Self destruction cycleWhen you loose everything there is this period of depression. Where you are confused and empty and you want someone to blame, and you think of what happened. Slowly you start leaving your regrets behind and you start winning what you lost back, remembering how to smile and how to love eventually.More Like This
Or you follow my lead, and you start to self destroy which is actually a pretty complex process. First you start going numb, your soul reinforces the armor it already wore, and the center of your feelings love, happiness, sadness, pain they all bury themselves and turn into fading pale ghosts that you forget about. You still have your wound, and people you love might still be around but your to numb to feel the aching and you forgotten how to love them properly.
The empty feeling you eventually learn to embrace it, and it becomes your life. You come to realize that having nothing is better, cause you cant loose what you don't have and neither do you need to care for it. Its easier t