When I SaidWhen I said I wanted a fairy taleWhen I Said in Free Verse More Like This
I meant I wanted a prince.
I didn't want to be locked in a
I didn't want to be fought by a
I didn't want
When I said I wanted a fairy tale
I meant I wanted to be a princess.
I didn't want to watch a rose
I didn't want to wear the gown
I wanted it
When I said I wanted a fairy tale...
I expected it to end in a
But i never expected it to end like this.
Sick of societyI may live inside my own, twisted universeSick of society in Free Verse More Like This
I may change, sometimes for the worst.
What's normal to me is not normal for you.
Sometimes I just do what I need to do.
Behind a brick wall, I hoped someone would break it
I threw out my heart hoping someone would take it.
But I got tired of hiding and tired of hating
And instead of throwing myself at every guy, I'm waiting.
I'm sick of the person I tried to be
So basically, here I am, I will be me
I'm sick of the hatred, would you not agree?
.. Basically I'm sick of society.
WafflesSmiling, as the spears sink into yourWaffles in Free Verse More Like This
The excitement. The joy.
Slowly, I slice through you
So slowly, so painfully.
The rush. The power.
And then, suddenly
As if a demand from demons had told me to do it…
I raise the fork to my mouth and take a bite.
Am I Good Enough...?Legs crossed on a cold basement floor,Am I Good Enough...? in Free Verse More Like This
Blood stains painting my flesh,
The wounds deeper than ever before,
A white gown now a short black dress.
Long tangled hair clinging to my tears
Wind howling through the trees,
Moonlight painting a sky so clear,
And darling, I'm going to be set free.
My fingers scratch at the blood on my skin,
A delightful pain at the thought of a touch,
And hey, everyone who said I wasn't worth it,
Now am I good enough?
Hurt...Why is it,Hurt... in Free Verse More Like This
That when you try your best
Not to hurt a soul...
You end up getting hurt
More than anybody else?
Me.Anorexic.Me. in Free Verse More Like This
Attention Seeker"Attention seeker."Attention Seeker in Free Verse More Like This
As I slide the knife across my tongue
The poison resting in my lungs
Fighting till the war's been won
But you're right, this is all done for fun.
The rope around my neck as I pull it tight
The struggles I face as I die to fight
And slowly, I fade off into a dark night...
Goodbye, smiles, goodbye, light...
Dying, breaking, losing sight
Of all that's proper, all that's bright
With all my strength and all my might..
I mean, I do this for attention.. right?
I'm Fine"Are you okay?"I'm Fine in Free Verse More Like This
That's all they say.
And I leave behind
These words in my mind.
I'm broken, I'm dying.
Inside, I'm crying.
There are wounds beneath my skin.
There are trials I face within.
There are things I just can't say.
There are people I must betray.
Beneath a smile, I feel pain.
Behind the sun, there's always a little rain.
And beneath these words I hold in my head...
There's always the thing I say instead.
I leave the truth behind..
So when they say, "are you okay?"
I always say, "I'm fine."
Dear Mommy.Dear mommy, please don't hurt yourself.Dear Mommy. in Free Verse More Like This
I need you to hold my hand.
From crossing the little old gravel road
To helping me find wonderland.
Dear mommy, please don't hate yourself.
I love the way you used to be.
Happy and joyful, so filled with love
Or at least that's how you seemed to me.
Dear mommy, maybe I don't understand.
But please don't let yourself go.
I need you now more than ever,
And more than you'll ever know.
Dear mommy, please don't leave me.
I love you.. Don't you understand?
Mommy, please don't kill yourself.
I still need you to hold my hand.
i am the bird with the broken wingAnd this is how the story goesi am the bird with the broken wing in Free Verse More Like This
There is no high in these winter lows
The love that left me has faded away
My tears blur the night into day
For I am the bird with the broken wings
Who has fallen behind the flock,
Now I have fallen by the way side.
With no one to pick me up.
The love that left me died in my arms,
Now things are all messed up.
I am floating beneath the water,
But I cannot get back up.
The silence floats around me,
Where there used to be your voice.
I reach out in the dark,
Hoping for your touch.
All there is, is empty sheets,
A reminder of my loss.
I shudder at what my life has become,
Fragments of glass spread around the floor,
I cut myself trying to pick the pieces up.
But this is how my story goes,
There was no high in my winter lows.
The love I lost hurt too much,
Now there is no night, there is no day.
I'm still screamingI am still alive but now I’m barely breathing,I'm still screaming in Free Verse More Like This
I’m crying out for help but no one seems to hear it.
Can’t you hear me in the night?
Or are you choosing not to hear it?
I’m slipping through the cracks but no one seems to see it.
You want me to be okay, you want me to be fine
But I am faced with a cliff that I am too weak to climb.
It kills you to see me this way,
With lost eyes distant and far away.
Desperately trying to hold on,
I 'm falling through the cracks
But I am too tired to carry on this way,
Like a ghost that can't be saved.
Like a soul that can't be healed.
My life is draining through my veins, my heart is tearing at the seams.
You are afraid to hold me now, afraid my fragile bones are going to fall,
You want me to be stronger
But strong is something that I can never be.
My fingers are slipping on the rock face,
I am losing my grip more and more every day,
Plummeting into the darkness, further and further away.
My skin is scar
Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 3Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 3 in General Fiction More Like This
She came so close to my face I could feel her breath. "Uh um...?" I said trying to back my head away. My face became hotter and I could feel the blush overwhelming my face. "Mew?" She said sweetly, she then licked my cheek. "Mew." She said before yawning, I guess she was tired. About 5 minutes later she fell asleep in my lap, so I carried her to the spare room and set her down under the covers.
I hesitated for a moment and then leaned down and kissed her on the forehead. Feeling tired myself, I decided to head off to bed as well.
-8 hours later-
I was woken up Kumajiro, "The cat girl is still here." He said quietly. I got up and turned to him, rubbing my eyes. "Yes I know, she was staying here for the night remember." I said picking him up. "Lets go wake her up for breakfast." We then walked out of my room and into hers. She was sleeping peacefully, so I didn't want to disturb her. I then left the room.
Since we had a guest I decided to make some pancakes for her, with some maple syrup
Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 7Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 7 in General Fiction More Like This
She looked at me for a moment and then her faced turned red.
"Yes! Yes of course!" She said with glee, I took the ring and put it on her finger. Tears fell from her face as she smiled, hugging me tightly. "Thank you so much Matthew...I love you." She said in between cries. I kissed her head and cried a bit as well, "I love you too." I smiled.
While we hugged each other, the nurse came in with our baby. She gave little (Girl name) to (Name), she looked down at her. "She is absolutely gorgeous! Hi (Girl name) I'm your mommy." (Name) said with a smile, she chuckled a little. I came closer to (Name) and our baby, crying with joy. "Look (Girl name), its your daddy. Say 'hi' daddy." She said to little (Girl name). "Hi (Girl name)." I said kissing her on the head.
After that (Name) had to stay in the hospital with (Girl name) for about 3 more days. Once she came home I showed (Girl name) to her new room. Which used to be the spare room that (Name) had used. We now spent almost every minute wi
Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 5Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 5 in General Fiction More Like This
I had woken up and saw that (Name) was still sleeping with me. Slowly I brushed the hair from her face and kissed her gently. I then remembered what had happened last night. I hope she wouldn't hate me or anything. Carefully I got up and put on some clean clothes, leaving (Name) to sleep while I made breakfast.
While I was cooking pancakes (Name) had came into the kitchen, a smile on her face, as usual. "Good morning Matthew." She said putting her arms around me. "Good morning (Name), the pancakes will be done in a couple minutes." I said with a soft smile. "Yay~" She said with joy, walking to the table to sit down. She petted Kumajiro while she waited, her tail swaying with happiness.
Once breakfast had been served and everything was eaten, I decided to go out to the backyard and get some maple syrup. For some maple pie for (Name). She went along with me and helped me get the syrup. "Maple syrup tastes so delicious! Are we making maple pie again?" She asked with glee. I winked at her,
Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 2Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 2 in General Fiction More Like This
She walked in and then stopped to look at me for a moment, I closed the door and led her to the couch. "Please, have a seat." I said taking one myself. She jumps onto the couch and then stares at me, and then making a small sound. "What is your name?" I asked her quietly. She still stared at me before she said anything, "(Name)" She said in a sweet voice. "Where do you live?" I looked into her eyes. She looks down and lets out a sigh. She was homeless...
Thoughts and questions crossed my mind, should I let her stay here for the night? Can she speak? Is she really a cat?! I looked at her ears for a moment, they matched the color of her hair. That's when I saw a tail swaying back and forth behind her, same color as her hair.
"You can stay the night here if you like." I told her bluntly, she then smiles and starts to purr. She rubs her head against mine, which made me blush a dark red. I took her hand and led her out of the living room and into the spare room. She smiled at me again and t
Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 6Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 6 in General Fiction More Like This
"W-what?! Oh my gosh..."
"No, no I'm happy! I've always wanted to have a child." I said to (Name) sweetly, meaning what I said. "Really? Are you sure?" She said a quiet voice, I nod at her with a smile on my face. She jumps into my arms and hugs me, "I'm so happy! I'm going to be a mother!" She exclaimed. "I going to be a dad." I said kissing her head softly.
For the next few months (Name) had been having cravings, vomiting, and having a lot of mood swings. I never got mad at her, knowing it was just the hormones and stuff. She craved a lot of maple pie, which I happily made for her. I would do the housework like I usually did, often coming into our room to check on her. The feeling of becoming a parent felt amazing, I'm sure (Name) felt the same way.
We visited the doctor and got her ultrasounds, the baby was going to be a girl. Since the baby was going to be a girl, we decided to name her (Girl name). Me and (Name) now waited patiently for our baby to arrive. "I'm so h
Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 1Canada x Neko!Reader- Part 1 in General Fiction More Like This
I had just finished baking a maple pie, Kumajiro had helped me make it this morning. I set it on the window sill so the wind would hopefully cool it down. "Who are you?" Kumajiro asked, "I'm Canada, you know? Matthew?" I reminded him in an annoyed tone. He never really remembers who am, it got really annoying to remind him all the time.
I turned my back for about 5 minutes so that I could clean the kitchen, when suddenly I heard Kumajiro shout, "The pie! Someone's getting the pie!". I look back at the window and see two hands reach up and grab it. "Ah! Hey! Leave it alone!" I screamed running to the back door. When I got outside the pie thief had already ran away, with my maple pie.
Kumajiro came up to me as I walked into the house, I sighed and took a seat at the dinner table. "The thief got our pie...do you wanna make another one?" I asked him quietly. "Yes, now lets go out and get some maple syrup from the trees." He said pulling on my hand. "Okay, let me grab a bucket real
America x Reader (Drabble)America x Reader (Drabble) in General Fiction More Like This
You had came back from the world summit building, tired, sad, and feeling used. For awhile, you had been with Francis, but that changed when you caught him with another woman. Those two were making out in the hallway. And he didn't even try to push her away.
You simply went up to him, slapped him upside the head, and told him it was over. Though it came out like a scream at the time. Now, you trudged into your room and slumped onto your bed, laying there motionless. You thought about the other countries, who saw you run out the building, seeing how you were obviously angry.
Tears, that's all that came out of you right now, just tears. You couldn't gather the energy to speak, or even try and straighten yourself out. After you cried, you fell asleep for a good twenty minutes, before waking up to the sound of a ring. Someone was at your door.
You got up and groaned, still feeling a bit dizzy. You brushed your hair and wiped your eyes before exiting the room. Slowly
The feelings I can't expressTimes like this when I can’t find the rights words.The feelings I can't express in Free Verse More Like This
Times like this when I find myself crying.
As I have no way to express.
But this pencil twirling in my hand.
Sometimes I’ll make art, and proudly show it.
Sometimes I’ll make shit, and quickly destroy it.
With either I find they both seem to end in the same way.
With a simple message, strewed through long and tedious words.
That could be said much simpler, and probably has.
But still I say it, for it’s all I have.