VLOG 5VLOG 5 is up on my youtube channel:VLOG 5 in Personal More Like This
Part 1: http://www.youtube.com/watch?vvc8XaPyl-8&featurelcp
Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotation_812982&feature=iv&src_vidvc8XaPyl-8&v=Gxys4Iz1-pk
this is the first 1 I've done NOT in my own room, this vlog comes from the bringing blasphemy practice room :3
WARNING: we perform a few songs but because it's a raw recording, the sound is highly unbalanced and doesn't represent anything close to complete works.
P.S. I'm a poorly bunny come make me soup
P.P.S. check this video me and a few friends made (I just make an appearance really X3) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__HF4DvoECA
funniest shit I heard X3a friend said I could be a model. pfft!!! whatever! I mean... I'd do more photos and shiz... if I had pretty clothes to do it with >.< guess that's why I need a job >.funniest shit I heard X3 in Personal More Like This
we're playing a festival!that's right, Bringing Blasphemy is playing it's first Festival! ^^we're playing a festival! in Personal More Like This
apparently the venue we played at last week were impressed and have asked us if we'd like to play at their annual metal and thrashcore festival in October :3
naturally we said yes and we're playing on saturday 13th October at the Black Swan on thorton road, Bradford at 3:30 pm so if anyone lives in England and wants to see us play just come on in. it's free
and if you're under 18 remember to bring a parent, it's a pub afterall
show up early and hang out with me and the rest of the band before and after we go on stage
and yes this is my return to DA... sort of... hopefully my laptop will be repaired this weekend and I can get uploading X3
Bringing Blasphemy Live Vids coming soonso we played our first live gig last week supporting the awesome City of Conquest on their EP launch along with the equally awesome 40 Thieves (go check out City of Conquests EP 'Inner Voices' in their Facebook page).Bringing Blasphemy Live Vids coming soon in Personal More Like This
a few vids were taken and should be up on the bands youtube channel in a few weeks. we'll also be heading into the studio within the next few months to record our first EP.
our Live performance will be put up in full in 6 segments by track:-
- 1. Fallen From Grace
- 2. Smells Like Teen Spirit [Nirvana Cover]
- 3. If I kill Myself (who will you Torment next?)
- 4. My Comfort
- 5. Run to the Hills [Iron Maiden Cover]
- 6. the Beautiful People [Marilyn Manson Cover]
and each track only includes at least 30 fuck ups each XD
and lastly we're hoping to be welcoming a Bassist into the band within the next month :3 so fingers crossed
thanks guys, love you all ^^
P.s. I'll be making my full return to DA at the weekend ^^ this is just a little update while I have t
time for another rantyaoi/slash/BL fangirlstime for another rant in Personal More Like This
and to be clear I'm not bashing yaoi or any female fans of it... just the 12 year old fan girls that decide to pick up on it and get the totally wrong idea about gay relationships and actual homosexual males from BL and yaoi.
and I don't think most of them get the idea that gay means... well GAY. it seems like as soon as these girls find out a guy is gay they're like 'OMG fuck me!'. well that's NOT gonna happen cos' they're FUCKING GAY! get that into your skulls >.
judge for yourselves :3Anorexiajudge for yourselves :3 in Personal More Like This
[x] You hate your body. (meh... could be better)
[x] You have starved yourself. (still do... just not all the time)
[x] You have low self esteem. (yup... getting some back though :3)
[ ] You use laxatives.
[x] You need to be skinnier.
[x] People always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[x] People think you are way too skinny. (just my mum)
[x] You skip at least one meal a day. (lunch usually... sometimes breakfast too)
[ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion
[ ] You are hyper most of the time.
[x] You barely pay attention to anything.
[x] You cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] You seem to never sit still.
[x] You talk all the time. (except when I'm ill)
[x] You need attention 24/7.
[ ] You aren't very shy.
[x] You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] You are very irritable.
[x] You barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] You have very high self esteem at times.
RECKLESS ABANDON!Yeah guys, me and my band mates have settled on Reckless Abandon as our name :3 we were always gonna pick out of the top three from this pole anyway, not just accept the top votedRECKLESS ABANDON! in Personal More Like This
anyway, we're in the process of writing two songs, and putting together a song with lyrics written by :iconmaple-leaf-matsi: who kindly allowed us to use lyrics she wrote, thanks so much hun, we love the songs xoxox
I can't say much about what we're working on right now, except we want all our songs to sound different from each other. I can give you the song titles of what we're working on.
an alterna-metal song called 'the chamber'
a synth/screamo song called 'they say it get's better'
and a lighter, softer track called 'here'... thats the one written by matsi ^^
we will be putting up a facebook, youtube and twitter page soon, with a bandcamp page to follow once we have some recordings down...
and to all the people who voted us to use bringing blasphemy, I promise we'll use the name in some degree,
a meme thingySo here's the deal: listen to your mp3, or whatever music player you have and set it on shuffle. Then write down the title as the answer for each question below. Don't cheat! Even if the title is ridiculous as the answer! XDa meme thingy in Personal More Like This
1. What's your nickname?
2. Where are you?
Casablanca Sucked Anyways
3. What's your personality like?
All the Way Down
4. What's your favorite thing to do?
we gon' make luv
5. What do you like best?
this cocaine makes me feel like I'm on this song
6. What's your favorite color?
She Had the World
7. What the best advise you ever got?
if you can't ride two horses at once you should get out of the circus
8. What's your superpower?
Seize the Day
I'm baaaaack :pMagically I turnedI'm baaaaack :p in Personal More Like This
Tragedy into melody
Over catchy beats
It comes so naturally
So smooth and casually
That's why they call me king
Of the music scene
YUP! I'm back (for real this time X3)
and I've actually started drawing again, gonna start with a Ma-hoo-sive upload this weekend. lots of BVB, MCR, slipknot, murderdolls and Falling in Reverse art work that is very macabre and twisted. some furries (obviously... including my Sona transformation from kitty to bunny X3)... and some lyrics pics that I haven't done in... FOREVER >w
NAME CHANGE!my boyfriend,:iconthemightyserk:, gave me the points I need for a premium membership. I love him so much :iconloveloveplz:NAME CHANGE! in Personal More Like This
so I was formally known as Lycanthrope-Boy, I am now EmoKittyBoy. (totally not ripping off :icongothbunnyboy: in anyway whatsoever ^^)
Collection: Haunted HousesCollection: Haunted Houses in Art Features More Like This
Coming across a deserted house, whether hidden by the distance of a rolling countryside or by the shadows of adjoining city ghetto dwellings, is like stumbling across an unnoticed, unburied corpse. It is obviously dead now, but once it was full of lives. Coming across a haunted house is different. Deserted or still occupied, it is a place where lives, unsatisfied, have refused to move on into a full death. The houses reflect their tenants. They are living dead structures, refusing to return to dust.
“What terrified me will terrify others; and I need only describe the spectre which had haunted my midnight pillow”
– Mary Shelley
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Friday The 13th
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It's October and the sacred 31 days of Halloween are upon us-time to get your gore on! The chill is in the air, the leaves are on the ground, and Halloween candy has been out since Labor Day. So while you’re waiting in the Starbucks line for an overpriced double pumpkin spice whatever, pass the time with this year’s scary movies reviews!
Odyssey Into 2012 Visit our Official Chatroom and Group.Odyssey Into 2012 in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Odyssey Into 2012
She has awakened before a gate she has no memory of opening. She has no name, and
no memory of how she came to be here, at the first station of a fateful quest she
does not understand but knows she must continue.
Who is she?
Only you will bring her to life.
Only you will tell her story in your words and your art.
How can I contribute to the story?
How can I contribute to the story?
Only you will bring her to life and guide her on her quest.
Only you will tell her story with your own words and your own illustrations.
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J. Paul Getty - The Liberation of Masterpieces as Open Content
The J. Paul Getty Museum has initiated an Open Content Program to share, freely and without restriction, as many of the Getty’s digital resources as possible.
A first sharing of 4,600 high-resolution images of the Museum’s collection, including many masterworks, has just been made available and all are free to use, modify, and publish for any purpose.
In a brilliant stroke, the Getty Museum has liberated one of the top collections of art in the world not just for access but for use. The museum is literally “beaming up” the great works in its collection as living resour
Slender ManWatch depthRADIUSSlender Man in Art Features More Like This
The Slender Man
In this season of deceits deceptions & witcheries
I am wary of my following message not being received with the full gravity it deserves. It is not my intention to unduly alarm the deviantART community, but... LaurenKitsune is at this time unaccounted for. All attempts on our part to contact her have failed. It is my hope that she has simply taken a much deserved unscheduled pre-Halloween “vacation” and will be back in online communication soon.
Before going dark, LaurenKitsune was good enough to write and transmit a report on the Slender Man phenomenon sweeping the Internet. That report is published here fo
Dante's Inferno, What's the Worst that Can Happen?Dante's Inferno, What's the Worst that Can Happen? in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Oct 17, 2012 by techgnotic
Sometimes in youth we play crazy mind games. One gruesome game was trying to think of the worst way to die. Or even better, the "which would you choose" version of the same conceit. Another was what would be the worst torture to endure. If there is one international touchstone that best captures youthful fears and wonders in speculation of what lies beyond the veil of death and awaits as possible punishment for our sins, it must be - to the few who have actually read it to the millions who "know" it – "Dante's Inferno." Who does not shiver at the thought of being lost somewhere in the "Nine Rings of Hell?"
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The FX Channel has just concluded the highly successful third season of its American Horror Story series.
Each season has featured its own stand-alone storyline, insuring against series stagnation and creating a story competition as the ever-ravenous horror audience eagerly awaits each season’s next outrageous attempt to top the last. Coven, the third entry in the series, a witchcraft genre entry, has not disappointed. Its star, Jessica Lange, was nominated for a Golden Globe. Critical reception, despite the considerable gory fx (envelope-pushing for net
The Monster in The MirrorWatch depthRADIUSThe Monster in The Mirror in Art Features More Like This
A Pop Culture Interpretation of The Supernatural
Every culture around the world created gods and other mythical beings by mixing and matching fanged and taloned animal parts—e.g., enormous eagle heads on lions’ bodies—human beings have always seemed to need to believe there are powerful and usually quite vengeful supernatural beings lurking just beyond the candlelight.
Supernatural beings come to serve several purposes:
They kept people on the lighted path of truth and goodness, fearful of exploring beyond;
They were a reminder of the punishment we deser
Milk for The UglyMilk for The Ugly in Art Features More Like This
The Latest Thing of Beauty
By akreon & vesner
Imagine that you are a young social worker, dedicated to finding out the hidden and forgotten old souls who haunt the cold, mean streets of the city. You seek to report on their living conditions, possibly recommending they be removed from their roach-infested “homes.”
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Disney Artist Brian Kesinger on Creating Story through Character
Foreword by techgnotic
It is with great pleasure we welcome BrianKesinger as a guest writer to the Today Page Editorial Team. Considering his authentic citizenship within the deviantART community, his thoughts and insights will be of great value to all aspiring artists, illustrators, writers and others involved in any creative endeavor. For over 18 years, Brian has worked for Walt Disney Studios on films like Big Hero 6, Winnie the Pooh, Tarzan, Tangled, Wreck It Ralph and
why not?Hiatus will hopefully be done with in a week or so. Just gotta get past midterms.why not? in Personal More Like This
In the meantime:
Comment on this journal and I'll...
1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Ask you a question.
5. Tell you something I like about you.
6. Give you a nickname.
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal.
Dark Knight ShootingNO I HAVEN'T SEEN THE MOVIE YET AND DON'T YOU DARE SPOIL IT FOR ME!Dark Knight Shooting in Personal More Like This
With that said:
I am greatly distraught at this most recent shooting. My heart goes out to those families. And oddly enough, I am not only saddened, disgusted, and enraged at the deaths but also saddened that these dedicated fans that have waited so long to see this movie never will have the chance to.
Also, I'm quite honestly annoyed at the amount of people who BLAME Christopher Nolan's Batman movies... Anyone crazy and messed up as that could be as likely swayed by one source of inspiration or another. May I point out the shooting in Norway? Evil will not come from just one source, it will come from anything that is convenient. If Nolan's films didn't exist, I'm quite sure this shooter would have found another inspiration. Yes, he called himself the Joker, but Breivik considered himself a defender of Christian culture.
*Please note: I am a Christian, just making a point though that any excuse can be used.
Amazing SpidermanLeading up to this movie release I kept hearing comments along the lines of:Amazing Spiderman in Personal More Like This
"Who the eff is Mark Webb?"
"Where's Mary Jane? Who's this blonde chick?"
"But he's in HIGHSCHOOL! That's so not right!"
"A lizard? Really?"
"Did they dye Mary Jane's hair?"
Of COURSE a reboot means a remake... 'cause that's totally what it is... not. In spite of the face-palm inducing ignorance of the general public in regards to who Gwen Stacy and Curt Connors are, I was looking forward to the reboot. "Ah finally! They're going to get things right!"
And they did... Peter's a highschool student, Gwen's his girlfriend, he doesn't have web glands in his wrists...
I have also been a fan of Mark Webb for a while now. (And only last week did I finally manage to watch 500 Days of Summer) For those who are still confused where this director came from, he was primarily a music video director and a favorite of bands like My Chemical Romance, Green Day, Weezer (and many others).
So while this movie got some things righ
COMIC CON!!!!!!So I'm going to San Diego Comic Con tomorrow and sunday. This is gonna be a BLAST. I've been wanting to go for years and years and this time I was finally able to get tickets. I'm so ridiculously excited!COMIC CON!!!!!! in Personal More Like This
I'll be roving around dressed as a femme Captain Hammer. With ABSURDLY tight pants. On sunday I have plans to go as Kobra Kid. If you're there and see me, say hi.
SO yeah... this is me flaunting my happiness... yes I know, so immature.
Self ImageGuys can be jerks... Or just stupid, which can be just as bad sometimes. (not meaning to just rant on all guys, only a specific type)Self Image in Personal More Like This
This year in school someone made a joke about what i am lacking physically. Ha. Ha. So funny. It also happened to be a comment on something I've really struggled with in the self esteem department.
It's kinda sickening when you realize that the stereotype of guys checking girls out and judging certain qualities is true when it's shoved right in your face in a very unkind manner.
If I was clever I could have made a comment about HIS physical qualities...
If I was mean I could have made an even more stinging observation...
If I had tried hard enough I could have really dealt a blow to his self esteem like he did to me.
But I'm not mean, I'm not clever, and I'm really lazy. And it quite honestly just isn't in me to make value judgments based on looks and to actually say them out loud... to people's faces.
I did learn something though... He may th
I'm a Nerd Girl, Not an Ignorant SlutFirst, the girlfriend gets shoved into the fridge, then the nerd girl gets forced into the cone of shame ("I do not like the cone of shame").I'm a Nerd Girl, Not an Ignorant Slut in Personal More Like This
I don't react well when guys challenge my interest in geek culture and assume I'm only into it because it's all the rage right now (I've got this several times at school*). The reason for being interested in geek culture shouldn't even matter anyways. Frankly, I would be thrilled if the opposite gender population suddenly became interested in my favorite media or fandom. Isn't that every nerd's dream? But instead of geek girls being able to openly join in with Felicia Day in a rounding chorus of "Now I'm the one that's cool!", we get challenged every time we open our mouths or show our faces at a con.
Tony Harris may have tried to polish up his opinion and try to re-present it in a non-offensive and thoughtful manner… AFTER his original post that was riddled with grammatical errors, foul language, and downright hateful words took the intern
Hey! A Female Hero NOT Dressed Like A HookerCan we talk about how AWESOME this costume is? Because this new costume is awesome!Hey! A Female Hero NOT Dressed Like A Hooker in Personal More Like This
Waaaaaaay better than whatever the hell that white costume was all about.
"NO ONE WILL NOTICE ME! NOR SHAL THEY EVER GUESS MY SECRET IDENTITY!!!!"
Also I love how the artist notes specify that it’s a badass leather jacket and NOT a tight spandex spray on with boob socks.
The only thing I find rather weird is that it looks like Babs Gordon has aged backwards. She looks way younger now. Like she’s back to being nineteen again.
Bottom Line and Final Thoughts: LOVE the costume! Cute, practical, and sexy! Let’s just hope the writers do a good job with the characters and story.
CELEBRATE OH YE NATIONS OF THE EARTH!For today is the birthday of teh GREATEST NATION EVAR!!!!CELEBRATE OH YE NATIONS OF THE EARTH! in Personal More Like This
Now if you'll excuse me I need to go play with fireworks!
Sherlock VS Elementary.I think I like the American version a little better.Sherlock VS Elementary. in Personal More Like This
Yes yes, bring on the flame war, winter is coming and the angry mob torches will help save on my heating bill.
Now let us look at just the facts. I have only seen the FIRST episode of each series. So I am just judging this entirely based on the pilot episodes. (YES I plan on watching more episodes but right now I'm just a bit more excited for next week's ELEMENTARY. )
Let's look at the heroes
In ELEMENTARY (US) Holmes is a tattooed, bondage loving former drug addict fresh out of rehab. Right off the bat you get the idea that this is a flawed, damaged, and more INTERESTING character.
In SHERLOCK (UK) Holmes comes out as a near "MAGICAL" super sleuth who's only fault is being socially awkward at times. He used to smoke a lot and it IS hinted that at one point he may have had a drug problem. However, he doesn't show it. At no point does the UK Holmes look like he's not 110% in control of the situation. He's like a British BATMAN. Just f
PIRATES! IN SPACE!!!!I guess Japan made a badass Captain Harlock movie, and I guess it's got itself an english dub! AWESOME!PIRATES! IN SPACE!!!! in Personal More Like This
SPACE PIRATE CAPTAIN HARLOCK is an old school sci fi anime that has been referenced numerous times, though I have yet to actually watch any of it. BUT I WILL NOW!
Now For Something A Little Different. TEEN TITANS!GO!Now For Something A Little Different. TEEN TITANS! in Personal More Like This
As most of you no doubt know, my all time FAVORITE Superhero Team is THE TEEN TITANS!!!! I've been a fan of the comics AND the old tv show (YES, I read the comics first, not that it matters, but in this era of hyper critical super nerds I guess I need to clarify and justify these meaningless details.) so I am naturally excited for a new show with the original voice cast all returning! Now a LOT of fans had some complaints about the new tone the show is now going for.
:iconcryingplz: "OHMAGAWUD!!! THIS NU SHOW LOOKS LEIK SHEEEEET!!! IT'S ALL CHIBI AND LAME! AND THEY'RE TELLING JOKES!!! AND HAVING FUN!!!! THE OLD TITANS NEVER TOLD JOKES AND OR HAD ANY FUN EVER!!!! AND JUDGING FROM THE FEW CLIPS I HAVE SEEN OF THIS NEW SHOW, THEY WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER EVAR HAVE ANY MOMENTS OF DRAMA OR CHARACTER DEPTH IN LATER EPISODES OF THIS1!!! THEREFORE I HATE IT AND I HATE EVERYONE WHO MADE IT AND I HATE EVERYONE WHO MAY LIKE IT!!! AAAAAUUUGHHHHHHHHFUEHFDSNVFRGURIEHFNDSKJGFEYUWRBEWBVYUDSBFESAQ11!
Scotland!Reminder anyone up north-ish of the British Isles who'd like to play fangirl meet-up this week! I'm in Scotland this last week of August with Louisa... Mainly Edinburgh Sunday-Monday 25-26th + Saturday 31st, and stalking Neil Gaiman at a signing in Inverness on Wednesday, and maybe popping over Aberdeen-ish area and... whoever else wants to meet up and geek out, PM me and we'll try and work something out.Scotland! in Personal More Like This
Everyone not in that area, sorry for spamming, laters!
yegods and little fishies, June already??: dusts off Journal button, nervously taps mic :yegods and little fishies, June already?? in Personal More Like This
: peers into expectant, judgy darkened audience :
: counts seats vacated :
Hello there, girls and boys and Goblins and RBCs and assorted Dear Readers.
I'm really very sorry GND updates have slowed to a trickle, nay, a Chinese water-drip trick, just as we hit what is pretty much the epic-est storyline I have up my sleeve for the moment. There are some incompressible times issues in coordinating with my various wonderfully skilled but also busy and much imposed-upon colour sorceresses, and these are pages that can't quite be dashed off quickly, what with the Costume Porn and getting certain Significant Looks just right... Besides that personally, I have had little time to spare on them (or certain long-ago planned commissions, *cough*) this semester. I've been working on volume 2 of ''Alyssa'' for the French BD market, and am kinda nose-to-the-grindstone, blinkered by the deadline on that. Not that it's not pret
Minions, buy my sh*t! + update___Minions, buy my sh*t! + update in Personal More Like This
EDIT MARCH 17th (Happy Saint Paddy's! )
Issue #03 of VS Comics, with the third and final part of my contribution Swan Song, is out! in pdf form > http://vscomics.bigcartel.com/product/vs-comics-3
Sorry, I can't post a new page of that part without spoiling something. Lots of reveals and twists and gotta warn you, it's pretty bittersweet.
OK? So any of you who were hanging back, or tablet-less.... pdf format yo, pretty compatible with whatever device you are surfing dA on methinks, and no cut-off series leaving you hanging - you get 18 pages by me and a complete neat little story, plus oodles of different comic goodness to go with, for less than 10 bucks / 6quid in toto. Contributions to the cause mucho beaucoup appreciated. and THANKS to the people who have already bought the first issues and spread the word.
ALSO. Unrelated personal matter. If any of my watchers goes to UT Austin, could you PM me plz?
... I mean, um. In more polite and le
Happy New Year! And stuff.Hey guys,Happy New Year! And stuff. in Personal More Like This
Hope you had a lovely time over the winter holidays. I received the complete Blackadder DVD boxset for Christmas, and a dress-up David Bowie paperdoll from my sisters - delightful.
(And a poster from certain persons Statesside YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE turned up, which is much-appreciated, but I must point out you guys wussed out on labelling the tube-shaped parcel sent to my parents' address as "Contents: David Bowie's d*ck" like you said you would. Chikins.)
Many apologies I haven't yet resumed GND (I see little Wednesday spikes in my daily pageview stats and feel mildly awful). I basically spent the last week of the official "holidays" hurriedly finishing off a project that had gotten delayed by Christmas shopping and family obligations. It's another issue of that digital comic I may have mentioned and certainly will again once they get their e-reader format neat and ready for download - it's an unpaid, creator-owned publication and I would immensely appreciate any of m
It worked, you guys. Thanks! ;)So, I haz a cosy little rental flat in downtown Lyon, 5 mins walk away from half a dozen school-day friends, tucked away on the keys in a renovated 17th-century nunnery that's been converted to wee little appartments. Yay.It worked, you guys. Thanks! ;) in Personal More Like This
Thank you for the postive vibes.
The results of the latest Poll are highly amusing. There's like a hair's breadth distance between the two options asking for the reveal of Jareth and Sarah's respective [assumed Dirty] Secrets. And the sexy vote beats the fluffy. Ahahaha.
And predictably enough with S.H.I.E.L.D. Agent Coulson showing up, the requests for a cameo by fangirl-favourite Loki are snowballing. (Aha. Snowballing. It's funny cos he's an Ice Giant. And adopted.)
Loki. God of Mischief. Multiverse-level troll.
Be careful what you wish for.
bday reportWell yesterday was my bday. I hate it when people make a big deal out of it and everyone is telling me happy bday (or in the case of Alea sad bday) so I was hoping it would be a day at church when the pastor's wife forgets to announce the bdays and people don't notice it in the bulletin. Alas that didn't happen. She did remember so the whole church heard it was my bday. Katie turned around in her seat since she was in front of me to tell me happy bday, then Brooke was late so Alea had to point it out to her in the bulletin. At church, outta the hundred fiftyish people who go there only like six people told me happy bday so that wasnt too bad. Tho Morgan didn't tell me that til he punched me (just a little punch on the arm) after I pinched him for not wearing green ehehehe.bday report in Personal More Like This
Lunch however, that did kinda put the attention on me. My aunt and uncle left it up to me to pick where we go for lunch and naturally they had presents and I'm just wanting out of the spotlight. Either way I got The
ImageSo during church, specially on Sunday mornings, I try REALLY hard to concentrate on the sermon. But its hard, partly cause my brain goes haywire and party cause with where Brooke, Alea and I sit if I turn to my left even the slightest bit I can see Morgan and any day he's good looking, but Sunday mornings when he's all dressed up in a suit (specially the purple one he wore this mornin) he looks absolutely fantastic. I would just change back to sitting behind my mum and dad so all I can ever see is the back of Morgan's head but that would just raise questions that I just don't wanna answer, and not turning to my left is outta the question cause if I wanna look at the pastor (or whomever is speaking) I have to look left. But I think this morning specifically I don't know really, but it was super hard to focus on the sermon. Then when we stood to worship and I'd turn to look around and see Morgan worshiping, just the way he smiles while he sings and just everything about that image in myImage in Personal More Like This
AdorableSo like, pretty much all my life I've had this little idea in my head. Now don't judge how girly it sounds please. I'm not normally this girly, but I've had this little idea in my head that it would be the cutest thing if a guy I REALLY like called me just at some random point. Welllllll today, just after I finished my school, that happened. Eric called me and since that call I've been on cloud nine cause it was just sooooo nice to talk to 'im again, specially after how long its been since I got to hear his voice. What's even better is that he said he might get to come visit soon!!!Adorable in Personal More Like This
Him? Normal?So i saw on fb that someone had a pic of the Doctor that said "Normal people when asked what letter comes after T" idc that the point was that some people have to spell out the alphabet. I wanna know why David Tennant is classified as normal. I mean really, since when was the Doctor normal? He's a mad man with a box!Him? Normal? in Personal More Like This
I don't know why I'm doing this anymore.And thank God I only have to hang in and suffer another 2 months, because if I felt this fed up earlier I would have dropped out for sure.I don't know why I'm doing this anymore. in Personal More Like This
I am so annoyed with these assignments right now.
I genuinely don't have a clue what I'm talking about anymore. And I'm 800 words off the wordcount, but I can not physically think of anything more to write.
It's all just words, words, words. That is all my life boils down to.
And I've realised that I suck at anything that might actually matter. Tell me to write something comparing two novels and I have absolutely no trouble. Ask me to write how I am going to actively promote my own future novel and survive in the business and it's the most hardest thing in the world.
So, basically, I suck at real life.
I wonder if it's possible to bludgeon myself to death with the corner of a textbook? That would be an ironic death.
I have 6 months to grow up.Hiya all. Guess what? I'm ill again! A couple of days ago my Dad said I looked really pale, and then over the weekend it got worse. Now my every word is practically a sneeze.I have 6 months to grow up. in Personal More Like This
I would have been in uni today, first day of term. Only... I'm not. I miss my uni friends.
But the other thing I wanted to say was that I've just found out the date that I will be graduating. And that makes me feel depressed. I now have just 6 months to grow up and work out my life before I actually have to be living it. I'll have to wear those mortarboards and weird penguin capes. Not really my style, but we've decided to think of them as Harry Potter robes and Sorting Hats. That makes them seem a lot more fun.
I had a sew-your-own bat soft toy for xmas, I think I'll do that for a bit. And will try to stop sneezing.
Love love kiss kiss!
p.s. 2 weeks and 6 days
I have no one to talk to.Hi everyone. Just thought I'd come give you a little update.I have no one to talk to. in Personal More Like This
I've recently gone into severe artists' and writers' block, on the fact that I have been largely stuck inside this week. It's been raining a lot. And a lot of that time I've been alone. Not talking to many people.
The last time I got properly out of this house was Tuesday afternoon when we went to see Rock Of Ages, which I loved and very much want to see it again.
Apart from that, I'm kinda... lonely... And want to eat everything in the house which isn't a good idea, particularly when I saw a programme last night about how over-eatting is killing us all
Oh god I'm hopeless.
Why am I breathing and wasting valuable air for someone else?
Miss Murder and my insecuritiesHi everyone! Random chat moment Have been working on some new chapters of fan fiction and stuff, and feeling guilty because it's not to do with my 3rd year Dissertation... I always sabotage myself. I don't mean to, it just seems to happen.Miss Murder and my insecurities in Personal More Like This
Have been doing a lot of getting to know my kitty Miss Murder. She's a funny thing, but she's my little angel too. She gets these big bursts of energy where she'll jump on everything, whether it's the chairs, her toys, us, anything. She pounced on the wall the other day. You know those really really annoying times when you're trying to work and that wall just won't stop moving?! Yesterday she jumped on my side, at the ticklish point where your legs join your body, and then pounced full-force, claws-out, onto my bottom. That shocked more than hurt. Everyone else found it funny.
Also, have been apprehensive about university right now. Due to a technical thing I've lost access to my univeristy email account, and haven't be able to check anything sinc
Some time in the near-future in Hollywood...If you hate Jar Jar do death then you're the cancer killing this fandom. lol.Some time in the near-future in Hollywood... in Personal More Like This
Everyone else: THE PREQUELS SUCK
Me: No they don't? I mean, I am kinda annoyed at CGI everything, but the acting was just fine for me. Midichlorians are a way to make it more sci-fi, and Hayden portrayed a disturbed youth who witnessed his mother dying in his arms very well.
Everyone else: JAR JAR IS RETARDED
Me: He was aimed at children? Because... Star Wars is for both adults and children?
I hate most Star Wars fans because they hate Star Wars.
Also, make episode 7 just for kids? Have you not seen Pirates of the Carribean? John Carter? Are you smoking something?
Also, there's The Clone Wars tv cartoon. It's full of so much beautiful drama and intense action, it's like band of brothers in space! This is the kinda stuff we get when Lucas isn't doing all the writing and work!
The ONLY thing I am kinda irked about is all these here um... Expanded Universe novels I have... And games... That take place after Retu
First fanfic ever written, and SandyI remember the first actual fanfiction I had ever written. It was for Star Wars Galaxies, which had gotten me into roleplaying, science fiction, fantasy, and most of all, the Star Wars mythos.First fanfic ever written, and Sandy in Personal More Like This
"Luy ran outside the Theed hanger. There was a Star Destroyer in the sky, so he shot at it with his pistol, and it exploded! " That was exactly what it was, I am almost certain. It was written in a little post within the RP section of my at-the-time guild's forums, Star's End Exploration. I was 13, or maybe 14 back then. Young, stupid, and very immature for my age.
Sandy is coming, and it's going to bring with it darkness and mass-power outages. So I am going to be without power, and without writing. Though, this wont stop me from writing. I am going to write a journal entry at the end of every day, my thoughts, what happened during that day, etc. Everything. At the end, I am going to transform that into a story. That, and I have also begun writing my third short story set in the Anurverse (I
Righto!The rough draft of the novel's coming along fine. I've organized my Gallery so it's less messy (Yay for separate albums!). Also managed to find some old Star Wars: The Old Republic fictions I had written up as far back as 2009. It's a lot, a long, long continuous plot. I don't think I've ever finished it, but I have several more stories, at least five, to add. I hope people enjoy them.Righto! in Personal More Like This
Big time decisionon the next episode of big time rush, kendall is choosing between Jo and lucy. This is one big decision.Big time decision in Personal More Like This
Jo's backuh oh at the end of Big time surprise, one of the episodes of Big time rush, Jo Taylor's back. What will Kendall do?Jo's back in Personal More Like This
That awkward moment when......You get blocked from using the school computers due to reading excessive amounts of pornographic fanfiction.That awkward moment when... in Personal More Like This
On another completely unrelated note: I cannot stop drawing Supernatural fanart. It's not even funny any more. I literally cannot stop. BUT IT HURTS SO GOOOOOD.
Unacceptable attractivenessI watched the Hobbit again yesterday, and I realise now that I just cannot fucking handle the hotness of Fili and Kili.Unacceptable attractiveness in Personal More Like This
LOOK AT THESE FUCKERS
MY OVARIES WERE FUCKING SLAUGHTERED IN THAT MOVIE I JUST UGGGGGGGH
I'VE NEVER WANTED TO DO BAD THINGS WITH SOMEONE AS MUCH AS I HAVE WITH THESE TWO
PLEASE MAKE IT STAHP
Im really tryingI'm trying so hard.Im really trying in Personal More Like This
...to regain my ability to write FANFICTION.
I HAVE SO MANY PROMPTS BUT WHEN I GO TO WRITE IT'S JUST BLAHASJKHSDJ
Honestly, Nanowrimo in 2011 has scarred me. That was the worse month of my freaking writing life.
I SERIOUSLY WROTE AN ENTIRE 10 PAGE CHAPTER ON SOMEONE PUTTING ON FUCKING ALOE VERA.
all I want is to write my gay porn
and i will be happy