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let it begini am in production of my first -and most likely only- story i will ever write if i get a lot of good reviews on here i may try to get it published as a short story but idklet it begin in Personal More Like This
Moveing on from youI tried so hard and it all just blew up in my face and now all i can do is look back a regret what we had...I gave it my all to pleas you so i guess its my fault. I miss what we had but now its nothing you made sure that i was falling before you just went away to let me hit rock bottom. Now i live here on rock bottom but all I can do is dig deeper this is me giving up all hope giving up what we had and started to move on. Everything we had is now the past and all I can do is look to the future. I wish this was different but you made sure that i had nothing left before you decided it was time for you to go. I have made a new promise to myselfMoveing on from you in Free Verse More Like This
Lowest i have ever beenlowest i have ever been reaching the realization that i was never meant to be happy I'm meant to be alone a life of solitude meant to live a life if darkness this place is crashing around me the walls and roof are breaking down the floor rotting away under my feet this room i built to guard me from these feelings is gone my heart taken spirit and soul killed nothing left to hold on to only a shell of a man remains. I'm left bound to this shell anything that happens to it i must feel and deal with as it slowly dissolves the pain grows more and more destructive i feel death coming for me at last i will have my salvation. now i stare death in thLowest i have ever been in Free Verse More Like This
a new shade of?as i look back at the last few months i been the happiest i have ever been anyone guess why?a new shade of? in Personal More Like Thisthings are finaly looking up and im so glad i had enough of the bottom its nice to finaly see at least a glimmer of light from the top and i owe it to her since she is the one who kicked my ass till i started working my way out of the never ending darkness i seemed to be in now all i see is her and the things we want and things we do so things are a whole new shade of light
In the endI feel like I'm lost i feel like this will be the end of me. i feel that this could be the end of it all the end of my hopes my dreams they are gone. someone stole what was most special to me they stole her from me and i was to weak to get her back now I am sitting here in my own self devised prison these bars aren't meant to keep me in but to keep everyone else out to protect me from their ways of seduction and greed soon they will be the end of themselves at this rate i think in the end i will be the only one left sitting here. No matter how hard i try i still feel like this is the end nothing can change the fact that falling in love is a pIn the end in Free Verse More Like This
Slipping WordsLet the sun fall down,Slipping Words in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
And wash,
Away,
The tears we shed,
Together.
Make this day,
New,
For us.
And stay,
And pray,
For the life,
That we lost.
And maybe the words,
Will slip,
Through the cracks,
In,
Our hearts,
And fill the gaps...
Between...
The love.
UnspokenHow do you tell someone,Unspoken in Free Verse More Like This
That,
Sometimes,
All you want,
Against everything...
Against
What others think,
Say,
Feel,
What others believe...
...is them?
How do you tell them,
That all you want,
Is to be pressed against them?
Though it's no romance.
Because it's innocent?
Raw?
Curious?
Emotion?
How do you tell someone,
That sometimes,
Missing them makes you sick?
Unable to sleep?
Nauseous?
Terrified?
Pathetic?
Helpless?
Driven?
That you will always want
The chance to understand?
That the possibility of
That single moment slipping away,
Even were it to be something so
Small,
But so huge,
As an exchange of expr
Last NightI went to bed early,Last Night in Free Verse More Like This
Last night.
All night,
I heard whispers in my dreams...
...characters who I knew should not be saying the
things that they were saying,
...were whispering,
...and returning to normal within seconds.
I woke the next morning to dawn streaming
Through my window,
Soft and pleasant,
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Because You're Not HereKill me.Because You're Not Here in Free Verse More Like This
It's awful.
I can't breathe,
Here,
Because you're gone.
You're here,
And yet you're gone,
And I hate it!
It's not fair,
But it never was.
I know you haven't left me,
And I know you won't,
But your absense is the worst
Thing that I have ever tasted.
Your presence in my life is
Scorching,
Burning...
I'm branded,
You're inside of me,
And you're outside of me,
And I can't be near you...
And it hurts,
It's like my heart is being stripped
Apart,
Grated inside my chest.
Sometimes I can't sleep.
You've never been next to me,
And I've never held you,
But I would.
It would be a miracle,
Just for one night.
I cou
Sta.sh
