Mental Disorder Discrimination"You said you've got depression?More Like This
No you don't, you attention seeker.
You're just an average teenager with the perfect life
Desperately looking for sympathy."
Stop crying, you coward.
You're just a childish "scaredy-cat".
Blaming your problems on a mental disorder
That doesn't even exist."
"So you're schizophrenic?
Grow the hell up, and stop acting like a child
You're too old for imaginary friends
You callow, juvenile, little twit."
But if we're attention seekers,
Why do we try so hard to hide our feelings from the world?
Why do we isolate ourselves in our rooms,
Desperately hiding the cuts on our wrists
Trying our best to live a normal life?
And if we're simply "scaredy-cats",
Why is our fear so vividly intense?
Unlike simple fear, our anxiety will stick with us forever
A severe long-lasting feeling of powerful panic.
A feeling from which we'll never be free.
Suddenly we're childish for having a mental disorder?
Schizophrenia is not something we can control.
She always fell for boys who needed saving.She always fell for boys who needed saving.More Like This
Giving them kisses in the dark
to numb their headache from
drinking too much and yet
not enough to kill lust.
She was always adored by boys, who,
if given the chance, would rebuild
the world for her.
But she wanted to be the heroine
and refused to see
she needed saving, too.
Fake How are you?More Like This
I am fine, thank you.
How was your weekend?
It was great, tons of fun!
Besides the nights I spent crying….
Are you sure you’re okay?
Afraidyou don't believe that i'm afraid of the dark.More Like This
i never told anyone but you.
and it hurts me that you don't believe me.
i'm not afraid of the dark itself.
i'm afraid of what might happen
when the lights go out.
i'm not going to tell you that i'm afraid
of the dark because when i can't see anything
i'm afraid of losing you.
i'm not going to tell you that i'm afraid
of the dark because when the lights go out
you could just get up and walk out
Afraid?I'm so afraid to love you.More Like This
I'm so afraid to trust.
I'm confused about how you feel and if what you said is the truth.
I was afraid to let my heart beat.
Afraid to feel those butterflies.
As your sweet songs fill my head with ideas, fill my heart with feelings I sigh and smile.
I whisper, "I love you." As I slowly stand up and walk away from the music that has made my heartbeat just like it did when you first smiled at me.
I'm afraid that I'm paranoid.
I'm afraid that I don't know wrong from right or honesty from lies.
I'm afraid that what I'm listening to is going to make me love more than I can deny.
'I don't love you.' Could never slip from my lips, as I do love you. And if I said I didn't I'd be a liar. Just like you?
Romano X Reader: Ti amo, BellaMore Like This
You stood alone, off to the side of the dance floor, people watching. You were a relatively new country, and for the most part the other countries ignored you. It wasn't as if you were lonely or anything-or so you told yourself to keep from crying. However it would be nice to have someone to talk to for a while. But you refused to dwell on that. You simply continued to watch the other countries as they enjoyed the party.
Watching the others smile and laugh and talk made you feel less alone, and brought a small, sad smile to your face. You watched as England tried to get America to behave like a gentleman, though how England figured strangling your ally was gentleman-like you would never know. Germany was yelling at his brother, Prussia, for getting drunk and then beaten up by Hungary. And off in one corner there were the Italy brothers; Italy was saying something to Romano, who simply started yelling in response. You chuckled. That was so like Romano. Your gaze turned fond as you watch
S. Italy x Reader - InsecurityMore Like This
I was with my friend, [Name] and she was having problems with my computer. She kept hitting it and swearing at it, like I would
"Do you need help?" I asked
I was only polite around her, because I really liked her. She was the only person I really felt a connection with, if you catch my drift. The problem was, she thought the world of Feliciano, my brother ... who has been a thorn in my side for as long as I can remember
"Damned thing ..." She grumbled, hitting the computer
That snapped me out of my thoughts and made me pay attention to her. Well ... how could I not? She's ... well ... there's only two words to describe her - Bella Signora
"Hey, how about I cook some pasta whilst I wait for this damned thing to work?" She asked
I smiled, a little flattered
"Y-you can cook pasta?" I asked, smiling
"Yeah, Feli taught me" She replied
A dagger ... a dagger through my heart ... that's what those words were to me. It killed me to think about Feliciano teaching her how to make pasta ...
Romano X Reader: StormIt was a case of a great day gone bad. You were visiting your best friend/crush Romano for the weekend while your parents were out on vacation. So far the two of you had been having a good time. However, once evening hit everything seemed to change.More Like This
Romano had just gone out to pick up some things for dinner telling you he would be back soon. He asked you if you wanted to go, but you didn't feel like shopping so you told him you would stay.
It had only been about ten minutes when it started to rain. You walked up to the window and took a look outside at the front yard. The rain was coming down rather hard and the clouds were a dark gray color. You recognized them as thunder clouds and you began to worry a bit. Not a second later there was a flash of lightning followed by a low rumble. You backed away from the window and took a seat on the couch. Bringing your legs up you wrapped your arms around them and hoped that either the storm would go fast or Romano would come back really soon. An
Laugh Maker - Romano x Reader (Request)Laugh Maker - Romano x Reader(Request)More Like This
You quickened your pace as you saw Lovino's house approaching. On your way here, you received many odd glances from people who saw you speed walking and mumbling 'what does it do?' It was a question had burned itself in the back of your mind for so long that you couldn't take it anymore. Lovino was either going to answer the question or die.
You raced up the steps to his house and almost broke the door bell.
"Damn it I'm coming!" His voice growled from the other side. The door swung open and you charged. He was vulnerable so you pinned him down by his shoulders and straddled his waist. There was no way he was getting out of this one without telling you what you needed to hear.
"W-What the heck ,(N-Name)!" Romano shouted. You were too in the moment to care about what he thought right now.
"What does it do?!" You screamed in his face. His face read 'What the hell are you talking about?'.
"What does it do?!" After screaming into hi
Romano X Reader: Learning ItalianRomano X ReaderMore Like This
"Now, bella, repeat after me; arrivederci~"
The usually bubbly Italian sighed, shaking his head. You'd been sitting at Feliciano and Lovino Vargas' kitchen table as Feli unsuccessfully tried to teach you his native language. Even though Feli had only tried to teach you the basics so far, you were having a fair bit of trouble.
Lovino, who was torn between being disgusted and amused at your failure, would swear and criticise you whenever he felt he felt it appropriate and FYI, that was a lot.
"C'mon bella, it's arriveder-"
"FRATELLO!" Lovino shouted from across the table, catching both you and Feli of guard. "You can't teach the idiota to say 'arrivederci' if she can't even roll her damned r's!"
You gave a snort of laughter as Feli's expression turned to one of a kicked puppy, but instantly regretted it when Lovino turned to scowl at you.
"And YOU, dumb-arse, LEARN TO ROLL
Romano x Reader The CurlMore Like This
Bang Bang Bang
"What the hell is that?"
Romano slowly got up from the couch he was having his siesta on and walked to the door. He was just about to open it when-
Bang Bang Bang
"Lovino! Let me in! I know you took it! Give me my tomato seeds back!"
The Italian stopped himself from opening the door and frowned. It was [Name]. Shit. He really didn't want to deal with this right now. He was missing his siesta because of you. Screw it. He would just tell you he didn't know what he was talking about. Hopefully you would buy it and go bug someone else.
Lovino sighed and turned the knob, opening the door. 'Lets get this over with.'
"What the hell are you going on about, idiota?"
He barely had time to react before you tackled him to the ground, straddling his hips with hands on either side of his head.
"Don't bullshit me, Lovino! I know you took them! I'm not stupid!"
"Don't get your panties all in a wad! I don't know anything about any damn tomato seeds!"
You suddenly became very aware that h
Austria x Reader: The DuetIt had been a long day for (y/n). She had gone through so much today; her boyfriend broke up with her among other things such as she failed her important test and would need to make it up but mostly the boyfriend thing. She was crushed, she had loved him with all her heart, given him her all. She had stayed late after class, she sat in her desk almost emotionless until she snapped out of her trancelike state. She sighed and got up and began to walk down the empty halls to her locker when she passed the Music room. It was odd but she heard some music being played inside. Everyone had gone already though, it was getting late…More Like This
(y/n) couldn’t help but peak her head inside and saw a rather feminine but attractive man at the piano. His fingers were flawlessly flying across the keys. The music seemed to make (y/n) calm down, all the pain from the day forgotten. He man didn’t even notice her and continued to play, his eyes closed and obviously in the music, immersed. The man