Web of Emotionsi am entangled in your webWeb of Emotions in Free Verse More Like This
Struggling in the threads that you spun
Full of lies and deceit
Trying to free myself from the pain
That is sure to come.
Like a Black Widow
So beautiful but deadly
A little thing causing so much pain
Enough to make me wish
Wish that i was dead.
You mean so much to me
Yet i seem to mean so little
Just like a toy of yours
To play with when you feel like it.
The Call To Arms - A BVB AnthemThis is a Call To Arms to The Outcasts. We bring to you this New Religion, this Ritual for you and for all of the other Wretched And Divine.The Call To Arms - A BVB Anthem in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
In this Exordium, we lay claim to the fact that we know We Don’t Belong. However, before we have Lost It All, we give to you proof that there is a Saviour – a Perfect Weapon, if you will. The Legacy of our Beautiful Remains, as well as All Your Hate, will be a burden carried by The Mortician’s Daughter.
Never Give In to F.E.A.R.
Heaven’s Calling for Carolyn and the rest of us Fallen Angels. The Devil’s Choir sings its Overture of the Unbroken on this New Years Day.
Our Knives And Pens give proof to all that we have Done For You. Though some claim us to be Nobody’s Hero, let them know and understand their words are only Sweet Blasp
I Am (Not) Bulletproof Part 1 Finally, he’d been able to relax. They had been touring nonstop for the past year; what with a new cd release, Warped Tour, and a make-up tour in Europe from when they had gotten sick. He never thought he’d be so happy to say he was done touring for a while.I Am (Not) Bulletproof Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He flopped back on the first real bed he’d had available in a long time. Running his hands through his hair, he sighed.
“My God, it’s good to be done.”
“What’s that?” A familiar voice rang out. It was Jinxx.
“Nothing, Jinxx; I’m just glad to be done touring.”
“But, Andy, you love touring!” Jinxx sat beside him on the bed.
“Well, yeah, but we’ve been going nonstop. Isn’t it nice to just…relax?” Andy sat up and smiled at Jinxx. The guitarist blushed lightly.
“Yeah, I suppose so,” he said, returning the smile.
Forgive Me Ch. 2 It was a stuffy half-hour drive to West Hollywood, but at least Ashley bothered to rent a limo for them. The guys spent the drive joking in the back. Ashley assured them all that this was only the first stop in a two-part evening. ‘The business part,’ he’d called it.Forgive Me Ch. 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
They arrived at a place called the Soho House. It looked like a real uppity sort of place, and all but Ashley were nervous.
“So…what the Hell are we supposed to expect out of this?” Christian asked.
“Nothing too much,” Ashley said. “And I only had you dress fancy for the people that are there.” He winked at them. “Gotta keep my good name rolling.”
“I thought you said this was dinner,” Andy shot at him.
“Not to worry, not to worry!” Ashley said, putting his hands defensively in front of him. “We’re not really meant to eat here. That’s numero dos in my plan.” He sm
Forgive Me Ch. 1 Black Veil Brides had just come home from their year-end Europe tour, and decided to take a short break for the holiday season. While they loved doing what they did, they all looked forward to the idea of spending some time off. Especially Andy and Jinxx.Forgive Me Ch. 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The two of them had been together for so long, they could hardly keep track. Jinxx got married to and divorced from Sammi while he and Andy were together, and Andy had Juliet walk in to his life, as well. Both of their girls understood that the two boys were just too inseparable to ask them to break up. But nobody knew the behind-the-scenes action.
And nobody could guess the ending.
“Jinxx, are you ever going to put that violin down?” Andy asked. Jinxx had been practicing nonstop for the past two hours. Though Andy liked its sound, he wanted to spend time with his favorite person.
Jinxx finished his phrase before letting the bow fall gently off the strings. “I suppose I can take
Forget Me Not, Pt 1 I couldn’t believe it. I was at my first Black Veil Brides concert, and I’d won the tickets on the radio. Three tickets to the show at the Hershey Arena – for me and two friends – including the only three backstage passes to that concert (except “backstage” meant “in their hotel rooms” because there was no real “backstage” area to the arena). It was exhilarating, but I was horrified to go backstage. I knew the minute I saw Christian, I was going to just pass out. I never liked the drummers, until I saw his beautiful face for the first time.Forget Me Not, Pt 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Black Veil Brides hadn’t been a part of my life for very long; but, ever since I’d gotten into their music, I did everything I could to learn everything about them. That knowledge won me those passes. “Who is the only original member of Black Veil Brides? What is their birthday?” and the most ridiculous question I’d ever heard: “What is the
Power Chord (Janxx) Part 2 It took him over an hour to force himself to sleep, so he was impressed when he slept in until five in the morning. He was still lying in Jake’s bed, and he remembered everything from the night before.Power Chord (Janxx) Part 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He checked his phone, which he’d set on the bedside table after Jake walked out, and saw he actually hadn’t missed anything. Good, he thought. On to the real business.
Jinxx went into the bathroom that was attached to the bedroom he had borrowed. Jake was nowhere he could see, so Jinxx took advantage of that. He rubbed his eyes so that his makeup smeared, making him look exhausted and sickly. He then pinched his cheeks so they looked red and flushed. He slumped slightly and frowned, then perked up and smiled.
“I think that’s a good enough fake hangover, huh?” he asked himself aloud. “Now, to find Jake.”
He peeked out of the bedroom door, only to see Jake sitting staring at the blank TV screen
I Am (Not) Bulletproof Alternate Ending He woke with a start in the middle of the night. Breath short and shallow, cold sweat running down his back, and goose bumps covering his arms, Jinxx looked for a sign of life from the others. He could hear Ashley and Jake softly snoring, CC mumbling in his sleep, but he couldn’t hear Andy’s usual light breaths.I Am (Not) Bulletproof Alternate Ending in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Stumbling through the dark, he made his way from the couch to the far side of the bed. He and Andy agreed to sleep apart so there was no suspicion with the others. When he found Andy’s body, he checked the singer’s pulse; it was beating steadily, as it should.
Jinxx sighed, then looked around for one of their phones. He managed to grab Ashley’s – he could tell from the picture of a naked woman as the lock screen – and checked the time.
Gross, it’s so early, he thought. He sat down on the floor at the foot of the bed, leaning his back against the footboard, and forced himself back
I Am (Not) Bulletproof Part 2 The next day went by in almost a blur. As they practiced their set one more time, then got dressed and ready for the night’s performance, it seemed all five of the boys had their heads in the clouds. By the time they came back to Earth, it was almost time for them to play at the party.I Am (Not) Bulletproof Part 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
They walked down a few blocks to the club they were told to meet at, then got set up. As Ashley, Jake, and Christian were chatting with a few of the guests while tuning, Jinxx and Andy stood in a corner talking.
“Andy, please be careful tonight.” Jinxx was poking his fingers together.
“Be careful? Why?”
“I had a really bad dream last night.”
“What was it about?” Andy brushed his hand lightly against Jinxx’s cheek.
“Hey! Lovebirds!” Ashley joked. Andy and Jinxx jumped and blushed at the word ‘lovebirds’. They shot each other a look of concern.
Little Drummer Boy (Cashley) Part 1 “Do we really have to look for a new drummer?” Ashley asked.Little Drummer Boy (Cashley) Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“Duh, stupid,” Jake said. “We kinda need one.”
“What if I don’t like him?”
“That’s not your decision,” Andy’s voice called. He walked into the room, carrying beers for all of them.
“Andy, you can’t drink yet,” Jinxx said.
“Yes, mother,” Andy joked. He went back to grab a Coke, just to be a smartass.
“So when should he get here?” Jake asked.
“Hopefully late so we can void him.”
“Shut up, Ashley.” Andy was getting irritated with his brother’s attitude.
“Well, I want Sandra back.”
“Sandra has a life to live. And it doesn’t involve us anymore. So deal with it.”
Ashley flopped on the couch, ignoring his brother. Andy sat in the chair across from him. Jinxx s
Little Drummer Boy (Cashley) Part 2 (End) CC didn’t show for the next few practice sessions, didn’t answer his phone, and completely cut the guys off. Ashley hadn’t eaten since CC disappeared, and he kept messing up during practice.Little Drummer Boy (Cashley) Part 2 (End) in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“Come on, seriously, we have a show soon,” Jake said.
“Yeah, where is he?” Andy asked, shooting their newest brother another text.
“Ashley…?” Jinxx looked to the bassist, who was plucking lazily at his guitar.
Jake and Andy’s eyes turned to look at Ashley. The bassist looked up and shrugged. “I dunno where he is.”
“Ashley, did you say something to him?” Andy asked accusingly.
Ashley shrugged. “I guess so…”
“What did you say?! Ashley, so help you, god!”
“Calm down, Andy!” Jinxx put a hand on his brother’s shoulder.
“He asked why I don’t like him, and I told him, that’s all.
Awake at nightHere I lay again,Awake at night in Free Verse More Like This
Staring at the dark,
Thinking of now and then,
Hoping my dreams will embark.
To sleep I cannot travel though,
Stuck here in the night,
Demons linger and shadows flow,
Filling me with fright.
Tomorrow never comes,
Time trickles to a halt,
My chest the sound of drums,
My mind lost in a vault.