It was all a misunderstanding.In that moment, my insides had completely flippedMore Like This
My heart felt heavy, and my breathing was unsteady
The beating in my chest was rapid and swift
I've hurt you, and I hate myself for it.
Tears began to pour away from my eyes
I really wanted to scream, this kind of pain was extreme
My nails were digging into my thighs
I feel so selfish, you did nothing to deserve this.
I frantically searched for my blade tucked away
I deserve pain, I really can't refrain
You don't have to lie, baby, I know this really isn't okay
It's not what I made it out to be, I swear it's not really as it seems.
I have to do something to make up for this mess
Please forgive me, I need you, please don't leave me
I never wanted to cause you such distress
I promise it's not true, no one will ever come before you
Is that really what you believe?
I sobbed as I bled, and I remembered what you said
"It feels like you love him more than me."
I think a part of me has died, and you're the only one who can bring it back