Everlasting SilenceEverlasting SilenceMore Like This
Walking along those lonely streets,
The moon becomes your sun
The flame of star light become your candles,
As the world continuously passes you by
I wonder where the people have gone
The families, the friends, they've…
The once busy streets have slowly faded,
From the Day into the Night
I do not quite understand myself
Why my mind has slowly quietened
I do not understand why my words are slowly…
But one thing I do know, is the feeling of isolation
The feeling that maybe I am unwelcomed,
The paranoia of being unwanted,
Excluded, feeling as though I am shutting myself off.
There is one more thing I have figure out,
Through these words I have spoken to you
Is that one thing is sure to come
But I doubt you will ever notice
The oncoming of my…
Will You Even Listen Anymore?Will You Even Listen Anymore?More Like This
There is only so much damage a person can take
For some they can only take so little, like glass they are fragile
For others like a wall they can take more damage, over time;
But even then they will crumble as the clock ticks.
But then in this cruel world there are so many ways a person can be damaged
Some can be through misunderstandings, through betrayal,
Some get hurt when those closest to them are hurt
And some just don't have the confidence anymore
What people forget is that we are all different
You can't just say buck up and take it
You can't say that names don't hurt
You can't say but what is the use anymore
Another thing that time betrays us with is that people change
Oh so very much
Not all of them, most of them will however,
Some will even drift away from you those links can never be reconnected
One more thing that can hurt is when you don't feel you can trust any longer,
You struggle to try and find a reason to trust them af
I'M HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME!!!!HeeeyyyyyMore Like This
Remember me, folks? XD I arrived home from Peru last Sunday! The trip was crazy awesome! I will post a long journal later about all the details but this is just to say I'm back, no longer jetlagged and am getting my shit together to answer all the messages that are collecting dust in my inbox and of course to finish those point commissions wooooo!
Hope you all had a wonderful summer! I missed you all so much, especially when I was sitting in the tarp with a storm flooding my roll mat, clutching a mess tin full of rehydrated food! Yaaaaaay 8D
I'm going to the Amazon...like right nowOk, so I know I haven't been on in a while and I'm so sorry, but things have been complicated at home and now, suddenly,my expedition is here.More Like This
Seriously, I have to be at the airport in an hour to go to England so I can get another plane from heathow to madrid to get ANOTHER plane from Madrid to Lima.
Holy fuck. I'm so scared,I'm shaking like an elder scrolls glitch.
I'm sorry point commissions are gonna be like another month. If it's any consolation, I will most likely have a limb or two taken by caimans as punishment :3
I have to keep this journal brief waaaaaaaaaaah I'mma miss you guyssss!!!!!
bored with no creative zest what...so...everso here's a quizMore Like This
[x] You hate your body.
[x] You have starved yourself. well that was after I got swine flu...and before....and during the whole two weeks when I had it.
[x] You have low self esteem.
 You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
 People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
 People think you are way too skinny.
[x] You skip at least one meal a day. breakfast and lunch but snack if bored
 You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
 You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything. huh what?
 You cannot cooperate with people well.
 You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time. most of it's utter rubbish
 You need attention.
 You aren't very shy.
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable. If someone gets on my nerves they regret it because I have a ve
InsideYour smile a cherry blosom,More Like This
blooming in my heart,
sweet, soft, gentle,
as the rain that falls
on a weary face.
Eyes the windows to the soul,
pale blue but bright,
kind, warm, deep
as the ocean I long to drown
in them as I sleep.
Laughter the chime of a bell,
call to arms of the heart,
old, new, borrowed, blue,
as the morning sky cut
by crystal rainbows.
Lips the doors that hide
their key hidden inside,
riddles, cryptex, mystery,
as though a treasure,
of imaginable riches.