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Treading on forgotten pathways...
What use to me is this information?
There is no point; there is no reason to know this anymore - it is forgotten, meaningless...
...only if you deem it so.
What use is me knowing of this 'past' of mine?
...you want to know what you were, though it may hurt to see.
I don't need to see - there is no proof, no solid evidence...
...yet.. all the drawings... you work on them day and night..
Not as much as I used to. The notion known as the Real World has seen to that...
..yet you still draw, and only of certain subjects.
That does not matter.
It does, I think - you still hold on to that seperate yet similar reality, though your grip is loosening...
...only a child's fancy - something I want to hold on to that symbolizes how easy everything seemed to have been at that halcyon moment in time.
It's still there, though, deep inside you... begging to be let out.
It gets out, once in a while, though it takes a lot of time, thought, and effort.
So much reason and