not all...not all scars shownot all... in Free Verse More Like This
not all wounds heal
sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels....
you maid mistakes...you maid some mistakes ...you maid mistakes... in Free Verse More Like This
i get that
i'll forgive you
but i'll never forget
what you did
what you said
how it maid me feel
how it effected me
but you should have never done that in the first place...
once upon a time...once upon a time there was this happy little girl.once upon a time... in Free Verse More Like This
she grew up.
her best friend became a razor instead of a real girl.
she hated her self, cried all the time.
she forgot what it was like to be happy.
all she ever felt was pain.
she had friends but still felt lonely.
she got judged.
all she need was help to get out of this deep, dark hole of depression.
that's all she ever wanted.
she got judged more
one day she had enough,
and ended her life
she was once this happy little girl.
dealing with bullyinghere's how I dealt with bullying.dealing with bullying in Free Verse More Like This
I cried, I hated myself, I hated my life.
I didn't deal with it, I survived it.
it's not about you, it has nothing to do about you.
it's about the assholes doing it.
your job it not to deal with it.
your job is to survive it.
with you can do because it will end.
and then, yes, it will get better
you wereyou were givin this life because you were strong enough to over come the difficulties.you were in Free Verse More Like This
i give up...I'm done ... I give up.i give up... in Free Verse More Like This
I'm just tired of everything.
I'm tired of trying and not succeeding.
I'm tired of being lied too.
I'm tired of forcing a smile, a laugh everyday of my life.
I'm tired of lying to people to protect myself.
I'm tired of living.
I'm tired of being judged.
I'm tired of feeling broken ,hurt ,lost ,alone ,sad ,anger, almost breaking down and that burning sensation.
I'm tired of not being able to live the life I want to.
I'm tired of everyone trying to fix everything, just keep it broken.
I'm tired of people not being able to see the signs that I'm in pain.
I'm tired of everyone ignoring that I'm in pain.
I'm tired of everything and everyone.
I'm so fucking tired of society saying "oh you're perfect" then judged you, and says "oh you self-harm, you must be emo, oh that poor girl that killed herself" nobody care unless your dead. but what about the other people that suffer and that are so fucking tired of everything... I guess you never thought of that, did you?...
when you ask how i am.....when you ask me how I am, I could tell you a lot.when you ask how i am..... in Free Verse More Like This
I could tell you I hate myself.
how I look in the mirror and cry.
how I drag a blade across my skin and love it.
how I go to sleep wishing I wouldn't wake up.
how I wish I could disappear.
how I'm drifting away from everything.
how I cry so hard I can't breath.
but I won't say anything.
I will just say I'm fine, fake a smile, and keep going
Flying Feathers Light Show- Results! Winners posted! You guys made this so hard, all the entries were creative and fabulous!!!! Ribbons will be posted some time reasonably soon, otherwise note me about your prize if you won 1st-3rd or Judge's/Viewer's ChoiceFlying Feathers Light Show- Results! in Personal More Like This
1) sVa Braydan 82
2) GH Destiny in the Stars (aka Nova)
3) H.M.S. Meet the Ghost of Stephen Foster at the Hotel Paradise
4) BWS Bloody Russian Roulette
1) KhS Farahild 312
2) GH Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
3) IVS Burning Down The House
5) EH Earendils Stern
6) Men Wear Pink
7) BWS Respect
8) ps Cordelia
9) MLA's Churchill
10) EH Don´t Kiss and Tell and ES der Rote Zora
We are holding a slightly different show this time. Again, the theme will be trying something new; this time, it is about lighting! Horses of all breeds, natural and unnatural, are welcome.
The show will be held outdoors and indoors from dusk to after sundown, and the weather will be inte