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It hurt me to say it… God how it hurt. Three simple words. Who would have known how much it could have affected my entire life. I had so many chances but I waited. I was stupid to think that I would have all the time in the world to tell him… But life has a funny way of slapping you in the face and ripping you out of your day dreams… Sure I had said it plenty of times… When we were playing games or even just talking late at night. But everyone thought I was joking. They thought I was goofing off… Then came the day when he told me about… Her. His girlfriend. She was pretty, I would admit that. I was on Skype with him at the time. I congratulated him. Then logged off… and I screamed. It wasn't the scream I had when I was playing a scary game or something with him. It was a scream of pure anguish. This couldn't be happening to me. But I had waited too long to tell him that I loved him for real. God damn it… how could I do this to myself…?