LucyLucyLucy in Free Verse More Like This
I watched her die
For two years
Knowing -- knowing
That it was cancer
I was told
Two years ago
She has watched me
Grow and learn
Happy to see me
A smile on her face
We tried surgery
Finally in the end
We tried no more
And let her die
In my arms.
She has been my companion
For 12 years
Just been there
She was my loving dog, who cared for me.
Lucy RIP 8/1/2013
I give you my wordYou're so beautifulI give you my word in Free Verse More Like This
and I will always mean it
You made my heart race
when I first Met you
I've loved you for awhile
but was afraid to show you
You're still my crush
and I will always care about you
I will always be here for you
through the worse and the best times
Cause it is true to me
that I fell for you the longest
You're amazing eyes
and the lovestruck smile
I will always love you
even if we aren't together
You're an amazing girl
and I hope you're future is wonderful
I give you my word
that I will always be here for you
BISEXUALWe're Not worthlessBISEXUAL in Free Verse More Like This
Not a mistake to this world
we don't have issues
we don't have problems!
We are humans after all
We aren't in a phase
it's the truth
we are DIFFERENT
We should be loved
we should be cared for
We aren't mental
Nor are we in a phase
We shouldn't be put down
we should be accepted
We aren't wrong
nor are we stupid
We are DIFFERENT
we want to be ACCEPTED
we want to LIVE
how we feel its right
Yes we love guys
but it's not wrong
we just want to be ACCEPTED
Not be put down
Not to be hurt
especially by the ones
we thought cared about us
All we want is to be ACCEPTED
Not be judged
Not be hurt all the time
we just want to LIVE our own Life!
Wishing to rest in peaceI lie awakeWishing to rest in peace in Free Verse More Like This
hoping that this day will end
No more pain inside
wishing the death will soon come
Thinking about the past
wishing for this to end
Thinking about the future
but fearing it so much
Feeling so lost
and feeling so lonely
No end to this sadness
and no end to the tears falling down
Wishing that people understand
wishing to be loved
wishing that this day will end
so she can live in peace
Wishing to rest in peace
hoping that day will soon come
with the tears falling down
every cut she takes
No end to this sadness
no end to the madness
Wishing the pain is gone
and no hope to go on
Lying awake at night
thinking about the past
wanting the future to come
but fearing it so much
Every tear that falls
every cut that happens
lying awake each night
and wishing to rest in peace
DepressionI hear whispers inside my mindDepression in Free Verse More Like This
telling me to do things
I don't know why I have to
but they pressure me to the max
I can't help but cry my heart out
I take this razor and slice my arm
The voices tell me to keep going
saying that pain is my best friend
I slice my arms some more
blood falls to the ground
I scream in agony
wondering why it is always me
I don't know what is happening
Maybe this life is a nightmare to all
Am I better off dead?
I tell myself everyday
I don't know what I'm suppose to do
I always keep hearing voices
Telling me that this is right
so I listen to them to the fullest
Scars all over my arms
I don't know what just happened
I crash to the bed at night
wondering if this is the start of my death
I have Depressive DisorderI am hopeless I am a failureI have Depressive Disorder in Free Verse More Like This
I have no goals I just want to end it
I don't know whats real I don't know the truth
I don't want to live on this earth anymore
I am a mistake I am useless
No hope to this world no faith within my life
I can't see the good I can only see the bad
What has this made me become to this day?
I wish it were all to end
This pain I feel deep inside
I don't see anything worth living
I want it to all end tonight
I wish i was never born
I wish i wasn't an issue.
I don't see good within me I can only see the bad
I am ugly I am nothing
I want to leave this world
I have no reason to be here
There is no faith there is no life
I wish I wasn't born
I am a person with depression
Behind this MaskYou smile at meBehind this Mask in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I smile back
But when you turn around
my smile starts to fade
Behind this pain
behind this mask
is someone that you never knew
a girl in pain
Behind this mask
is a girl in pain
No way to cope
but to cry her heart out
Faking the smile
but crying when alone
Behind this mask
Is the girl you will never know
Marry me?You're an angelMarry me? in Free Verse More Like This
from the sky
the only one
that made my life worth living
You are the truth
in every smile
the only one
that understands me
You are the one
that always makes me smile
the only one
that helps me fully
You are my angel
the one I will always love
the one that has saved me
from the worse that can happen
You have helped me so much
loved me forever
you are my angel
and the love of my life
You have stolen my heart
and loved me from the start
now baby all I ask
Will you Marry me?
TrappedI am trapped in this darkness,Trapped in Free Verse More Like This
like a caged bird finding way to freedom.
No one understand the feelings I have,
its been a long time since I expressed them.
I am trapped in this life I hate,
no one seems to see me, no one seems to care.
I am forever alone in this darkness,
like a caged animal wanting freedom.
I wish my life would be over,
for I only wanted freedom.
Maybe when I finally die,
I will finally have the freedom I desired.
I am trapped in this world we all hate,
wanting to find freedom, to never be alone.
But my life was always a mistake,
I wish it ended along time ago.
For all I wanted was to be free,
like a caged up bird wanting to fly.
Never to be alone, to always be alive,
wishing to find peace, in this miserable world.
I am in a cage, surrounded by darkness.
No one sees me, not even I see myself.
I wish i wasn't trapped, in this world I always hated.
Maybe one day I will die....and be free from misery and pain
Living a Lie.Living a Lie.Living a Lie. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You say things you don't mean when you're angry.
You call me a waste of space and that you can't stand me.
When the dust settles you say you don't mean it.
You say I should know better than to believe it.
As usual I foolishly upkeep your illusive hold on me.
I allow you to mute my thoughts and take control of me.
You promise and reassure me that it will never happen again.
That this is the last time and you will put it all to an end.
But I know promises only comfort fools,
Who readily allow others to pull the wool
Over our eyes because it is easier to swallow the lies.
Can it be a mistake if it happens more than twice?
Despite my preaching I can never take my own advice.
I've realised that this aggression is a part of you
And because I can never dare to part from you.
I have to believe the love you have for me is true.
Sometimes you have to take a lie not for what it is
But for the truth and reality it suspends.
Withdraw your vengeful tongue and revert it into a kiss.
Nonet Four MaturityMaturityNonet Four Maturity in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As I grow older I start to see.
This life for what it really is.
Death is unpredictable.
Success is not assured.
Pleasure is short lived.
Pain is promised.
Nonet Two I ThoughtI ThoughtNonet Two I Thought in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I thought you would not ever hurt me.
I guess I was completely wrong.
You promised to protect me,
The end was prolonged.
You said you loved me.
I can't be strong.
Please help me.
Nonet Three AwakeningAwakeningNonet Three Awakening in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As I look around I start to see.
No one is who they claim to be.
Fake expressions, forced smiles.
When truly all the while,
With my two real eyes.
The real lies
StrandedStrandedStranded in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Out of place,
Lost in space,
What is my purpose?
I feel this same way
When I wake up and draw the curtains.
Very few suggestions
UncheartedUncheartedUnchearted in Free Verse More Like This
Home is where the heart is.
Where do you go if you have no heart?
The end is where the start is.
How can you proceed.
Without a fully motorized engine?
The inanimate body still bleeds.
How can we function and operate.
Without a soul purpose?
Love and pain refuse to cooperate.
Life becomes incomplete
The journey becomes obsolete
RelianceRelianceReliance in Free Verse More Like This
How do I know where I stand?
How do I know what I'm worth?
How do I know what I am?
Awkward TensionAwkward TensionAwkward Tension in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Confined there is no way forward,
And no escape route to look towards.
Forced and fake conversations.