside you
and when you look in my eyes
it's not her you want to see.
It's 5am and I can't keep crying.
My pain is slowly turning into anger
and I just want you
to see me
and couldn't we be amazing too?
It's 6am and I'm done
but I'm so very far from finished
and I'd rather take
these nights forever
than spend a single day without you.
Your Poetry Sucks.Poetic verse does not sleep contently within your bones.More Like This
You are not made of Shakespearean sonnets.
Metaphors do not cling to your teeth like snowdrops,
and similes do not lurk like assassins behind those false psychic eyes.
Your veins bleed nothing but red.
And your whispers,
they will never leave galaxies
along the length of spines.
So, Dear Heart,
you can take your stars,
your full moon romances,
the many, desperate love letters,
the gag-worthy cliches-
and eat them.
Element.He releases the child and the beastMore Like This
All at once
and I want to be neither.
Because they are dark and have no eyes
only fangs and compulsion
I've always wanted to go M.A.D
I figured it was the way
But it was just the door to a hallway of doors
with no description
I met him there
And we danced in circles but
I was the only one spinning...
I was never sure
I never wanted certainty
Of you, of me
I just wanted what I had
In our first collision
I had never felt so good and numb
And you made it okay,
for my demons to play on your
I'd never been so comfortable in my life.
Hidden and naked and free.
The culmination of years of dreaming hopelessly,
Dancing on flames that merely singed the dirt of the deed-
I awake to the sight of cooling coals
a night well spent in a capsule
A smoulder of unfamiliarity
wafts the air and reminds me that
I still thirst.
The Five Phases4/10/08More Like This
The Five Phases
The sun is melting behind the
My tears fall to the black earth.
How long has it been?
I recall the precise time I heard.
I felt the wind was knocked out
of my lungs.
The phone dropped from
my hands as my stomach
violently coiled too tight, and
my chest was gripped as if by a vice.
I fall to my knees in front of your
headstone and cover my face.
The clouds are forming all around
and the lighting flashes without a sound.
Memories boil from a night illuminated
by headlights and the color of blood.
At first I could not accept the
stark reality of a future without you.
Denial put its arm around me and
I clung for dear life.
Now the rain has decided to
add to my flowing tears and
I bellow an anguished scream to the chaotic sky.
Anger coursed through my veins
when I knew you would not pull through.
My angel had broken wings that
would not mend...
How I wished it was me on that
death bed...I would give anything
to take your pain and make it
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~Sugar Baby Master List~ [Updated]This is the official Sugar Baby Master List.More Like This
When Sugar Babies get switched around please let me know so I can update the list!
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Picarto Streaming my new rendering style! [Over]Got about this far from 7-12 including have to refine his sketch:More Like This
Still nervous about moving on to fabric folds and what not, so I did the hard surfaces first. Unfortunately had to end early because after some crappy sleep, I just wanna go lay on the couch or bed and play Angry Birds Epic on my phone. lol
Just about to start. Hopefully I can do this with a MUCH more complicated illustration. lol.
DISCLAIMER: I have NOOOO clue if this is gonna work or not and have gotten in WAY over my head.