The Pills 10April 11th - 02:34 PMMore Like This
I knew I couldn't get a break from negative feelings. Fell asleep after 8 PM last night. Woke up promptly after 11 PM. Been unable to return to sleep since then. Attempted taking a nap about 2 hours ago, ended up thinking about her. I thought about how her recently new relationship shifted her focus away from me almost completely. Even though I was absolutely fine with us being just friends, I found it hard to believe she even wanted to be my friend. I know when you fall in love with someone, you tend to blow of a lot of people in your life to spend all of your time with that guy or girl. I've done it countless times. I know after things wear off, you start to focus on other people that supposedly mean something in your life as well. He tells me she didn't mean to do that to me, but the thing is, I can't deny that it hurts.
He asked me if I hated him in any way for being with her. I told him no and I meant it. I don't hate him at all for anything. He's probably wh