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Please Don't Leave...You say you love me,
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But really do you?
I know I love you.
With all these other girls,
This has all gotten out of control,
It dosn't feel true.
I know I want to stay with you,
I just want to get through to you,
I feel so alive but inside I feel dead.
This torment that your putting me through,
Do you have any idea how it makes me feel?
I just want you to get a clue.
I don't want to argue,
But your making me extremly jealous,
This whole thing is a big mess.
I know I told you to confess,
All your feelings you feel for all these other girls,
Now it's making me cry.
All this pain,
It's going deeper and deeper inside me,
I want this to change, but for you and me remain as we were.
You say everything will be fine,
It can't stay the same,
This feels like a sick and twisted up game.
I feel to the point of breaking,
Just let me scream,
Why can't this all be a messed up dream?
I can't put my emotions into order,
Throw them across the border,
They just don't seem to matter.
I just want this to be
The Truth Of It All...I look to my fate,
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Only thinking of my death,
I want to escape from this life.
I sink in the water,
Wanting this to be as quick as can be,
Water higher than my head, Now I can't see,
Could this really be the end for me?
Breath escaping my lungs,
Eyes stinging from keeping them open so long,
Waiting for my death to soon come.
I close my eyes,
My body starts swimming upward,
The moon hit's my face,
Taking in a long breath,
But why am I not dead?
I look to the skies,
Wondering to myself,
Why didn't God let me kill myself?
Lost in thought,
Still wondering to myself,
Shouldn't I be floating on the dark cold waters without a single breath?
I start to think of my life,
Sadness and happiness in every single day,
But why am I here?
I look at the dark sky break to dawn,
Why isn't my soul gone?
My mind comes across my amazing loving friends,
What would they do If I decided it was the end?
It's just a selfish thought not worth thinking about.
I've always been in doubt,
Sometimes I just want to sho