Dear SoulmateMore Like This
I want to be close to you. I want to feel you. I want to breathe you in. I want to hold you and I want to be wrapped inside your arms.
We will lie in a wheat field, watching the sky, speaking our silent language of love. Under a parasol we will stare at each other in hope until we cry for each other and decide to go home. If ever.
Our hearts will be connected, always. Our fingers will turn into vines, they will grow together and become tangled, building the strongest bridge which we can walk on even if just for a moment - an embrace or tender kiss. This bridge will fight against all odds with the wind and the sea.
Now that it is autumn and drizzle has no wind, everywhere the leaves are vermillion, cadium and green. Everywhere you are is where I am. In your heart, in your soul and in mine too. I think of you when it is cold, only you can warm my heart - and pierce it.
To the man I loveTo the man I love,More Like This
The moment I set my eyes on you, I know and I was certain that you were the one I have been waiting for all my life. After you touched my heart, I never had a single doubt, that what I felt for you was what real love was all about. As long as you are in my life, there's nothing I can't do, for the greatest joy I've ever known has come from loving you. You are the depths of my soul, the light in my heart and the air that I breathe.
My love, the longer we're together, the more I realize how much I need you – I realize how much it means to have your love, your support, your understanding. The longer we're together, the more I hope that you know the emotions I feel in my heart – and all the special reasons why I love you.
In this world where love can be hard to find and harder still to keep, we found each other. And not only did we find the kind of love that people desire of, but also the kind that has full of life and is exciting over time.
What is really remarkable is
True LoveI lay here..More Like This
I can't Sleep..
I think of you..
I wish you were here..
I need you..
I need you now..
I cry for you..
If I could only touch you..
Just for a moment..
The whole world would stop around us..
The troubles would disapear..
Just maybe.. I could sleep.
But I lay here,
I need you..
My one true love..
In LoveMore Like This
The love inside my heart grows each day,
It flourishes and blossoms,
Nothing could ever change this,
you are my one true match.
At night I dream of you,
I dream of us together,
Holding eachother close,
Kissing you all over.
I count the days till we are together,
My heart smiles with each passing day,
I know each day I'm closer to you,
My excitement is barely contained.
I know the second I see you,
I will run to you and pounce you,
Attack you with endless kisses,
Never leaving your embrace.
Oh Lee, I am so in love with you,
I smile each time I think of you,
I worry if we do not speak each day,
I am so happy we found eachother.
I am so in love with you.
It's Not LoveWhen was love supposed to make you cry?More Like This
I look to the heavens and ask them why.
But they don't whisper a single phrase
And I'm left wandering in a daze.
I thought it was love, but it couldn't be
Because there is just too much hurt inside of me.
When was love supposed to hurt so much?
Wasn't it all about yearning for their touch?
Instead I fear of what you might say
I think about the possibilities every day.
I just get this feeling that it will come crashing to an end
It's a feeling that seems to grow stronger when I see you again.
Is it just me or is the distance growing between us
Getting larger without the safety of our trust?
It isn't fair because certain words just make cry
I try to just let the words slip by
But some keep replaying in my mind.
And each time I hear them the feeling gets worst
And I'm struck with the notion I am under a curse.
Was I ever meant to be loved by somebody who will care?
Or am I just an object to be used since I'm there?
I wish these questions could be an
SoulmatesYou know i want to be with youMore Like This
for me there's nothing more
to dream of you beside me
and dance upon the shore
Though times i know are difficult
and you cannot be here
Then dream of me beside you
in thoughts i will be near
You say that we are soulmates
to me those words ring true
for when i try to sleep at night
my thoughts all run to you
I know that there is magic
and you have been touched too
perhaps if we both can believe
the dreams just might come true
But until then I'll be there
as you will be for me
to help you pass through worst of life
for friends we'll always be
love is...Love Is;More Like This
Love is when you care more about someone else's happiness than your own,
You would do anything for them,
You'd rather be with them than anyone else in the world,
You would die so they could live,
When you lose them it feels like you lose yourself,
They're the only thing you can ever think of,
You never even dream of being with anyone else, because they're everything you want,
They have many faults, but you're blind to them,
You would take them back no matter what they do,
When you're with them it's the happiest times of your life,
but when you're without them it feels like there is this great big hole in you
You always wanna be in their arms,
Everything reminds you of them,
You miss them the second they leave,
you're always worried about them
there is something in you just burning so deeply
you cannot even begin to describe it
you want to be the one they turn to
you want to be the one they trust
they can hurt you so much
but you choose to pretend that they don't
just in case i
neverlandi'm giving myself ten minutes to grow up,More Like This
and with every minute that passes i am remembering
balloons and party hats and streamers
and the second star to the right,
straight on 'til morning.
every year i write myself a poem for my birthday,
but this year i think i'll write a poem about
peter pan and he'll die in the end and everyone
will be sad. i'll be the saddest though,
because there comes a point in your life
when you realize that you're not peter pan,
or wendy, or even a lost boy.
(how sad, i think, to be lost but not a lost boy.
it doesn't matter though, because neverland isn't
real and now look, i'm another year older, and what
have i even done with my life?)
today i'm twenty-three and peter pan is dead.
my ten minutes have passed and i still haven't
grown up. people around me forget how to talk
to mermaids, and no one claps because no one
believes in fairies, or flying, or themselves.
today every birthday candle looks like a bone
and i still have so many wishes left to make.
New lovers and new beginningsIt's been quite a while since I posted anything.. anywhere.. It's been quite a changing 'in between' period for me lately.More Like This
Since I came home from years of traveling, I thought I would go and settle down with my partner for the last 3 years, Sparrow in Bristol, England. But as I got to England, Sparrow was still at his parents because his granddad was dying and during the 2 months I was there, we never got to Bristol or really did any of the things I thought we would do. It was as if something had come between us.. And Sparrow was depressed and down and didn't wish to share anything with me and I was sad about this huge distance between us.
After the death of the grandfather, Sparrow asked me to go away for a few days, and I found out that Ash, a good friend I met in India, was in Edinburgh + the Fringe festival in Edinburgh had just started, so I went there and found more than I expected!
Me and Ash realized a connection I have never in my life experienced! He saw right through me, rea