concertGoing to a Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows concert in about 2 hours with Courtney, Maddy, &Maddie.concert in Personal More Like This
I can't wait man ;u; I havent been to a concert since the nevershoutnever one in Oct<3
Well anyways, ill take pics so ill post them later c:
Job, College, Life.Ive been getting really excited about College, since i for sure got in to the one ive been wanting to go at. I looked up the dorms and they're apartments owned by the academy. And some of the apartments allow pets c: So im gonna bring my rats and cat. Also the apartments, i dont think, are gender seperated. If so ill be like -n- eh. But so far i dont think they are. Also before class im gonna tell the teachers that i go by Cole so that when they take attendance people will see me as a boy eue. And im actually gonna (hopefully) have friends ;u; And ill be living like 20 mins from Savanna and she can see me pretty much whenever she wants to!Job, College, Life. in Personal More Like This
Also i really need to start applying for jobs. First im gonna apply for Starbucks, and one of the ladies working there said the way she got accepted was she went in a few days after she applied and talked to the manager to check on her application. So im gonna try doing that. And im also gonna try applying for HotTopic, H&M, this frozen yogurt place
Finally almost thereSo I'm on the bus, it's so huge and awesome. I'm like the youngest here tho o.o It's called mega bus, it's double decker and there's wifi! I'm sitting at the top in the back and some lady probably about 21-23 by the looks of it. she hasn't talked to me though -socially awkward-Finally almost there in Personal More Like This
Anyways, were about 45 mins from Indianapolis, which is about halfway. I'm so close to her I can't wait<3
I brought my labtop so I'll TRY keeping you guys updated. and I swear this time well take adorable pics c:
omgomg10moremins10 more mins till she comes over to our hotel ;u;omgomg10moremins in Personal More Like This
omg im spazzing so hard right now LOL
omg. i love you guys so much ;u;My mom said YES she fucking said yes ;u; <3 Im gonna be able to hold and be with my baby. And most of it is thanks to you guys<3 wellandmyconstantbegging//shotomg. i love you guys so much ;u; in Personal More Like This
So in 6 days you better expect adorable as fuck pictures. Were gonna go to the movies and the park and play in the snow and and ice skate failingly and and go to the grocieries and cart race with the carts and go vrooom vroooom and and go to fancy restraunts and walk around the city all cutesie like and go to walmart and be derps together and and play on the computer side by side together and play on the wii together and and go to the mall together and sleep in eachothers arms ;u; and so much more.
gah i cant wait. these 6 days need to like gtfo<3
pointless ranting.Okay this is just a pointless journal so read it or dont. Doesnt matter.pointless ranting. in Personal More Like This
Anyways, im really getting sick of 'scene kidz'. Like not all of them but about 75% of them. The ones that type lyke diz. Im saying scene kids cause more than half are like that. Like all noobish and grammarless. Its fucking annoying. I usually dont label people but most of the 'scene kids' i know and have met act all noobish and are all like omg rawr means ily. Its like no stfu rawr means rawr dumbasses -n- LOL. Idk i dont have a problem with the scene kids that act normal but dress scene. But the ones that act like retarded 10 year olds get on my nerves. And im ranting about this cause lately ive been coming across a lot of them and some kids in my class have been acting like it and its been making me wanna shoot myself.
Okay that is all eue
:c.Well another amazing time has come to an end.. I miss her more than ive ever missed anyone in my entire life. And im not overexaggerating. On the bus ride home all i did was cry, listening to our songs. Then as soon as i got home i went to my room and collapsed on my bed crying into the blanket she made me.. And im still miserably crying, listening to our songs cuddling with the blanket she made me, which smells exactly like her..:c. in Personal More Like This
Im going to try and visit her every 2-4 weeks. I cant stand being apart from her any longer. I need my baby. Im happiest when im with her. Ill get a job to save up money. Im gonna start looking for one tomorrow. Also being out of my house away from my family makes me want to move out even more. Summer just cant come soon enough..
Anyways, heres everything we did:
When i first arrived, Dec 27th:
It was around midnight when i finally got there so we couldnt do much. After her and her sister picked me up from the bus we went back to her sisters house and me and
back home..So sadly our trip came to an end :c Being with Savanna was absolutely amazing though<3back home.. in Personal More Like This
First we met in the lobby of my hotel, its really super fancy so it was pretty romantic. The hotel was the Omni hotel xD I was so shaky and my heart was beating super fast and i couldnt stop smiling. When i finally saw her i was breathless, she was so beautiful, prettier in person. My heart skipped beats and i got dizzy, still unable to stop smiling. We were only shy for a few mins then we opened up right away. We went up to our room and then went to the Water Tower Place (pretty much a huge mall). We ate at the foodlife place inside (kinda like a food court, but its really like futuristic imo). After we all finished eating me and Savanna went and looked around the mall and ended up just sitting down at a bench and talking and cuddling together c: After we left the water tower place we had her sister pick us up and we went to eat at the cheesecake factory together. We shared a fetticini alfredo an
Off to Chicago<3So tomorrow at around 3 were leaving for Chicago c: All were pretty much doing tomorrow is packing and driving, so nothing excited. But on Friday, if Savannas parents let her miss school to stay at her sisters house (who lives in chicago, Savanna lives in IN, 30 mins from Chicago) then well be meeting friday. If not were meeting Saturday for sure and ill be sleeping at her sisters house Sat and maybe friday, like i said, if she can stay there Friday. Lets pray that she can<3 Even just a day is too long of a wait for me.Off to Chicago<3 in Personal More Like This
I cant wait, so far what we have planned is,
+Going to this one huge park
+Going to the pier
+Going shopping together
+Going to the grocieries and cart racing with the carts eue
+Cuddling in our pjs and watching movies together
+Staying up all night
+Playing in the snow together
..and a ton more ;u;
Friday can not come soon enough<3
Happy Birthday Dad...How long has it been now? Almost 4 years. My how time flies... Feels like it was just yesterday you were holding me and Izzy and telling us funny stories about your childhood. I can't believe you were gone so quick. Such a nice long childhood with you as my father, and taken away in such a fast night. But that's life, and everyone dies eventually...Happy Birthday Dad... in Personal More Like This
Happy birthday daddy. You aren't here with us in person anymore, but you're up in heaven looking down on us. We're going through tough times lately, but I know you're with us every step of the way. I love you and miss you so much, you were more than just a father. You were a friend. One day I will see you again, but until then I'll keep my chin up and remember the good days we had with you.
Rest In Peace always, Thomas D. Driggers. 4/25/1959-7/27/2008
CINNAMON CHALLENGEYEP I tried it (and failed)... not as funny as other people out there... But I still tried it.CINNAMON CHALLENGE in Personal More Like This
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OMG IF THERE IS ONLY ONE SONG THAT SCARES ME, IT'S THIS ONE!!! And EddyEzmo was singing it to me ALL NIGHT!!!!! FREAKING SCARY!!!
and to make it worse, I was a little *cough* erhm *cough* sharpies *AHEM* fumes got to me.... so I was really freaked out.
Bleached and stuffs.Yeahh I found my bleach and peroxide shiz stuff, so I decided to bleach my hair some more. I'm out of red dye -.- my sis dyed her whole head Raspberry Red. SOOO I have blond blond bangs and blond tips now, and half faded red sides xD (faded because of all the swimming I've been doing this last week.. fucking chlorine.) Pics will be posted later, and MAYBE even when I had the foil in my hair while bleaching xD it'll be a little treat for all my wonderful watchers who actually look at the pointless stuff I post. But for now, I'm off to wash the rest of the bleach out. I missed a spot and went over with the last little bit of bleach. TO LE SHOWER~Bleached and stuffs. in Personal More Like This
Happy New Year!2012 and we are all still alive. Darn, I ran outside naked for nothin' then!Happy New Year! in Personal More Like This
yes. Like what my poll said. Naked for New Year. I went streaking. Last year I went pee for new year. You all need to learn to believe me when I say imma do something. ^_^
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A New Wind Lifts Storytelling
First imagined as a bedtime tale for his son by Kenneth Grahame in 1908, The Wind in the Willows has remained in the top twenty children’s stories ever since. But things have been getting weird out in the Willows, as the new comic on deviantART, Weirding Willows, will attest to.
Badger, Mole, Ratty and Mr. Toad are back… but they’re joined by Alice, Frankenstein’s Monster, Mowgli, The White Rabbit, Peter Rabbit and Benjamin Bunny as they defend the world from the Wicked Witch of the West, Doctor Moreau, the Mad Hatter, Mister Hyde and the Queen of Hearts (not to mention the flying nightmare monkeys from Wizard of Oz.)
The new direction tak
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orld War I (1914-1918) was a human catastrophe that devastated Western civilization and mocked the hope inherent in “modernism”. The sheer volume of the war’s slaughter was beyond belief. The horror of it all destroyed the trust in science, medicine and technology as the golden gateway to a harmonious and peaceful future for humanity. All that was thought to be good had been twisted to the evil purpose of a global war. A global sense of hopefulness was replaced with a global sense of fear and loathing.
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Cosplay: From Fandom to IdentityThe recent explosion of Cosplay across the world has elevated “dress-up” far more into actual role-playing, with the fans not just trying to look like their favorite characters but actually “becoming” the characters for extended periods of time.Cosplay: From Fandom to Identity in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Goddess with Black Wing by ~lady-narven
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Wed Feb 08, 2011, 11:00 PM
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The New Street Photographer's ManifestoFebruary 7, 2013/by $techgnoticThe New Street Photographer's Manifesto in Art Features More Like This
Street photographer Henri Cartier-Bresson called it the “decisive moment”— the captured instant when all the photograph’s elements come together to tell a story in a way a text narrative of thousands of words could never begin to. It is what hooks people, both practitioners and advocate-devotees, on the art form. It is uniquely completely immersive in life— step out into the streets— in which the moment of artistic epiphany can never be guessed at until it suddenly happens. When it is properly mastered, it is as pure as the dawn of each new day, as true as the living organism of a teeming street scene catching a breath as one.
It's no easy task to pull a book together for publication and "The New Street Pho
Begemott, A Gallery of Narrative DreamsJanuary 30, 2013by $techgnoticBegemott, A Gallery of Narrative Dreams in Art Features More Like This
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A Gallery of Narrative Dreams
A magic of effective art can be a drawing that appears to be a movie still, clipped from a film narrative, evoking a powerful sense of storytelling— and the viewer wants to know the rest of the story. This phenomenon has recently manifested itself on deviantART— and in a big way— once again.
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Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson will produce a movie based on a drawing (“sweet Halloween dreams”) by deviantART digital artist *begemott. The drawing depicts a tiny teddy bear with a tiny wooden sword and shiel
The Rise Of The Artist, You Are The FutureWatch depthRADIUSThe Rise Of The Artist, You Are The Future in Art Features More Like This
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Picasso seeing a seven as an upside down nose?
Right brain warriors in the new age will be the coveted candidates ordained to lead and guide us; lifting the torch to light the way forward into a brave new beautiful world.
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The Right Brain
How to:How to get back at your brother when he has pissed you off:How to: in Personal More Like This
1. Walk naked around the whole house the entire day, (be sure to hang around areas he does).
I'm up to my elbows in mustard!!!see what i did thar? =w=I'm up to my elbows in mustard!!! in Personal More Like This
Anyone else sick of this?Wherever I go, be it facebook, tumblr, twitter, I always, always see about a hundred photos in a row with the caption that reads, "Like this if you have a heart." or "Like this if you hate cancer."Anyone else sick of this? in Personal More Like This
Bitch. Shut the fuck up. I think all humans who like those photos are pathetic and even more resent goes to the person who made it. It is not going to make a difference, it will not cure cancer, nor save your baby. Go outside, get a medical pHD and maybe you could do some great things. But sitting in your house liking shit on the internet? Not going to slide.
Myself, While Playing Mario Kart.GOD DAMN IT MARIO. IS IT THAT FUCKING HARD TO STAY ON RAINBOW ROAD FOR MAYBE TEN SECONDS. OH MY FUCKING GOD PEACH YOU FUCKING WHORE. YOU REALLY HAD TO USE THE THUNDER CLOUD AND FUCKING SHRINK ME. REALLY. THIRD. I'M IN THIRD PLACE OH MY GOD YES THANK JESUS LORD ABOVE IN THE HEAVENS. FUCK. NO. I FELL OFF. I SWEAR TO GOD MARIO I'M GOING TO MURDER YOUR ITALIAN PLUMBER MOTHER FUCKING ASS. i hate my life.Myself, While Playing Mario Kart. in Personal More Like This
My dog and my brother are BOTH pussies!Psh.My dog and my brother are BOTH pussies! in Personal More Like This
Grinny scared my dog by brushing against her while she was sleeping.
My dog, scared, ran into me and hide her face between my knees.
I wanted to talk about my bro...
In a way alot of people say we're like twins. Like we are "half-twins", actually.
But in another way, we're opposites.
He's very talkative and social, and I'm a taciturn loner.
He hates rock and I couldn't like without.
He makes fun of autistic people and I have Asperger's syndrome.
He thinks horror movies are scary and I think they're hilarious.
He's my parents' focus and they ignore me.
He hurts people verbally and I hurt them physically only.
He loves the sunlight and I'm photophobic.
He hates the darkness and I love it.
He dislikes deviantART and deviantART is my life.
But...in another way...
We both like creepypastas (though he doesn't like Smile.dog alot).
We both were bullied alot at school.
We both have sleep disorders (he's somnambulistic and I'm insomniac).
Dear bullies...Dear bullies,Dear bullies... in Personal More Like This
The boy you punched in the hall today. Committed suicide a few minutes ago.
That girl you called a slut in class today. She's a virgin.
The boy you called lame. He has to work every night to support his family.
That girl you pushed down the other day is already being abused at home.
You think you know them. Guess what, you don't!
Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't.
Repost this if your that 1% with a heart.
ME AND BLACK HAIR. My family's reaction. ._.;;Yeah, so I'm definitely going to color my hair in black.ME AND BLACK HAIR. My family's reaction. ._.;; in Personal More Like This
I talked about it with my family today (again).
My mom: Alright, if you want to, go for it. But you are very pale, and you are going to look like a corpse...
My dad: Do you want to scare people or what? You will look creepy...
My bro: NEVER. SLEEP. AGAIN.
...my family is soooo weird! Ô_o
OMG!!! Wanna read???::: ONLY READ IF YOU'RE INTERESTED :::OMG!!! Wanna read??? in Personal More Like This
Oh well. Yesterday was a weird day...
...but a great day too.
I'm gonna to talk about...and yesh, it will be long, so if you're busy, or if you don't wanna read, so just DON'T READ IT, nobody's forced!!
Hmmm... (I'll be precise and say insignificant and random things, because...IDK...? *shrugs* And yes, I can remember at what time I heard a song etc.)
Seen it snows here in Switzerand, I couldn't go to the OPTI by motorcycle...
So my mom had to bring me there.
7.37 a.m. I heard "The lazy song" from Bruno Mars, and honestly, this already made my day (listening to music at the morning is a good thing to do, I think).
7.45 a.m. "I'm not good" by Amy Winehouse...my mom told me something, but I was daydreaming, didn't hear what she said and thought to myself "True...maybe I'm really not good at drawing...I should draw something for Christmas..."
Once I was at the OPTI, I couclued I
Ukraine's Independence! 24th of August is the Independence Day in Ukraine!Ukraine's Independence! in Personal More Like This
Ukraino, wszystkiego najlepszego z okazji urodzin!
Anthem of Ukraine in Polish language
Some HistorySome History:Some History in Personal More Like This
1 липня 1569 року була підписана угода про об'єднання Королівства Польського та Великого князівства Литовського в єдину федеративну державу — Рі&
VeryAngryRant.So here's a rant, because I knew one was going to occur today because lets face it, it's just not a family holiday without some drama.VeryAngryRant. in Personal More Like This
So my Nana because the AMAZING woman that she is bought me the Lady Gaga Born This Way collection <333 And I was so excited that I went onto my laptop and popped in the Monster Ball Tour DVD and started watching it.
And then my Papa came and sad beside me. And decided he wanted to comment and said, "Why do you even like her? She can't eve sing."
So I put on Speechless and You and I because I KNEW he'd like those songs, and he did, and because he's stubborn he refused to acknowledge that I've proven him wrong.
And then my aunt comes over and starts telling me how Lady Gaga ripped off Madonna and she's not even that original.
I do believe idolizing another artists isn't illegal and is it wrong to be giving tribute to an artist who did so much for music herself? If Madonna had a problem with Gaga making similar music to hers (in some ways) then I'm
c:For those who are curious as to details on my trip to see Shelbs, it was amazingc: in Personal More Like This
She was super sweet the whole weekend, and she made me feel amazing. We went lazer tagging, we went and saw Breaking Dawn and we just hung out and enjoyed each others company. I was psming hardcore though and being stupid xD... I felt like a douche.
Also we took over a hundred pictures on my laptop so you'll probably see more eventually.
My Thoughts on Amanda ToddI'm not sure if this story has hit world-wide media yet of it's exclusive to Canada at the moment, but if you've heard of of this girls story, please feel free to read my thoughts and add your own.My Thoughts on Amanda Todd in Personal More Like This
Unless of course you're some ignorant asshole. Like plenty of people on my facebook friends list.
Anyway, today I got really curious about Amanda Todd (as I knew nothing of the story, because I'm just not intune with media and all that), and because I didn't want my opinion of her to be biased, I did my research before making a point of anything, as a lot of people on this fucking planet rarely do.
If you aren't aware of the topic here it is; Amanda Todd was 16 when she committed suicide due to consistent bullying over the span of aprox 4-5 years. It all started off because she was pressured into flashing someone online, unknowing that he was taking pictures. Somehow he found her on Facebook (wasn't stated how he found her. I'd say she gave out to much information, unless of
2 Months <3So today was also Katherine and I's 2 month anner. And yesterday she was so cute, when she asked me if I knew what tomorrow was. I didn't think she'd care much to celebrate monthly anniversaries, because honestly I don't care either way, but asdfghjk she's adorable.2 Months <3 in Personal More Like This
And today she texted me, and it was the most wonderful thing ever.
"I woke up early thinking about you. I've been waiting for you to wake up but I can't wait another minute to tell you how much I love you. You make me so happy. April 2nd changed my life so much. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you said you'd be my girlfriend. I want and need you with me always."
I slept in till around 12 because I'm a lazy fuck xD but I woke up when she texted me. Okay, enough of the mush. But yeah <3
Adammy loving fiance. =3 the love of my life. he's the one making me happy these days. so be nice to him. :3Adam in Personal More Like This
My Support group for facebook.please like the page. if you ever need someone to talk too. or a friend. we have admins on at alllll times.My Support group for facebook. in Personal More Like This
adding and moving upim adding new shit guys. hope you like it. if not then i have a dick that you can suck.adding and moving up in Personal More Like This
i figure if the courts wanna fine me guilty for shit i don't have a thing to do with then i just won't give a god damn. i'm usually high now a days. and when i'm not. i'm working on my music and my band. we finally got an entire line up that's solid and strong. so we are working on a 4 track demo that we have to send into Interscope Records by the 2nd of febuary. we are almost done with the first track. it's been really slow cause of the line up issue, but it'll be done soon. and then we will be working a lot smoother. so any feedback or comments you wanna make on my lyrics, i'd love to hear em. thank you all.
Torments Devoured on facebook guys!
I have to tellHello everybodyI have to tell in Personal More Like This
I had a great week with amazing and fantastic weather, I was on the beach and ate some delicious sweets and foods XD So I have a wonderful week.
Now the weather is bad a bit, but it's not a problem, I'll make my new photos.
And I have to tell you a strange story, this happened with me and my sister, Mona. It was scary O_O
On friday Mona went to her friends, and they gone to party. I was at home, because I had an exhausted day, I wanted to relax, so I watched some movies and played on my psp. Around at 11.00 p.m. my phone rang. Mona called me. She wanted I go to a club, where she was with the friends. I found it strange, so I asked her, why, because our mom was at home too, she could go for my sister with the car. But Mona said I have to go.
I said my mom that I go and take Mona to home. My mom also found it strange, but she said it's okay.
The club was close to our house, I walked to the place. Mona stood the front of the club. She was alone.
"What's up? Is this the
Oh my MayI love May, I think this is the best month in the year. I know the best things happen in May... or not? XD All the same, finally this month arrived.Oh my May in Personal More Like This
The school is very close to the end, and summer holiday, vacation will come, yeah!!!! I can't wait this
My grandma invited me to her house (to Mannheim, Germany) again (: I love my grandma, she's the best grandma on the world. Yesterday I sent her some pictures (I made them and you can see them on dA, in my gallery) and she said she liked them I said she's an amazing ^___^
And my sister will have graduation. So good luck my sister! I think she will can make it. If I could passed the graduation, she have to pass it.
Now I prepare my next photos, I want make some good pictures about me and others ^^ I need some inspiration, so maybe I'll watch my favourite horror movies or Inglorious Bastards. This movie reminded me a great girl -> :iconxmrjuliettex: She love this movie and I'm glad I can share with her my experienc
Yeah Holiday!!!!Hello,Yeah Holiday!!!! in Personal More Like This
Finally I can travel to abroad with my sister and my mom, here's the time
In the last years we traveled to Germany, to Mannheim, to my grandma; she live in that beautiful city and I really like that place, but my mom decided and we can go to Turkey *----* When my mom said we will travel to Turkey, I thought I pass out. Turkey is a fantastic country and I wanted to travel to there, so now I'm very excited. Who was in Turkey, I think that person can say that was a good trip.
Fortunately I'll not be deprived the internet, I'll take my netbook with me for the travel
So we will start to go on Monday ( 16th July - tomorrow ). I wasn't in Turkey yet and I can be there for 1 week plus 2 days, so... 9 days (: I can't wait it.
I'll start to pack soon, but first I'll eat lunch xD
Have a great day dears
I Told Myself I Wouldn't Do This. :IBut this is seriously bugging me.I Told Myself I Wouldn't Do This. :I in Personal More Like This
I'm about to fucking rant.
If you don't wanna hear it,
I suggest you stop reading now.
So here lately, a few of you have been just absolutely ignorant.
I thought I could trust you guys,
when I came out as being transgendered.
to some of you that's just the end of the world.
Or the most shocking news you've ever heard.
But ever since I mentioned it,
you guys don't leave me alone about it.
And it's making me really upset.
My gender should not be a big deal.
Recently I've been hearing comments like...
"OMG WAIT. YOU'RE REALLY A GIRL?"
"BUT YOU'RE A GIRL."
"SO YOU'RE NOT A BOY? I DON'T GET IT."
"OMG, PARKER, YOU DIDN'T TELL ME, WTF?"
"WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SOMETHING?"
"EXPLAIN YOUR SEX TO ME."
Shut up. Seriously?
Shut the fuck up.
It's my body.
It's my disability.
It's my struggle.
It's my fucking business.
Call it what you will,
But it's not yours.
I didn't h