
What CannotWhat words cannot sayWhat Cannot in Free Verse More Like This
A kiss can
What a kiss cannot say
I can
What I cannot say
You can
What you cannot say
Is that you love
What you cannot love
Is myself
What I cannot love
Is the poison in your love
What your poison kills
Are my dreams
What my dreams kill
Is my reality
What my reality kills
Is my speech
What my lack of speech takes away
Is my words
And what words cannot say
A kiss can

The DepressionistIt's a fast trackThe Depressionist in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To detection,
Cause you're running
One direction.
This is stupid.
And it's endless.
We're still fighting.
Now we're friendless.
We're just sitting,
And they're crying.
Just as much if
They were dying.
It's a new day,
But I don't care,
Cause our problems
They are still there.
Is it over?
Cause I'm tired.
At my job I
Just got fired.
This is bad luck.
Can I take it?
Is there strength left?
Can I make it?
There is sorrow,
But you smile.
"Let's be happy
For a while."
There is still hope
For survival.
It will take some
Strong revival.
So it's okay,
And we'll be fine,

Dying AliveIts not that I want to dieDying Alive in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I just cannot enjoy this life
Every night I sit and cry
And contemplate this strife
I'm falling down into a well
Into a blackened pit
The water at the bottom swells
While drowning, here I sit
All my wounds are festering
The pains of life keep going
These cruel words still are pestering
As tears continue flowing
The water now is getting deep
I find I cannot breathe
I smile in eternal sleep
No longer shall I seethe

Sunset PrefixBlue mountains surroundSunset Prefix in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Summer sun shines brightly down
The worlds great beauty
Late afternoon sun
Grass makes shadows on my book
But sunlight is much greater
Black dot by my ear
A shrill annoying buzzing
Be gone mosquito
Little tiny ant
Up and down the leaf you run
Why such a hurry
Time is slowing down
As I am waiting for it
Why is air so still

HoursHoursHours in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
staring at a broken clock
numb
from all the thoughts
boiling in my head
The answer is clearly
a question
and Im not afraid of logic
but this doesnt seem to suit
you
doesnt even miss you
Walking backwards through time
such a lovely
not remembered
an inkling of truth
an unspoken lie
that made me falter
let it be true
this clock hangs upon this wall
suicide green
hands erect
like he knows something
unclean
just handing out his lie
Everyone who knows him
wonders why
why he is there
but I know his secret
for it is I who hung him there
and his lying smile reminds me
and I think
arent we q

Hearts failing headsBitter as a spadeHearts failing heads in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
lips like marmalade
Our hearts are under
PRESSURE
Well does it all get better?
No
No
No no no
Your bodys still a treasure
that words could never measure
And how many times has love just let you down?
your feeling less than wanted
your love has all been shunted
Your good enough to be
Why cant anybody see?
How can a frown be turned around?
Is it anybodys place
to put love on your face?
Love is all around you
but sometimes its just too LOUD
Feeling hurt
let down
I AM EVERYTHING
youre thinking about...
So why dont you want me?

No longer waitingFeels like drinking weatherNo longer waiting in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
passed another line
bleakness is much better
with a darker wine
a froth that youll remember
while it all spills out
forget
red velvety
and forever
till stains are all thats left

Fresh KissLike a fresh kissFresh Kiss in Free Verse More Like This
I dont remember
how I got here
or what her number..
was
But
I breathe at last
and it feels good
This knowing sensation
This be it not
to hell with all the reason
I want another kiss
be it good
or be it worse
be it in season
or not at all
I want your lips
and if I never
remember anything
again
I want the sweet taste of you
to linger on
a fresh sweet memory
to take along
into whatever path I take

A moment too longWords are like potionA moment too long in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
slipping down your throat
a precarious
lozenge
something to make you choke
a word and a number
throttled in your brain
a segway to a lover
that leaves no ill stain
plain
though I reflect less
words dress
what wanted undress
press
implore
whittle at the core
of reason
till you have committed
treason
of your own mind
lust
like your skin was shined
touch
greedy feeling
pined
remiss for each other's
attention
always
alone
just a moment too long
pulsing pumping
feeling quite strong
with weakness
just a triss
just a flight of emotion
a sex-filled kiss
I know no lights are better
and no skin

OUT TONIGHTWe sleepOUT TONIGHT in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
We dream
but can only rent the
CREAM
of this life
Whittled in our
STRIFE
goes down like a
KNIFE
You'd best believe
what I've seen
in the lark of a
MOST FEARLESS NIGHT
I see shadows
EVERYWHERE
and I'm just saying
HAVE A CARE
there are more than monsters
OUT TONIGHT

One wayThat one way sleepOne way in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Feelings so cheap
Theyve been used like a mat
too often to transpire
Filling up with
malice and ire
Free to take this life
Free to make it right
The one way sleep
Where we all meet
Have you asked for
forgiveness yet
or are your hands
still trembling
still filled with rage
for a life unwanted
A pronouncement you never needed
BELIEFS?
Something cold and jagged
the march to the pen
of sheep
like nails hung up on
Im going back
Everything else
is one way

The debt of tearsThe long standing debtThe debt of tears in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
a debt of tears
a torrent of lament
throughout the years
pain one tries to hide
shadows
that get inside
its not possible
to be the only one
but thats how it feel
ALONE
but the penance is due
unlovable
its what we are to you
Its what we are to ourselves
a well of ungladness
sinking the Earth
so unfree
alive
with all the drives
of other men
and women
but grey
and shaded out
we settle
or just die out
our stars are not as bright

Too sad to cryHow much do you need love?Too sad to cry in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
think of someone with nothing there
Think of how it feels inside
and someone who has no one to care
That happiness you feel
is like a void pressing against their skin
The moments that you share
are the tarnish to their tin
They walk each day
a smile brightly plastered on their face
and when they go home at night
they just sit there and wait
Doom is not a good friend
but he comes every night
to sit and talk
for a while
He brings some tea
and thoughts to entertain
like suicide
and cutting pain
and worthlessness
and everything
they do not have
He's like the MOB
he makes you feel good
Its

Dear DiaryDear diary,Dear Diary in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
I am writing to inform you that I will no longer be keeping up with you. Im sick of all the pathetic crap I put in here and the whining about being alone. Ironically. as I thumb through these pages this appears to be my most positive entry because I am finally going to do something about my pathetic existence. I have decided that no woman is ever going to just realize... Hey... hes a great guy... maybe I should date him... Ive also decided that eating is more a way to make me even less attractive and so Ive stopped that. I feel Ive explored all my options in my ramblings th

Love, Anger, RegretWhispering in each other's earsLove, Anger, Regret in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Confiding our hopes
Confiding our fears
Praying for you
To never be away
For if you ever are
I'll be in such misery that day.
Foolish I was
But too unforgiving were you
So now we're separated
By what we've both misstated
And it's not distance
That is keeping us apart
It's our stubborn pride
And our hurting hearts.
Tired of fighting
But it's so hard to try
To get you to listen
When thing have gone so awry.
I'm sweating and stressing
So tired of guessing
Of ways we can get back to where we were.
We hold each other close
Then we pull away again
Loving and hating
It's a cycle we can't end.

I Will FightMy heart you try to break,I Will Fight in Free Verse More Like This
My mind you try to take,
But I refuse to let go.
Assaulted day and night,
Fighting a hopeless fight,
But I refuse to surrender.
My soul you try to steal,
You lie about what's real,
But I refuse to give in.
Your strength is like an endless flood,
It leaves me hurt and soaked in blood,
But I refuse to let you take me.
Screamed so much I lost my voice,
But giving in was never a choice,
And I refuse to become you.

Desperate PleaLosing myself in thought,Desperate Plea in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Losing my mind in nightmares.
So scared that it's,
Coming back for me.
Holding it together,
Was all I could manage.
But now it's stronger,
And I cannot stop it alone.
For so long,
I've been falling to pieces.
Now in this desprate hour,
I'm falling into your arms.
Shield me not from myself,
But others from me.
Their lives over mine,
As it should be.
I'm not asking for love,
Nor any romance.
I'm coming to you,
Because you're my only chance.
I will give you my mind,
Though you need not know it.
I will give you my soul,
And never ask for it back.
Please, accept my plea,
My only hope is in you.

AbsurdI try to lift your hopes,Absurd in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I try to lift your head.
I work so hard to save you,
But you give up instead.
I speak hopes into your ear,
But you only focus on fear.
I don't scream at you,
Like I know others would do.
But I'm starting to wonder if I should.
Then again, I don't think I ever could.
You disregard every word,
You're being so absurd.
And yet I stick by your side,
I try to guide you, but you just hide.
I offer my hopeful hand,
But it seems that's not something you can understand.

Passing Before MeSitting next to you,Passing Before Me in Free Verse More Like This
As you lay in robes of white,
On a hospital bed,
I pray you'll be alright.
But you lay dying,
Nothing I can do but cry.
I want to promise that you'll live,
But final words should never lie.
I speak of old times,
You reach for my hand.
I hold it tight,
But cannot understand.
So undeserving,
My life for yours.
Didn't think we were so close,
But this opens so many doors.
I start to cry once more,
Then I feel your hand grow weak.
I look up in fear,
And try to get you to speak.
Your breathing, so shallow,
The monitor beeps slowly now.
It all came down to this,
But I wasn't sure how.
A sound:
Flatline s

With or Without YouWith or without you,With or Without You in Free Verse More Like This
I've got to move on.
With or without me,
You'll see the next dawn.
It's been so long,
Since we've been apart.
It's been so long,
Since I broke a heart.
It's not something I want to do,
But it simply must be done.
I've got to say goodbye to you,
Before the setting sun.
I run up and give a final goodbye,
But you look away and refuse to reply.
So many tears pouring down,
I'm so worried you're going to drown.
To pull apart after being so close,
It seems to be such a lethal dose.
Once intoxicated by our passion,
Now it seems it's nothing but crashin'.
We watch each other fade,
And silently we say;
"With o