Commission for *KyuuMuu<3 So I kinda messed up with what you asked for, so I'll be sure make you another design when I get back! You're very welcome to keep this design too though c: Oh and I'm not going to be on for the next few days so don't expect any art you guys uvu
meeehh Doing more so I can earn extra for contest prizes ;I
-DO NOT BID IF YOU DON'T HAVE THE POINTS. -Starting bid is 30! -minimum increment is 10 -No autobuy/ holds -bidding ends after the last bid was 1 day ago! -You have 2 days to pay or you will lose the design.
RE-OPENED BECAUSE PEOPLE RETRIEVED THEIR BIDS. STARTING BID IS 30 AGAIN
The new character I adopted from ~TheRedWolfy. :'> I wub-wub-wub him.
Some of the marks are a little funky, but first time drawing him, and I was transfering the design from a chibi onto this, so proportions were off, they'll be figured out eventually.
I haven't though of a name yet. I had a few in mind, but I'm not really feeling them. I was thinking either Dalmer of Jackson. I don't really like Jackson for him, but everytime I think of him I think Jackson. 8C Dalmer I kinda like for him, but I'm not sure.
I think I decided on his name. All I can think for him is Ethen-Allen. (like the furniture line XD) Yes, one name, but he can just go by one or the other. But then I also really want Dalmer in there. What the heck does he need a last name for, he's just a little fox? But I'm just going to go with Ethan-Allen Dalmer, because I love it, and I just totally see that as him. ;;
Ps. In this chibi-chib form he can have up to 9 tails, in the normal feral form he'll normaly have 1, but he can still have up to 9. And the only difference in the design between the two is that in his chib' form he had the red ear tuffs.
Oops, forgot to blur-ish the stripes on his tail. Oh well~~
Amgg I just don't like the way I paint black fur for anybody wondering why I don't like it haha! If the speedpaint would've worked there would've been many obvious redos of fur x___x ~~~~ This is really bad sorry and the speedpaint didn't work out x__________x ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I seriously give up on trying to record speedpaints with anything outside of livestream lD Because once again apparently my file is corrupted and I haven't even touched it? So I can't even open it now Well good thing I didn't invest too much time in this, I'd be flipping my desk if I lost like 5 hours worth of a speedpaint (which happened in my latest drawing of that website layout! //shot)
xD Anywayy, ugly kitty is ugly. This is like a little more than just horrible but I really wanted to just express my feelings of ART BLOCK.
Commission for =AgentWhiteHawk By far the most fun I've had in a while working for this long!
I have been very displeased with my shading for a very long time, and yes, I still am xD But I quite like the cell-like shading I used for this :3 So for chat poses and the like without backgrounds, I think I'll use a more clean cut and sharp shading ~!
xD Enjoy! I spent an hour alone sketching and about an hour for everything individually But it was all well worth it! I had tons of practice and definitely improved a lot, I think!
I have gotten a very angry relationship with my art. I don't feel like I improve anymore, and whenever I try to go out of my comfort zone I just get so intensely angry and frustrated that I just want to break everything and fall to the floor and cry. which is weird, because before I loved trying new things, exploring new techniques and styles. Now I just... I've given up. And it doesn't help that DeviantART is not doing it for me anymore. It feels so fake. I have to put so much effort and activity into keeping you guys satisfied that I wear myself out. And as I'm not improving or, drawing at all, the support that used to keep me going becomes non existent and I just want to give up. Not to mention the fact that the only time I get notice, comments and helpful advice is when I draw the same shit that I always draw. Whenever I try putting effort into something or trying something new no one gives a fuck, and that gives off so many confusing signals. I also managed to step into an art-trap, by drawing a style that is unbelievably physically hurtful to my wrist, giving me extreme inflammations whenever I try to hold a pen, which is why I have only been able to sketch on tumblr the last couple of weeks.
edit, regarding the 'praise' I do getIt also annoys me so much that people treat me like some kind of celebrity or art god, it's nice that you like my art and all, but I'm not really all that good, actually I'm pretty terrible. And fooling yourself to look at me as an idol and inspiration is stupid. All I want is to draw in a community of artists that treat each others art equal, help each other improve and praise where it is artistically deserved to be praised. I have no art education, I just like to draw. So when you comment praise beyond common sense, it just makes me equally confused about peoples view on what I do draw and if I have reached the top of my artistic abilities and that there only down from here.
I'm dwelling on leaving dA, changing accounts, or just take a long hard break. I want to grow as an artist. not try to keep an audience satisfied at all times regardless of what I really want to do. I love drawing, but sometimes dA feels like a big boulder tied to my wrist. and I don't really know why.