Ha ha ha.Ha ha ha. in Personal More Like This
WHEN WILL I GET ANY SLEEP, LMAO. ;;;;;
80-85% done with sketching, storyboard finished, it looks amazing, it is amazing, I am amazing.
Boop-be-boop, let's get this shit done while I'm still in my "art mode".
Ps; ZiM's fucking legs man.
FucKING LEGS MAN
I HAD TO SKETCH HIS WHOLE BODY TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHING
AND I STILL UNDERSTAND NOTHING
Note to self: Sketch is so-so, don't fuck up the lineart 'cause YOU CAN'T TRUST IT.
So I recentlystarted watching Invader ZiM all over again after finding some cutie mobile-chains (with all the main characters) at a market.So I recently in Personal More Like This
THE FEELS. THE NOSTALGIA FEELS.
I remember people used to make Irken OCs and that I was gonna make my own, but I couldn't come up with anything at the time.
But now I have such huge urge to make my own Irken character, so I'ma do just that.
Prepare for loads of alien-doodle-spam in your inbox.
He needs a name first though...
There.Now my profile is all pretty.There. in Personal More Like This
Next up - gallery layout + new folder system.
BUT I GOT STUCK DELETING OLD SHIT INSTEAD, UGH.
Welp, that's enough for now. I'm out all day tomorrow, off to London with school.
GOTTA GET UP AT 6AM, WOO.
It's quarter past 1. Maybe I should head to bed.
Though I wanna doodle some more...
Off I go.It's 7:48AM and I'm just getting dressed. The flight is 10:35AM and I have to be at the airport at least an hour before. Plus it takes like an hour just to get there.Off I go. in Personal More Like This
I'M STILL NOT NERVOUS. WHAT IS THIS.
I am sad though, 'cause I can only bring one plush with me. How am I suppose to survive that??
Snusse.. Zigge.. my babies...
At least I get to bring my most beloved Mugwumpt with me. ♥ y _y
Gotta eat, then finish packing what I couldn't pack yesterday (such as this laptop).
Since I'm living with a retired couple who are close to my Grandmama's age, I am 99% sure of them not having Internet.
Especially since I only got their phone number, while their e-mail remained blank. So I'll only have Internet at school, unless my school can somehow fix this for me. We though we could get Mobile Broadband but not only do I have to pay for 24 months, I also have to have lived in England for 3 years. COME OON.
So yeah, I'll get on when I can (perhaps I can finish my pic while I have no Interne
Let's start anew.There, I deleted near to all my journal entries from when I made this account, except for the latest ones and those I don't mind keeping. I've also either deleted or moved many of my deviations to scraps. Still got some things to go through.Let's start anew. in Personal More Like This
There are too many bad memories. Everywhere I turn, something stabs my heart over and over again.
I want to prepare for a new start in life once I'm off to England and come back as a happier person.
The whole trip is not only for my education, but also to get over my depression and heal my broken self.
This is part of my cleansing. It is time to open up a new chapter.
And this, is the first step.
Packing."When the hell did I buy all these fragile items??"Packing. in Personal More Like This
- a novel by me.
"And where the fuck do I put them"
- the sequel.
Whoop-whoop.I'm losing LOADS of watchers, lmao.Whoop-whoop. in Personal More Like This
Well excuuuuse me, princess, for not being in the mood to upload art.
Sheesh, what am I, a robot? Well this robot suffers from depression, 's not like you can squeeze out art from me while I feel like giving up on life and everything around it.
Though it's somewhat of a stab to the heart that makes me want to draw even less, I'll try not to beat myself up about it and try focusing on more important things. Like my studies.
MAYBE I'LL UPLOAD SOMETHING, MAYBE I'LL NOT.
Depends on how I feel by the end of the day.
We found someone who can take care of Raion while I'm gone, so I feel a bit more relieved but there's still a lot that has to be done. And gosh, it's less than a month left now. Though I'm still not feeling nervous, hm.
I'm feeling somewhat sad, don't really know what to do about it.
WELP, BYE GUYS.
Hey-ho, here we go (again).UPDATE!!! Got this mail from AllOut;Hey-ho, here we go (again). in Personal More Like This
"Google is still holding out for now... but something amazing has happened that could be a game-changer. The biggest "gay cure" organisation in the world, Exodus, just said sorry for all the harm it has done, and announced it will shut itself down!
Now that even Exodus has admitted they were wrong, Google looks even worse because it is standing by it's decision not to withdraw the app. Google has a strong reputation for standing up for equality but, with each new signature, that reputation is coming under more and more pressure."
It's working guys!
I know I post these quite a lot, but I think you all can understand how much things like these affect me.
And when people stand up and help defeat things like these, you all slowly repair my and many other's broken hearts.
So, once more, I kindly ask for you to help me fight.
Sorry for the spam.Sorry for the spam. in Personal More Like This
But I HAVE been here since August after all, haha. ;;;
I was gonna keep these on my Flickr, but Kris told me to upload them on dA as well. So I might spam some more since I... do have quite a lot of photos, ha.
Uh, should I also upload the cemetery photos? Not all (obviously, HAHA), but my best shots/favourites?
Double Tag! (oh the joy)First tag from nadeshikofanDouble Tag! (oh the joy) in Personal More Like This
Second tag from Tsukiko14
Same meme, so I'll just combine them I guess.
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5 things about about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post.and create five new questions for the people you tag to answer
4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.(don't really need to now since it tells them when they're tagged)
6. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this" You legitimately have to tag 10 people.
5I mean, 10 Things About Me:
1. Whenever I'm worried or distressed, I walk around in game-stores and do some window shopping to calm down.
2. Had some delicious coffee on my way back home after dropping me family of
.what if. in Personal More Like This
i get rid of everything -
one summer i found
a dead stag beetle
laying on the pavement,
brittle and crisp
dried out by the sun,
he must have thought
that he'd died and
gone to hell
the year i got hit
in the temple
with a hammer, hard
but not hard enough,
funny what happens
when you pull a voice
out of its chest
just because it looks
done, slick and silver
and only a sliver meant
what it said, i feel
deflated, i wish
i'd have known then
that in a couple
of years i'd have written
as a bad dream, written
you off in a poem
with the leaves and the
trees and the moon
as a fat white opal, sunken
into the wall that divides us,
the border from
my land to yours,
she is nothing but
to me -
what if all the dead
opened their mouths
and said everything
they wished they had?
(i saw the stars weeping when my nose bled)
.she said. in Personal More Like This
if you need me
and i do,
i cannot sleep,
got ghosts working
the night shift
as i speak
in the bath
instead of the bed,
and she says
and i know you'd
see it too
if you looked
close enough -
(charlotte charlotte, look at it this way)
.she told me i had soft palms,. in Personal More Like This
i said yeah but i've got a hard
heart, because when
i was young i got given
two goldfish, and one day the
big ate the little
and that's when i learnt i'd
be fucked by the world, it would
do the same thing to me too
(i heard the language of evil and i started to speak it, saw the actions of evil and i started to be it)
.night stalks. in Personal More Like This
through the streets
he is collecting -
i lay my bones
on the pavement
evenly spaced, but
i know that he won't
really like this,
my spine whispers,
i think you need
to stand up for yourself -
you bottomless pit
you're small small
enough to push
into that lake -
i wonder how much
rain i could fit in my mouth
before it's considered
half full, and
how many branches of the family
i could fell
before it's considered
and the black
it starts in the top left
hand corner, i see it when i lay
on my bed,
it splits itself four
the first to my eyes,
my mouth, my hands
then my head
on the metal, i lay
in the bath
i breathe out and i feel
(they aren't quite clean enough)
.and goddess,. in Personal More Like This
this isn't something i can
sweat or starve out of me,
i'll have to write and it will
see i've often thought about
placing my head in the pestle
and mortar, i wonder if i could
grind out the hell inside, become
a red pulp on the worktop, and
even the oven keeps tutting at me,
it's so easy, just open the door
stick your hand in, feel his forked
tongue on your palm,
orange lover, you
and it's true
that the dead are never really
silent, they grunt and they groan
in their damp soil sheets,
toss and turn over
(fill the bath with water, and just drop me in it)
.give me hearts withstanding their beatings. in Personal More Like This
give me skins growing stronger
give me wolves seeking no other company
give me bluebirds who are in love with their cages
give me the plug of the ocean
give me gods face, the only thing you know
give me a sting, a cut, a bloodstream
give me a wound that will save me the effort of healing
give me a guilt i can wash off
give me the witches inside of your hands
give me tulips, red
give me the past laid out neatly in front of me
give me a name i recognize but do not know
give me the sun, finding himself
give me the language of birds
give me unclipped wings
give me the creases of water, the grid
give me pearl, mother
give me the taste of comets
give me the sound of ants under fingers
give me the home address of the divine
give me candles
give me my own kind of light
give me a destroying angel, the taste of heaven
give me the trembling of a mouse
give me a wreck, a rescue, a salvage
give me a darkness that is not self-important
give me bones, white
.he said there are a lot of things in life. in Personal More Like This
that don't make sense,
i said i know,
like that time i laughed so hard at the wake
i had to stay out in the garden making small talk with the smokers
for the rest of it,
like the time i shut myself in the garage and went to sleep
in the backseat of your car,
and how i'm not at all religious but i sat in church that day with
my hands clasped and
how i kept the windows shut that sunday so what i prayed for
couldn't get in,
like the time i watched her throw your stuff out on the driveway,
and when she managed to smash those plates even with
her broken wrist, how most hearts start to sink when tempers rise,
and the time i wanted to cradle that dead pigeon i saw at the
train station, and you told me to answer the phone and i wouldn't
because i knew it was you,
and when the night comes calling i always let him in,
i'm never quite sure who he is, but he says
he's paid for it so now i better fucking
he says haven't you learnt by now
.why do you always. in Personal More Like This
sit like that?
hugging your knees
to your chest all
the time, is there any
i say look, look at the dead,
aren't they beautiful?
asleep and mumbling -
she tells me to stop,
says she thinks i am thinking
too much about death,
but i see the leaves falling
off of their trees day and night,
people off buildings,
the same -
she smiles, says
the weather is nice
today, and i say
when it happened,
there was no sun, and he
was all grey as rain, as
that i breathe
(and the nurse said don't you just wish you could grab that brain in his head, and rip)
.what i meant. in Personal More Like This
to say was, somewhere
a siren beaches itself
all the sailors out
at sea have gotten
wise - i meant to say
to cry, i did,
kept my appearance, stood
and wasn't that right?
i meant to say
i think the unholy burrowed
into me at birth,
spread itself out like
and hardened me,
i don't deserve to even set
one foot into this place -
i meant to say
i had a dream
i tried to hang
myself in a cave,
no stupid, go like this,
i don't think
you're even trying,
a good spot -
what i meant to say was,
i'm losing the will,
and i don't care that you
have cut me out
of yours - i want
to say i've still got
of the devil, i get
drunk and reminisce,
i think it's time
i pressed delete
and stop letting my eyes
hurt my mind -
i meant to say
that he seems to age
(tried to strike the lightning back, still came off worse)
cosplaying at school xDGoooood morning my lovelies!cosplaying at school xD in Personal More Like This
So today my school has a free dress day and well I've been convinced to go in cosplay. So cosplay I shall! Today I am gender swapping to become Kaoru Hitachiin (and maybe even Ciel Phantomhive later) xD
I am currently in class with my friends (one who is dressed as Fionna from Adventure Time). I'm thinking at lunch today I shall take some photo's for the Host Club's magazine. I will definitely be posting photo's tonight no matter what!
What would you guys like to see from the Hitachiin twins and Fionna?? Also would you guys like to see some photo's of the steps I took this morning to become Kaoru (and gender switched)??
~Kaoru Hitachiin (Hex)~
*NEW* Collaboration Account (IMPORTANT!!)Evening minna-san! I know it's been a very long time since my last post. I've been away however I'm back now so no need to stress! I'll be back on track after this week for sure!*NEW* Collaboration Account (IMPORTANT!!) in Personal More Like This
What have I been up to you may ask. Well I have just gotten back from Brisbane. Turns out we were waiting around at Roma Street Station and I spotted some amazing cosplayers! I went up and spoke to them, got a photo with them and found out they will be at Supanova in November :3 I can't wait to meet up with them again! It was so good to meet some really nice, amazing cosplayers.
Anyway down to business! So miss Tsukiko14 and myself have decided to make a collaboration account by the name HexTsukiko. After our first collaboration together we have decided to go ahead and do more collaborations and even maybe take in some requests from people. So feel free to ask us questions, request stuff and follow our account!
Training last night =.=so last night I went to training and we were paired up. I was fine until my partner thought because she's lazy and didnt want to find my bicep she decided she'd use a senior move and I ended up with a knee to my arm. then we moved onto wrist lock-ups, ended up with a sore hand then realised my hand was numb. We've come to the conclusion that I may have a fracture or pulled something in my writing hand :c so there goes my hopes of training tomorrow night! Just great =.= on the brighter side I got to train with my favourite sensei xD he was so gentle with me too //shot not to mention he made me giggle with his childish ways :3 heheTraining last night =.= in Personal More Like This
Another updateOkay so another update. Not much has changed at all. I was able to go and help clean up my old school today for a bit. Sadly I had to leave early though.Another update in Personal More Like This
I'm meant to be starting grade 11 tomorrow morning however I've been told there is no school for at least another week... All I want to do is go back to the way things were before this damn disaster..!
Gomen minna, I'm just starting to get very emotional about the whole situation. It's horrible when you feel so helpless knowing what people are going through and not being able to help... Well I'll leave it at that.
Arigato minna. We appreciate all your wishes for our safety
Oh also, before this horrid flood came about I was in the stages of looking for a name for my new OC. I've got a few ideas but have no idea which one to choose. The names are Kira, Keiko, Mei, Ruka, Mika, Reito and Saki. I would appreciate any opinions xx
Stay safe minna-san
Quick updateSo yeah... The rain still hasn't stopped. It's gotten worse, winds have been getting stronger. We are now dealing with 100+ wind gusts along with heavy ongoing rain and "tornado's" (tornado like winds). We lost power earlier today at 2:30pm and didn't get it back for at least a good 5-7 hours later.Quick update in Personal More Like This
I'm very very worried and scared about this freak weather happening. I hope everyone is safe
Until this freak event goes away I won't be able to be online much. Especially when we lose power. Stay safe minna xx
Apologies minna-san.. I'm in over my headargh too many assignments! Seriously, I've got two for english, two for music, one for science, one for hospitality along with a written exam, three for VTY (computer tech), two maths exams and another assignment for leisure.Apologies minna-san.. I'm in over my head in Personal More Like This
My head feels like it's about to explode... most of these are due this week too -.- I'm going to fail for sure! TT~TT
Atop of all these assignments, I've been looking for work experience. I really hate the department of education at times...
I don't take my education for granted but sometimes they need to lay off on all the assignments, like seriously I don't mind assignments except when they are all due in on the same bloody week!!! x.x it really gets on my nerves!
To make things even worse, I'm kinda stuck between two very hard brick walls.... why does this have to feel like a paradise with huge storm clouds hovering over head.... I think I like him... and I think he might like me back... but at the same time I think the exact opposite.... *sigh* I really don't
New OCs and future cosplay ideas ^^Hey everybody, long time no see! So I was at Tsukiko's place the other day and we finally made a list of all our upcoming cosplay ideas.New OCs and future cosplay ideas ^^ in Personal More Like This
They include, in no particular order:
~Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
~Ar Tonelico Qoga
~Original Characters (OC's)
~Legend of Zelda
We sat around debating about which characters we would cosplay as along with when and where we would like to showcase them and wrote it all down in a big long list.
I would love to one day get together a cosplay group and do a photo shoot or go to a convention together! I've already got a very small group cosplay I'm doing hopefully in 2014 with :iconTsukiko14: and :iconDemonic-Elf: I don't know if the other two will join us or not though.
So if you'd be interested in doing a group cosplay with me please contact me n.n
Apart from cosplay, I have gotten back to drawing again! I've got a new OC coming along which will probably end up as a collaboration between myself and T
Another update on the situationOkay so as you know the past few days we have been hammered by heavy rain, gale force winds and tornadoes. The river is peaking higher than what everyone expected. It's currently peaking at 9m. The main shopping centre is nearly fully under, state schools are being closed until further notice. It's not looking the best for sure...Another update on the situation in Personal More Like This
To all my friends, family and people who are concerned about me, I'm safe from flood waters where I am.
I can say that even though we are a strong community, it is going to be a very long time to get back on track and running again. It's going to put so much pressure on everyone, emotions will be running wild. All we can say is thank you so much to everyone out there that has sent their wishes to us and supported us even in the darkest hours during this disaster.
Arigato minna xx
Stay safe everyone and keep your heads held high, together we can overcome this.
Herro minna-san! *waves*Ok so I've been super busy lately, finishing heaps of school work and all. So I'm super excited to get back to the fun part of my life! n.n DRAWING and GAMING! xDDD oh during this downfall of me drawing I have fallen in love with the korean band SHINee xD I love their song Lucifer and Ring Ding Dong ^W^ damn you Tsukiko! xD haha anyways apart from that not much else has happened.Herro minna-san! *waves* in Personal More Like This
How are you minna-san? (How are you everyone??)
I'm thinking of trying to at least post one journal a week containing my word of the week. What does everyone think??
Gamer LifeWell I can safely say that I barely get out and I'm definitely a gamer! I just spent 11 hours playing Resident Evil 5 on my PS3 xDGamer Life in Personal More Like This
Past week has been not so eventful I guess. Had work last night, birthday last month, you know that type of stuff happened and of course I was gaming most of the time ^.^
Anime, gaming and work are basically my life during holidays
Oh and I've lost weight! (not that anyone wants to know that cause you'd probably just call me anorexic) I'm just under 50Kg's now and I don't feel underweight or unhealthy.
The next few days are going to be busy. Tomorrow my boyfriend is coming over and we're going to game together RE 5 FTW! then Wednesday I'm going to go see Ross Noble Live xDDD gotta love late birthday presents! then I'm working again Thursday night. My life is picking up pace a bit I guess.
I'm basically just writing this journal because I'm bored and waiting for Fairy Tale to load >.
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Je Suis Charlie Hebdo
Je suis Charlie
In Paris, France, 13 people were murdered, and among them 5 cartoon artists.
Murdered for being artists and journalists of a humor and satirical newspaper, “Charlie Hebdo.” The newspaper was under police protection and at least one of the police guards, unarmed, was killed as he begged for mercy lying in the street.
We are at a loss for words. The five art
Coven - The Master Race, Powers OptionalWatch depthRADIUSCoven - The Master Race, Powers Optional in Art Features More Like This
The FX Channel has just concluded the highly successful third season of its American Horror Story series.
Each season has featured its own stand-alone storyline, insuring against series stagnation and creating a story competition as the ever-ravenous horror audience eagerly awaits each season’s next outrageous attempt to top the last. Coven, the third entry in the series, a witchcraft genre entry, has not disappointed. Its star, Jessica Lange, was nominated for a Golden Globe. Critical reception, despite the considerable gory fx (envelope-pushing for net
Taking Your Art to The Next Level in 2015!Taking Your Art to The Next Level in 2015! in Art Features More Like This
Taking your art to the next level in 2015!
Duel of the fates
By :icontechgnotic: techgnotic
Famously said by many, “Ninety percent of success is showing up.” How true it is about a soul killing combination: looking at what our own first efforts in any endeavor, particularly art, result in, and then looking at the works of far more experienced artists. Giving up always seems the logical, if panicked,
Jurassic PokemonJurassic Pokemon in Art Features More Like This
Realistic Pokemon Season 1 by arvalis
arvalis aka RJ Palmer is a long time deviant who has created his own unique niche at DeviantArt.
He was first known as the artist who drew incredibly realistic dinosaurs. Somehow his depictions of dinosaurs began morphing into Pokemon characters. He is now renowned as dA’s master of realistic Pokemon illustrations. His has been quite a success story through art. His rise has been quite a success story on how to build a following in the community. RJ has wonderful tutori
I Need FeminismWatch depthRADIUSI Need Feminism in Art Features More Like This
Written by CorporateRockWhore
I need feminism because
It’s acceptable to call me a slut.
I need feminism because
It’s okay for a guy to slap my butt.
I need feminism because
It’s my own fault if a man rapes me.
I need feminism because
I should look good for men to see.
I need feminism because
People think it means ‘anti-man’.
I need feminism because
I can’t do things that men can.
I need feminism because
Girls think it’s cool to shame each other.
I need feminism because
The world has higher hopes for my brother.
I need feminism because
My femininity makes me ‘weak’.
I need feminism becau
The Age of DiscernmentThe Age of Discernment in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
:icontechgnotic: by techgnotic
With great access comes the great responsibility of discernment.
→ This article was inspired by the conversation in the comments generated from last week’s Suggestivism article.
As we traverse the final phases of maximum raw information accumulation, potentially equipping us for jacking in to the promise of the Singularity, the contents of many lifetimes’ worth of knowledge, art, education, and history are now at our fingertips. More and more Universities, libraries and arts institutions have swung open their digital doors and granted access to their lectures, courses and curricula free of charge to anyone in the world with a connection to the web. Access to education is fundamentally shifting our society towards an unmappable
Dedication to a New YearDedication to a New Year in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
December 31, 2012by techgnotic
Nuances of an Annual Ritual
Which brings us to each year’s communal celebration of the passing of our lifetimes:
New Year’s Eve
So what did you “actually get done” in the past year? How closer are you to a grand goal in life? An assessment is made and then the inevitable Step 2 of the yearly process is engaged, which is often a word for word repeat of last year’s Step 2:
The New Year’s Resolution
There seem to be two main strategies that emerge at this point of facing the New Year, a “brand new morning.” The lone wolf quietly acknowledges goals not yet reached, and is even more secretive in the “new plan.” “I’ll show them,” becomes the new privat
Game Of Thrones: Bloody Crowns, Diaphanous GownsGame Of Thrones: Bloody Crowns, Diaphanous Gowns in Art Features More Like This
Game of Thrones spearheads resurgence in sword & sorcery fantasy art of Warrior Kings & Queens.
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Norman Rockwell Tribute
Few artists have so definitively reflected the lives of average Americans as Norman Rockwell.
He began his lifetime dedication to being the “America’s Illustrator” as the 19-year-old art editor for Boys’ Life, the house publication of the Boy Scouts of America. A few years later he assumed his more famous position at The Saturday Evening Post, though he never b
Creator Owned ComicsCreator Owned Comics in Art Features More Like This
Marvel Superheroes ver 2
Can creator owned comics save the comics industry?
The Comics Industry is going through something of a secret crisis right now. A crisis that could have been avoided, but one where there is still a way out. The two biggest problems are a stagnation of business ideas and lack of sales.
Let’s look at the origins of these problems
For years many have bemoaned the fact that comics have lost their easy accessibility. For decades comics w
How to make your drawings better INSTANTLY.1) Look at one of your old crappy drawings.How to make your drawings better INSTANTLY. in Personal More Like This
2) Look at the drawing you're doing now.
Laptop is broken....well, shit.Hey guys,Laptop is broken....well, shit. in Personal More Like This
my laptop fell from my bed earlier and now it just isn't powering up. This has been going on for months now (I don't mean it dropping from my bed lol) and it's already taken quite a beating, so I guess it was to be expected. Now I have to go get another one *sigh*. I'm just hoping I'll be able to transfer all of my data properly; I still have commission stuff on there. Other than that, I think much of the other stuff was pretty useless. I heard you could pop the hard drive out and connect it to another laptop via some type of external hard drive case thingy, but I'll need to look more into that -_____- I assure you, everyone will be recovered. If not, I might have to redraw a couple commissions. Hopefully not the latter, but if so, at least they'd be even better now that I've improved. Wish me luck.
Thank you!Hey guys,Thank you! in Personal More Like This
it's been a while since I last posted a journal, so I thought I'd post a little update here I guess xD
Thanks to all of you who've bought my t-shirt!
I've had more sales within the last few days than I have since I put the design up! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH! I just feel so honored that many of you thought the design was good enough to wear as a shirt. This brings much joy to my heart.
*cough* Before I get a little too cheesy, lol, anyway thanks much! I have more designs coming (I already have another one, but it's been difficult getting the colors just right). I believe that's it for now, BYE BYE!
Thought I'd make it knownHey guys! I just thought I'd confirm a little something. Yes, I did win Anime North's cover contest!Thought I'd make it known in Personal More Like This
My art is going on the program book cover for Anime North this month! Thanks everyone for the support! This completely makes up for my Sakura-con fail (what's funny is I actually thought I had a good chance with that one and a blah chance with this one, haha). But that's perfectly okay because this convention is larger and has more going for it, me thinks. I suppose the next thing to do is decide which convention art contests I'll be entering next xD. I'm trying to enter as many as I can throughout the country, maybe even internationally (AN is technically international for me, lol). I don't think I'll get much of an alternate prize, as I won't be going to Anime North, but it's the merit that counts! I'm so honored to be selected! I didn't think I stood a chance, really. But it's nice to know that things went the way they did, I guess xD
Once again, thanks everyone for
Do you ever go through your watchers......just to see if there are any big names in there? Strangely enough, I found a few LOL, particularly :iconkevinbolk: WOW. I had no idea that guy was watching me.Do you ever go through your watchers... in Personal More Like This
I also found this one:
There was another one, but I forgot her name. Well, this is kind of strange, but cool at the same time I guess.
Oh hey, it's Christmas.Merry Christmas, everyone. Even if you don't celebrate Christmas, uh....happy regular ol' day, or something lol. Yeah, I think that's it. BYE BYEOh hey, it's Christmas. in Personal More Like This
Regarding the last journalHey guys,Regarding the last journal in Personal More Like This
would any of you with SAI mind if I email you a piece I've been working on? I want to see if it will open with other people that have SAI. Now before I get any, "aren't you worried about art theft?" No, not really. They wouldn't really have any proof that they drew it anyway. Anyway, the file is about 110 MB (I used a lot of layers). If that isn't a problem and one of you can open it just fine, could you possibly save it as a photoshop file and mail it back to me? I hope this isn't too much to ask. I'm just trying what I can to get this thing to work. Thanks!
Sakura-ConHey guys,Sakura-Con in Personal More Like This
lately I've been thinking of entering a bunch of art contests for resume purposes and to win something nice along the way. It looks like Sakura-Con's mascot contest is back up. I've known a lot of people to enter the contest, and some of the submissions last year were pretty nice. I don't live in Washington, but I think this would be good for me anyway, being a pretty big convention. What do you guys think?
Well, my entry's done :DHello there,Well, my entry's done :D in Personal More Like This
so I have my Sakura Con mascot entry done and submitted. I probably won't post it here until the contest is over though. I was thinking of doing Anime North's cover contest too. They're smaller than Sakura Con, but generally have better artists participating. I have a cool Canadian-themed idea, and I think I want to try it out. Plus the mascot seems cool. I know a lot of big names should be entering, so this might be a good way for me to work on backgrounds now. Plus this should look good on my record (whether I place or not). Does anyone know any other conventions doing art contests? I want to enter as many as possible and build up my gallery while still doing something kinda-sorta useful. If anyone has any ideas, leave 'em here Thanks!
So HeySo hey, its almost 4:40AM in my country... I can't sleep... Enjoy this popping up in your messages xDSo Hey in Personal More Like This
lol sorry guys but I'm seriously feeling like an insomniac lately with the mainly sleepless nights I have at my house :S and the pressure of school has begun building up too, technically have two assignments due today (luckily one has an extension til Wednesday) and my first piece for my body of work is due this Friday and I may need to do a simpler one since I think I won't have enough time to do my canvas piece (its 92cm x 61cm, largest ever attempted by me so far)
so the mini rant is over, lets see if I can catch any zzzs sometime soon.
ttyl, love Wendle :3
Valentine's, school, cosplay, stuff...So with school comming up and Valentine's Day a few weeks afterwards, I decided I'd do my boyfriend's gifts for Valentine's Day before I have very little time to do so.Valentine's, school, cosplay, stuff... in Personal More Like This
Also my Fionna cosplay has greatly improved, I know have a proper skirt :3 but I've also lost the shirt I use for it -__- but hopefully it'll turn up in time.
School seriously starts in three days - only three days of freedom left not looking forward to it...
I think this is all for now. Hope everyone has enjoyed their holidays whereever they are.
Life, Instagram, Want Caffeine...So I has Instagram, and I literally only got it last week, maybe a week before that.Life, Instagram, Want Caffeine... in Personal More Like This
If you're interested in following me, search for "nommablewendle" and give me a follow, and i'll follow back
Well i think that's all for now, It's honestly hard to find time to draw for fun and upload on DA, my drawing time goes into art and all spare time goes onto everything school pretty much :/ I'll upload whenever I can, and post daily life whenever, so people know I'm not dead or anything lol.
Also passed the 1 year mark with my boyfriend Reece awesome feels
But as I said, for now this is it, hopefully more can be done for the weekend
ta ta for now my lovelies
9 New Photos :)Hey all, just writing a breif thing about the 9 new photos that are in my Photography folder that is chilling in my gallery9 New Photos :) in Art Features More Like This
The first was a photo of what I had for dinner, because I'm strange like that anyway we had Honey Soy Lemon Pork Ribs with an Asian Salad which was sooo yummeh
Next was my guitar and I. The photo itself wasn't that good because I had to take it with my webcam because my camera was killing each pair of batteries I put in it because they weren't the ones we usually get anyway, I decided to write "I love you" on the guitar in Picnik because of the title I had thought of for the photo, "Love on her Guitar." And that love is for those in my life, my very special someone, my passion for music and for the guitar itself, which I got 4 days ago
Photo 3 and 4 are of my heartagram necklace I've had the necklace for about year and it's one of my favourite necklaces to wear. Photo 5 and 6 are also necklaces but these are more special to me than my heartagram
Tis pretty much 4 am D:It's 4am. Can't sleep so I'm pullng an all nighter. Probably a bad decision but I'm still doing it. To stay awake I shall be drinking cola and eating junk food and well... I GOT A LLAMA BADGE! from starlight-arkaman I love llamas now and I wish to draw millions of them.. or maybe 3 cause I'm a lazy one hehee but anyway I'll most likely be drawing for the next two, maybe three hours working on a picture of Gaara from Naruto I've been planning on drawing for a while and maybe a few other Naruto charactersTis pretty much 4 am D: in Personal More Like This
I SUPPORT NARUTO X HINATA!
and Sakura is just useless
And i love Kakashi, Saskue, Gaara and of course Mr. Naruto hehehee
Anyway off my little Naruto thing now i'll be drawing, writing, photographing and just doing anything to keep myself entertained hehee
Off for now, bye all
I Act Like A 16 Yr Old xDRulesI Act Like A 16 Yr Old xD in Personal More Like This
- Post this in your journal with the title saying:
I act like a[n] __ year-old.
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
 You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
 You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
 You think politics are interesting.
[x ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
 You've never gotten a detention.
 You have forgotten your own birthday.
 You like to take walks by yourself.
 You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ]You have hand washed a car before.
[x] You can spell experience without looking it u
Padlet has stuff!So instead of doing my English assignment which has monitoring due tomorrow, I've played games, been out driving and taken piccys of my art assignment for Padlet.Padlet has stuff! in Personal More Like This
Link - http://padlet.com/wall/ArtsyFartsyStuff
Now to work on this assignment... :/
Procrastination and Such.Well pretty much doing what the title says. I'm putting off sleep to do school work and I'm putting off the schoolwork for DA, Little Shop of Horrors and thinking about random stories that I'd never write because I have more fun pretending that I'm there in the story talking to the other characters... In other words I'm talking to myself because I'm:Procrastination and Such. in Personal More Like This
I do this occasionally... yes I know I'm weird.
But anyways, school is almost over which is a majorly good thing because I'm sick of school xD but I'm also kinda sadicles because next week my boyfriend graduates grade 12 and gets to leave school.. I'm both happy for him but in a way I don't want him to go, I know its just a silly thing but I know its just a faze.
Moving onwards once more, in roughly 60-ish days, maybe a little less, I'll be growing up a little more - I'll finally be 17 and since my birthday is straight after Christmas I've begun writing up a wishlist for t
unpoeticalfeeling tentative, sleeplessunpoetical in Personal More Like This
the dearth of deep unconscious breathing.
wandering the limitations of
cringing at mundane silences of two expanding minds,
inured to the rhythm
of your own heartbeat
the fire that never once burned
the descending plane
scars the land, kisses the ground
the heat of friction, enough to fuel my exhalations for a lifetime.
the white wake, whirling wheels. whitman writes.
there is a stretch of forty years between you and I,
in your self-mirrored imagery, flaws become clear to me: shimmering at the crossroads of a hundred coordinates, thirteen places intersecting at skewed lines
he who disdains whit fog, smoke of ebony,
was once a fireman
rushing into the collapse form which thousands flee
always the scarring spirit amongst screaming limbs, detached skulls, shattered fallanges caught in door joints.
she who inside reels
at the fragrance of lilacs, daisies, chrysanthemums,
was once a florist in the flourishing town of florida
multiple existenceis this, then, the catharsis unfettering of thought, chasing its own dead-ends until all eternity?multiple existence in Personal More Like This
the aphorisms of artemis, musing at its own unknown wisdom?
doom implodes inward, for serenity prevails
in the world unfurled, the spacial sequence of comprehending
your own purpose, thwarts the heaven's designs
she once gazed into darkness, thus spoke wisdom.
(for chains you shall don as your beautiful array).
doublespeak the lieswhat are all these post humous flowersdoublespeak the lies in Personal More Like This
stretched out like a faltering horizon in your backyard?
a deep disappointment led to the voice of the dark
developing a deep distaste for itself
painting the sky cerulean on your swing set
you wondered what is God's favorite color
as the embryos of oceans lounged between your thighs and slipped
like a dancer in the face of death
unraveling the silk of smoke to the closest liar
he has been lost in jest and in earnest
bewitched to the most blatant kind of lie left undetected
mirrors to define a frame of desert-tamed bones
doublespeak the lies to bring the sky down on its knees
strip the land of its ravines and landmarks and the valleys
to shiver at the pale ego of the moon
my infatuation of you was a little prelude of ours
(i have never loved you since the beginning of time.)
exponential decay of abandoned moonsso into the night our fatigue deteriorates,exponential decay of abandoned moons in Personal More Like This
exponential decay asleep, wistful, arms folded unto one another
the overarching sky
into a volume of blank verse, encased in an ebony sheer.
in a sky devoid
of the moon's soft honesty
a diaphanous spirit came by muted exhalations,
a deafening quiet, blowing past
and layers in between
the soft desire.
because, even the moon has her scars,
burnt and broken by a yearning of seeking a soft entente
with the next brazen astronaut:
he would claim her, complete and voidless,
with the mark of a waving white flag
breaking the two billion years of solitude.
if God is an astronaut
then he surely has forgotten his youngest child, spinning into hellish ecstasy
days and months warp into volcanic darkness.
the vestige of the volcanic void is a vacuum of verity.
(why critique the preconceptions of others? why critique at all?)
the adherence to adjectives is an incoherent cohesion.
chaos created to combat conquistadores of crystalline cent
disconcerting disconnectthe wrath entangled in caustic rose, cherry scented deep disgust unfurling in the tobacco repulsion of lemon flavored taxi fragrances; dad's insipid wrath jacketed in green military, stock numbers breathing to the economic soft spots of soulless men as the metro breathes on; everyone develops a deep distaste for himself and each other. we live in a city of disgust, anger, disappointment, isolation; at some point in human history the currency we invented became the religion that forces us to kneel upon and present our daily sacrifices to the artificial superhuman which in some mysterious force of incomprehension has swallowed us with its continuous sine waves of overwhelming edges so you either open up your palms to receive the wounds like a voluntary scapegoat or you don the headpiece armor called a paper bag and charge forth with the darkness behind, in front, around you on every possible infinite side; and everywhere the human charges forth is a barricade of contemptuous, rootless andisconcerting disconnect in Personal More Like This
conversation with myselfwhite noise by don delilo activated my brain cells to think again.conversation with myself in Personal More Like This
you will never dream what dinosaurs dream
or what dogs dream
what do dogs dream of anyway?
maybe their owners
dogs don't feel owned in their sleep, they feel free
just like us. we're owned by something but we still feel free.
god owns us.
we made ourselves domesticated animals to the face of the earth.
to mother nature.
yes, to nature. we are tamed house pets, roaming the streets, trying to find an answer.
to the all encompassing question.
the big question mark, with a broken spine.
an unpublished poetry book that will lose its soul in the trampling feet of centuries of men to come
they come like big herds, one group at a time, a herd mentality impossible to fight
a nuclear bomb will efface all absurdity
the world ought to be bombed. forever. the roots of man taken out of this planet. the death of us would cause an explosion barely discernible miles away. the earth could disappear out of the planet right now
more postmodern angstwhy am i even alive? i feel death inside of me. i feel like abandoned art museums, the dust in the dark galleries, the dusk that no one stops for. i feel like the approaching footsteps of reproach. like all the cups and dishes in the house were broken and i am scooping out ten month old frozen high calorie ice-cream like a person so obese my mass could fill up the whole room. that's how bad i feel. so next time you say hi, don't just walk away. movies can show us ancient axioms, but all i see is blindness.more postmodern angst in Personal More Like This
the past few months of happiness were just dreams echoing the echoes of unfinished books.
and in the morning, the damn morning, the light still streams in like it has got no consciousness, no conscience, it's just always there at the same hour each day, you wonder if it ever gets tired.
it's the paper that you want to set on fire, but it feeds the machine you live in.
churning dishwater, muddy dusk.
take your feelings and run it through a machine, dump it in a glass; distill the emot
Sad german folk songToday I have a german folk song for you, it´s a bit sad, but also epic. And after listening to it, noone can say that german is an ugly language.Sad german folk song in Personal More Like This
Many people believe in stereotypes, of a militaristic sounding German, which is completely wrong. Of course they shouted in the army 100 years ago,
like in every country, but a normal German, speaks normal and German can also sound very soft and beautiful, even when it´s harder compared
to other languages.
Ich hab die Nacht geträumet - I have dreamed this night
Last night I had a heavy dream. A Rosemary tree was growing in my garden. The garden was a churchyard, the flowerbed a grave. Flowers fell from the green trees, and I collected them in a golden pitcher, which fell from my hands and broke into pieces. I saw red droplets running out of it. What does this dream mean? Are you dead, my love?
German veterans answerI found a rather interesting videos of Germans that really were in that war and know what happened, with subtitles in the video. Maybe someone could like it:German veterans answer in Personal More Like This
Documentary 'Die Deutschen'Hi there,Documentary 'Die Deutschen' in Personal More Like This
I wanted to share the best german history documentary from the 8th to the 20th century I know at the moment. It´s called Die Deutschen (The Germans),
and was produced by the ZDF (Second German Television). They show the german history in every episode with one main person, and there are 20 episodes in 2 seasons. They do not focus on the second world war, but on the over thousand years old history before. Sadly you will find this movies only in German here:
And on Youtube:
But for all who understand German or just wanna see the scenes, which are very nice too, can have a look at it.
Otto und das Reich:
The story of king Otto the Great who defeated the Hungaryans in the 10th century and founded the Holy Roman Empire (Germany in the middleage) in 962.
Heinrich und der Papst:
Heinrich and the pope fight for who has more power in Europe, the german king or the italian pop
German for you!I found a wonderful Youtuber girl from Germany, and she tries to teach people German with short and nice videos,German for you! in Personal More Like This
where you can learn in several episodes german words and phrases. If you´re interested in it, watch Katja:
This is the first episode, just click on her channel to see more
The rise and fall of Prussia/ PreussenHi dear members,The rise and fall of Prussia/ Preussen in Personal More Like This
I wanna share a very interesting video with you again, it´s the (territorial) rise and fall of Prussia, the state that rised from a tiny state to an european super-power, uniting Germany and donating one of the most brilliant persons to the world:
Even if the territory of Preußen is abolished, the spirit can be never killed.
Why did the Germans follow Hitler?In this journal I wanna try to explain all of you, from what I know and read, why the Germans followed Hitler. Many people think, all the Germans were evil racists and everyone wanted to kill jews or hated people that were not blonde. That´s completely wrong!Why did the Germans follow Hitler? in Personal More Like This
Before we come to the 3. Reich, I want to explain you the situation before all that happened.
We know 1871, the first german nation the Deutsches Kaiserreich was founded thanks to Bismarck and Wilhelm I and all the german states. During the Kaiserreich the jews got full rights by law and they became very often proud Germans, they changed their names to typicall german ones like Grünbaum, Spielberg, Eisenberg and so on.
There was also an antisemitism, but it was the antisemitism that was used all around Europe, not only in Germany. After some french and british authors made theories about races and that jews are not part of the european race in the 19th century, also german authors started to believe in it.
The jewish people did re
Germany again the most loved country in the world!Dear members,Germany again the most loved country in the world! in Personal More Like This
the BBC asking about 26.000 people from all over the world, coronated Germany again to the most loved country on the planet,
as most people of the world see Germany´s influence as the best.
You can read the full report on the BBC website:
Sadly the Greeks don´t like Germany so much anymore, because they believe the reason of their misery is caused by Germany,
tho it was caused by their own government. But especially the Europeans, like France (81%) love the Germans a lot.
I thank all the friends of Germany in the world so much for the respect, I love and respect you, too
I wish everyone a happy day!!!
Uber allen Gipfeln ist Ruh by GoetheI want to share another german masterpiece with you. It´s a poem by Goethe, transformed into a song,Uber allen Gipfeln ist Ruh by Goethe in Personal More Like This
it could be translated like: Above all mountain-peaks is silence. It´s again a rather sad, but also epic song.
When I listen to this, I think about all the great culture of old times and the future of Europa:
Über allen Gipfeln ist Ruh'
In allen Wipfeln spürest du
Kaum einen Hauch;
Die Vöglein schweigen
schweigen im Walde
Warte nur, balde
Ruhest du auch.
Above all mountain-peaks is silence,
in all the tree-tops, you hardly feel a breath.
The birds are silent, silent birds.
It´s silent in the forest,
just wait some more time,
and you will be quiet, too.
People and Portraits Spotlight Vol. 67malaugusto'sPeople and Portraits Spotlight Vol. 67 in Art Features More Like This
Spotlight Vol. 67
People and Portraits
River Flows In You..
Nothing is just black and white.
League of Legends - The Blind Monk
People and Portraits Spotlight Vol. 71malaugusto'sPeople and Portraits Spotlight Vol. 71 in Art Features More Like This
Spotlight Vol. 71
People and Portraits
lady in red
not this time
Arabella - SuicideGirls.com
Daily Vitamin Feature Vol. 783SeagullDaily Vitamin Feature Vol. 783 in Art Features More Like This
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Abstract and Surreal Spotlight Vol. 51Einsilbig'sAbstract and Surreal Spotlight Vol. 51 in Art Features More Like This
Spotlight Vol. 51
Abstract and Surreal
New Dawn in Giza
Crystal truth II
A perfect day II
wash my blood away
The first green
Daily Vitamin Feature Vol. 11312015002Daily Vitamin Feature Vol. 1131 in Art Features More Like This
Thursday: Dragon Appreciation!Happy Thursday, everyone!Thursday: Dragon Appreciation! in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
Last week's scavenger hunt contest was a blast! The comments were full of beautiful architecture, adorable pandas (both giant and red), and creative poetry. In addition to finding some wonderful deviations. I hope all of you had a chance to see a new side of deviantART in your searches.
Here are your winners!
Congratulations! You'll be contacted about your prizes within the next 24 hours!
This week, we're appreciating some dragons!
Today is Appreciate a Dragon Day! So, we're going to take a moment to give some love to our fire-breathing friends.
Thursday: Autumn CoupletsHello, deviants!Thursday: Autumn Couplets in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
Last week's World Travels contest was fantastic! It was wonderful to see some new, beautiful parts of the world. There are so many places to see, both in nature and in cities, and it was awesome that we could share them together.
Here are last week's winners!
Congratulations! You will be contacted about your prizes within the next 24 hours.
This week, we're writing Autumn Couplets!
We're in the heart of fall right right n
Holiday Card Project 2013 Wrap-UpHoliday Card Project 2013 Wrap-Up in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
The Holiday Card Project returned in 2013, and it was a total hit! We received over 5,000 cards from 2,000 deviants in more than 60 different countries! A ton of deviants reached out to us, interested in helping to distribute cards to their local hospitals! With these volunteers' help, we distributed cards to 22 hospitals in the US and abroad!
The majority of the hospitals we worked with distributed the cards themselves, either through their own volunteers or by placing cards on the food trays of patients. We received letters of thanks from some hospitals, and a few even shared our cards on their Facebook pages! One thing all of the hospitals and patients had in common: they loved your cards!
One of our biggest surprises this year came from Bank of America! A deviant who works there got word of our project and told some people around the cor
Terrifying Yet Beautiful - Cosplay FeatureJust in time for Halloween, here are some of the most frightening yet bewitching cosplays from deviantART.Terrifying Yet Beautiful - Cosplay Feature in Art Features More Like This
Corpse bride by Kifir
Hysteria by AnnaProvidence
Makeup: Cheshire Cat by Khdd
Dark Knight Harley Quinn by BangBangNeko
Pyramid Head I by Blasteh
Bellatrix : The Death of Dobby by LolaInProgress
Sally. by Maho-Urei
Skeleton Obscure. by equinelovex
Featuring art by Meagan-Marie, ChocolateDecadence, Blasteh, Naty2j, MonsterBrand, TraumaticCandy, Nao-Dignity, EnjiNight, AWPhotographyandArt, straywind, Kifir, AnnaProvidence Khdd BangBangNeko Blasteh LolaInProgress, Maho-Urei, and equinelovex.
Holiday Card Project 2013Holiday Card Project 2013 in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
It's back! With the goal of bringing a little cheer to patients in the hospital during the holiday season, the deviantART Holiday Card Project connects deviants from around the world and applies their tremendous artistic abilities in designing and creating uplifting holiday cards.
In past years, the Project has received more than 5,000 cards sent in by more than 1,000 deviants from 50 different countries/political regions. Cards were then divvied up and distributed in-person by deviantART members to local Los Angeles hospitals, with additional cards given to various hospitals in the U.S. and abroad for hospital staff members to hand out to patients.
The idea behind the Holiday Card Project is simple: do something nice for others. However, if you're looking for even more incentive, every deviant who submits a card will be given a free one-month Premium Membership to deviantA
Introducing thoughtART: Create With Your Mind!What is thoughtART?How Does it Work?thoughtART CreatethoughtART SearchExplore the thoughtART GalleryIntroducing thoughtART: Create With Your Mind! in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
Create and search for art using your mind
Introducing thoughtART Technology
A few years ago, deviantART teamed up with several university laboratories across the United States, and we are proud to finally announce the fruits of our efforts. Thanks to recent advancements in neurological science, we're unveiling a revolutionary new platform in artistic creation. Our device uses touch-sensitive pads built into your existing keyboard and mouse to monitor your brainwaves and transmit them directly to our site. Excited? Welcome to the new age of thoughtART Technology!
What is thoughtART?
It may sound like something from science fiction, but the technology be