CanvasLet her paint a masterpiece,Canvas in Free Verse More Like This
Let her paint a lie
Let her paint a word inside the shining silver skies.
Let her paint a mystery,
Let her paint a sin
Let her paint the things that lie in darkness deep within.
Let her paint a masterpiece
(but this time there's a twist)
Make the brush a blade and let the canvas be her wrist...
I'm Fine"Are you okay?"I'm Fine in Free Verse More Like This
That's all they say.
And I leave behind
These words in my mind.
I'm broken, I'm dying.
Inside, I'm crying.
There are wounds beneath my skin.
There are trials I face within.
There are things I just can't say.
There are people I must betray.
Beneath a smile, I feel pain.
Behind the sun, there's always a little rain.
And beneath these words I hold in my head...
There's always the thing I say instead.
I leave the truth behind..
So when they say, "are you okay?"
I always say, "I'm fine."
Mind, oh MindSmiley face, smiley face, can't you ever see?Mind, oh Mind in Free Verse More Like This
So much to be sad about, so much that could be
Going wrong for everyone, going wrong for you.
Smiley face, smiley face, don't you feel it too?
Sad face, sad face, can't you ever tell?
So much could be going great, going oh so well
Sad face, sad face, can't you ever see?
Life is spend much better when your thinking thoughts of glee.
Mind, oh mind, why can't you agree?
Thinking everything at once is slowly killing me...
Magic WandDragons fly through poison skies, their whispers in the windMagic Wand in Free Verse More Like This
Ladybugs in black sandcastles, scratches on your skin
Hopscotch over quicksand, and a castle made of dirt
Shining silver crowns and dancing 'round in spinning skirts
Bloody, ruined princesses locked up in towers tall
Watching as the prince quickly begins to fall
Slowly, as the innocence does take her darling life
Please do watch now, as the magic wand becomes a knife...
In a Little Girl's MindThere sits the girl with the things in her eyesIn a Little Girl's Mind in Free Verse More Like This
Monsters, destruction, and sweet butterflies
Hopscotch and daisies, surrounded by screams
Beautiful dresses now torn at the seams
Crayons and paintbrushes, villains and grins
Young, gladsome innocence, hatred and sins
Little red houses on roads left to fade
Gorgeous moonlight shining off of the blade
Blood pouring out as she cries her own name
Knowing she's forced to take each bit of blame
She could have stopped it and left it behind
All of these things in her troubled young mind
She could have saved them if she dared to try
Rather, though, she left herself there to die.
Now, others watch as she sits on the ground
Keeping their distance and letting her drown
In her own worries and things she won't tell
Waiting for her mind to kill her as well…
What Happened?I used to think make upWhat Happened? in Free Verse More Like This
Made people ugly.
Now I think I'm ugly without it.
I used to think people
Always loved me.
Now I think everyone hates me.
I used to think everybody
Was my best friend.
Now I think no one truly is.
I used to think
Boys were icky!
Now I wish I had one.
What happened to being
The Face At The DoorThe face at the door is a demon, a godThe Face At The Door in Free Verse More Like This
He smiles through stitches, his stare rather odd
The face at the door is a cruel, silent being
Yet, people are calm, and the children aren't fleeing
Quiet yourself, for you're the only one
Crying for help at the point of a gun
Learn how to fly, rather, learn how to fall,
The face at the door... well... there's no face at all.
I am not a stereotypeSlide the blade across your wrist.I am not a stereotype in Free Verse More Like This
"Doesn't it hurt?"
I can't feel anything.
Punch your own stomach.
Does it hurt yet?
"Why do you do that?"
The pain makes me feel alive.
"I don't know."
"What's wrong with you?"
I'm dead inside.
I'm just depressed.
Stare at your arms.
"What are you doing?"
I just have low self esteem.
I'm just human.
I'm just me.
Stop asking me...Stop asking me what's wrongStop asking me... in Free Verse More Like This
Because I'm never going to answer.
Stop telling me it gets better
Because I've accepted that it'll never change.
Stop begging me to let you in
Because even then, I'm just going to fake a smile.
I'm UglyI know that I’m notI'm Ugly in Free Verse More Like This
I know that you know
That I know that I’m not
But I feel like it
Oh God, I feel like it
I know I’ve got clear eyes
And lovely hair
But when I look in mirrors
The imperfections scream
‘Till the tiny cracks
Become huge gaping holes
That I’m terrified you’ll see
I need to hear it
Tell me that I’m beautiful
Never really can fix a heart...I've already hurt because of youNever really can fix a heart... in Free Verse More Like This
I would never walk through hell for you
I would let you burn, in the fiery pits of despair and guilt
After all you've made me suffer for
Was it worth your love?
After all this time, what have I gained?
I've gained 30 more scars
And the breaking of my fragile heart.
I've lost my self esteem,
I've lost more than I ever gave you
I gave you that heart of mine
Do you remember?
The one that was beautifully scarred,
The one that had a wooden sign reading "FRAGILE",
I bet you've just forgotten
That that is the heart you almost destroyed
It's no longer whole, it has lost its function
Can't feel, I won't let it. Neither will I trust.
Broken into pieces, of which you lost most of
Three tiny pieces I've found
I'm still trying to fix,
But the pieces will never fit
Cause you never really can fix a heart...
Lifeless.As blood runs blackLifeless. in Free Verse More Like This
Doors are locked
Her heart begins to crack
No more being mocked
She reaches for the pills
Fear of being caught
The silence always kills
Though she knows she was taught
Wringing the heartstrings
Her perception is altered
Bringing the hate with her
Misconception sets in
Sinking below reality
Out of consciousness
Thought pain was bottomless
ftff 4 gazille x leviLevi sat at the counter her finger stuffed between the pages of her book as it rested over her arm on the counter. She was starring to the far corner of the guild at the dark haired dragon slayer, who was sitting with his cat eating dinner.ftff 4 gazille x levi in Romance More Like This
"You've been starring at Gazille for a while now Levi." Mira Jane said walking over and placing another cup of orange juice in front of her. "Why don't you go sit with him?"
Levi blushed turning her attention to Mira. "I'm not sure he'd appreciate that. He seems to like sitting with Lily"
"Now you don't know that." Mira Jane poured a beer and handed it to Levi. "Here's something he'll appreciate. A cute girl bringing him a cold drink." Levi gave her a soft smile but didn't move from her seat. "You like him right?"
"Yes, but, I don't think he likes me." Levi said blushing. "He still just, for the most part ignores me." Levi stated solemnly and tilting her head down.
"He likes you; he wouldn't keep saving you if he didn't. Or be keeping an
ftff 2 gray x juviaGray made his way back to the guild, hoping Juvia was still there. He burst through the guild doors with a confident smirk as he eyed around for the girl he was looking for. Lucky or unlucky depending on who you'd ask she had just been heading for the door to go home after the latest attempt of intervention hadn't boosted her confidence level any. Juvia blushed and looked at the floor when she saw Gray come into the guild without his shirt on. Gray quickly stepped forward and grabbed her hand and began to pull her out the doors he had just come through. Juvia's head jerked up and her face turned cherry, but she just let her feet blindly follow the ice mage. Her voice unable to release the protest hanging off her tongue.ftff 2 gray x juvia in Romance More Like This
"What just happened?" Lucy and Levi asked as they had started to rearrange themselves after Juvia had gotten up to leave. Mira had gone back behind the bar.
Cana however looked up at them with a knowing smile as she took a swig from her barrel. "Gray finally found the b
ftff 1 gray x juvia"Juvia you really should just tell him." Lucy said to the water mage. The girls were all sitting at a table in the guild hoping to have an intervention.ftff 1 gray x juvia in Romance More Like This
"Juvia can not. Juvia doesn't believe her heard could take rejection." She replied shaking her head vigorously.
"So what do you plan on doing?" Cana asked bluntly. "Just stalking him till he confesses to you? Or gets another girlfriend?" Juvia just stared down at the table.
"Juvia I know you think very highly of Gray so don't take this the wrong way. But have you thought that maybe Gray is as dense as Natsu?" Levi added in. "He might not realize you follow him like that cause you like him." Juvia shook her head roughly again.
"Juvia, you don't know he'll say no." Mira chirped in. "He could surprise you and say yes."
"Yes take a leap of faith. He's your nakama to after all. He won't intentionally hurt you." Ezra said with a nod.
A short distance away at the bar, Gazille sat listening in to the girls' conversation, but acted a
ftff 5 gazille x leviLevi walked through the park alone, her nose in her book, the word light written on the page illuminating the words for her. Tear drops stained a few of the pages. She wanted nothing more than to dive into her fairytale book and day dream her pain away. Wishing it wasn't there in the first place and it's spot taken by Gazille by her side. But she guessed that was just wishful thinking anyway. She should've known Gazille didn't like her. She had gotten her hopes up only to have them crushed.ftff 5 gazille x levi in Romance More Like This
"Hey pretty thing, why such a long face?" a heavy voice said from behind her.
Levi looked up a little surprised as the man along with 3 others moved around her. She wiped her tears away her tears. "Oh nothing just a sad part in my book." Levi said giving the man in front of her a small smile. "Thank you for your concern though." Levi went to continue walking but one of the guys grabbed her arm.
"Now, now sweet thing, why run off like that? Let us walk you home? Or maybe to our home?" the guy who had
ftff 8 gazille x leviGazille had his bags at his feet as he sat on a bench in the guild hall holding his little bookworm lightly around the waist as she quietly read one of her books. He'd occasionally place kisses to the back of her head. Pantherlily sat on the table drinking from his tiny tankard smiling at the metal dragon slayers far more open displays of affection towards the solid script mage. "So when are you leaving for your mission Gazille?" Panther Lily asked nonchalantly.ftff 8 gazille x levi in Romance More Like This
Levi's head perked up for a minute. "Wait, you're not going with him Lily?" she looked over her shoulder at Gazille, "you didn't tell me that!" her eyes now filled with worry.
Gazille gave a low growl. "Couldn't just keep your mouth shut could you cat?" he gave an angry scowl to his cat on the table.
But Lily just returned the look thinking it was strange that Levi hadn't already known this. "I thought you would've told her. So why don't you tell her now."
"No Lily isn't coming. He can't come just like you can't. I have to do t
ftff 27 gazille x levi"Lucy, I can never forgive you." Natsu said beating his head on the bars counter. "We just totally lost." He whined before Lucy smacked him upside the head.ftff 27 gazille x levi in Romance More Like This
"this wasn't a contest Natsu!" she yelled at him. "be happy for Gray and Juvia."
"Natsu how unmanly of you to blame Lucy for your lack of ability to impregnate her." Elfman stated from his place leaning against the bar.
"Juvia I'm very happy for you." Lucy said giving the water mage a hug.
"Juvia is also very happy." She said with a blush.
"So what is everyone getting knocked up?" Cana asked leaning over her barrel.
"That's because my kids are so cute." Gazille said crossing his arms and smiling smugly.
"Pft only cause you are lucky they take after their mother." Cana added before returning to her drinking.
"Gazille be nice." Levi stated before he could retort at the card mage. "Juvia I'm sure you will have pretty babies too." Levi stated to the water mage as she bounced her two children on her knees. Reedus sat close by
ftff 20 gazille x leviGazille looked down at the tiny creature in his arms, watching the little drops of water soak into the cloth wrapped around him. A soft peach fuzz of navy blue coated its small head. He gave a glance over to Levi in her arm, with help from Lucy, lay a matching dark blue haired babe. Her tuft of hair held back with a little pink head band with a bow on it. Lily was on Levi's tummy smiling down on the tiny child. Wendy was leaning on the side of the bed to see.ftff 20 gazille x levi in Romance More Like This
"Gazille " Levi said softly. He sniffled. "Are you ok?"
"I'm more than ok. I'm I've never been happier than this moment now." Gazille said with a very uncharacteristic genuine smile the lightened up his entire face. "We, we made a family Levi."
"Yes we did. A beautiful family." Levi said smiling down on the bundle in her arms. Gazille leaned over and kissed her forehead.
"What are you going to name them?" Wendy asked. Her eyes never leaving the tiny girl in Levi's arms.
"What did you and Lucy pick out Levi?" Gazille ask
ftff 23 gazille x levi"Gazille come to bed, please."ftff 23 gazille x levi in Romance More Like This
"Why?" he asked from his seat by his kids' bassinets.
"Because you need sleep, get it while you can. You are so cranky to everyone when you don't sleep." Levi moaned from the bed just a few feet away.
"I want to watch them sleep though." He growled out a whine.
"Gazille plenty of time for that. Please just come to bed." She lifted her arm to wave at him and promptly dropped it back loudly to the bed. "I'm cold and lonely." She tried to coax him.
He gave a dark chuckle. "You miss me that bad?" she whined and he chuckled again getting up form his seat and climbing on top of his mate.
"Gazille, sleeeep." Levi moaned out. He caught it with his own lips to hers. She gave him a smile not opening her eyes. "Ok now sleep." He carefully rolled over into his spot on the bed and wrapped a protective arm around her.
Less than an hour later. Gazille was awoken to crying. He sleepily crawled out of bed and over to his kids. Levi was already up and rocking Az
ftff 11 gazille x leviLevi, Wendy, and lily made their way to guild to get some breakfast after her latest doctors visit, before they started their shopping trip to pick up the finishing touches on the baby room they had been building. Lucky as part of her baby gift to Levi had even come over to help with the addition. Wendy had been spending a lot of time with Levi and lily since she had found out about the babies. She had taken a special job from master Makrov as Levi's little helper. She did everything she could to help Levi around town and the apartment, and even spent the night with Levi at Gazille's place when lily would take team shadow gear out on jobs once a month. Being as that was all that jet and Droy could handle to do as they spent the rest of the month recuperating for the next job.ftff 11 gazille x levi in Drama More Like This
It was a bit of long trip from Levi's extra weight she had to carry, at 7 months pregnant, along with all the people stopping her to congratulated her and rub her belly for luck. But she didn't act like she minded
ftff 12 gazille x leviThe guild hall was quiet when masker Makrov explained the situation to the guild. However if that quiet had been bad, the silence and looks from the members as he put forth Ezra's worries before the guild were far worse. He scanned the face of his members trying to read them. Lily was at Levi's side whispering in her ear. She had tears welling. And he could see the pain on his young students face. The emotions that met him were those of anger, pain, fear, guilt, and regret. It didn't surprise anyone with who was the first to speak out, but what he said did however seem to shock everyone.ftff 12 gazille x levi in Drama More Like This
"NO!" Natsu yelled hoping up on the bar next to Levi. "No way Gazille would ever betray us!"
"Natsu as much as we all think and wish to believe that Gazille is one of us, he has a very dark past. And this is a big temptation to go back to his old ways." Ezra stated to the fire dragon. "I know you and Wendy have a special bond with him, being dragon slayers, but that may not be enough. We have no way to