I Must Ask for ForgivenessNow the new begins. And the old retires.More Like This
During the past, I seemed odd.
At times I would be myself.
Other times, I was something else.
When I was that something else, I've hurt my friends.
Not physically, but in every other way.
I never meant to hurt my friends.
I just meant to live.
But now that the old is retired, I hope I can begin a new.
And with this new time, I beg to request forgiveness.
For all the wrong I've done, please forgive me for myself.
If you choose not to, then so be it. I won't mind.
I'll just live, but from an adjusted perspective.
And that perspective is what I hope to see life remain as.
Now that I've repented for the wrong I've committed,
I need but the forgiveness of you so I may know others have forgiven me.
Even though I will not forgive myself.
So I will remember this, even though I've done some bad things,
I will go on, just as I've always done.
But from new eyes, and a new soul.