Looking For A Way OutAlways looking, always searchingMore Like This
For something that's not there
I have no purpose, I have no reason
And I question everything I do
Why, why, why, why?
Everything feels so pointless
The weight of life weighing down on my shoulders
I don't know if I can stand anymore
I don't know if I even want to
So hard to just smile, so hard to just be happy
Everyday, I feel the same
That deep never-ending emptiness inside
Sometimes I feel too much, sometimes I feel not enough
Am I living?
Because I sure as hell don't know
I feel dead
Would it make a difference if I really was?
There must be a reason
For my life and yours
I don't want to feel every day go past
Feeling like it was just the same as yesterday
The days go, the months, the years
The birthday's come, ever so meaningless
Someone once said;
I'd rather feel pain, than nothing at all
I'd rather feel nothing at all, than pain
Because the seconds pass me by
And I feel like my life's wasting away
Trapped inside the walls of my mind
The MonsterMore Like This
Seared into his memory are moments of pain;
Moments that this monster will not live again.
Supressing all his memories leaves him cold and grey,
Never more remembering the bright sunlight of day.
Ever, ever onwards he stumbles through the dark
Holding back the thought of the sweetly singing lark.
Ferocious and unforgiving he will live out his years
For this monster will not contemplate shedding any tears.
Unrequited LoveAs I lay alone hereMore Like This
I fear that you wouldn't shed a tear,
If I today should cease to exist
And fall into a great abyss.
Dank and cold with no hope of escape.
There is nothing to do here but wait,
Until from the abyss I can depart,
And fly straight into your heart.
Within your heart I will stay,
Until you decide to stray.
From whence I shall return from where I came
Never to return again.
Grim ReaperThe Grim Reaper stalks the Earth for prey,More Like This
Men, women and children he takes away,
Some may go to heaven and some to hell
Only those taken ever can tell.
His shadowy form lurks without care,
His duty to death he does with a spectral air.
The scythe, his symbol forever on show.
His skeletal figure the chosen ones know.
The hourglass of life ticks away in his hand,
As you fight this, your last stand.
Hunched over your body your soul he will reap,
Who knows what parts of this he may keep?
His solitary duty will forever go on,
Even after this era is gone.
He will take the souls of all living things
And grief with him he always brings.
Take My Pain AwayThere is no one I want to talk to,More Like This
No one I want to see,
I'm just going to sit here
My sharp knife and me.
Cut the flesh, release the pain
It pours out like April rain.
I'm free, I'm happy
If only for a while
The lack of pain makes me smile.
But soon it all comes flooding back
The pain, sorrow and bitterness attack.
MarlborosThis scent I know so wellMore Like This
A disgusting smell of comfort,
With this feeling I couldnt tell,
I may not be able to concert.
But I know I can assert
That my love is far too great,
For these gentle clouds do flirt,
With these things I cant negate.
I still cant believe in this fixate,
Its too perfect to comprehend.
One of the things I hate
Is a part of my girlfriend?
I dont mind these little things
Compared to her love and my feelings
Cathedral of the GodsIn the unseen darkness,More Like This
Swallowing the corpse of eternity.
A lying stare unblinked.
Beauties found in the cruelty of power.
Pillars of purity
watchers of innocence
Light of black shows the unseen
Void of desecrated faith.
The hopeless pray for glory
The rich steal life's unknown
Will any find salvation
In the temple of all and nothing,
Can there really be such truths?
A glimmer of happiness,
In a shroud of darkness.
Hidden are the secrets of gods.