Two Sides Of MeThere is a Yin-Yang inside my heart.Two Sides Of Me in Free Verse More Like This
It swims in unity within me.
This curse I bear will never part,
There are always two sides to what I see.
One side of me is filled with pride,
And wants to stay strong and fight.
The other just feels empty inside
And wants to never see the light.
One side of me wants to help others out,
To make promises unanimously together.
The other is full of unavoidable doubt
Remaining in the dark and hiding forever.
One side of me wants to be joyful,
To encourage and testify with zeal.
The other wants to rip everyone to shreds,
And make wounds that no one can heal.
One side wants to be strong in times of fear,
And overcome all suffering and grief.
The other wishes that the end would be here,
Knowing there is no life to chreish underneath.
One side of me yearns for constant truth,
To understand myself more and more...
But lies have become a part of my youth,
So I just cover my ears and close the door.
One side of me desperately wants to be noticed
To feel conten
YouI really hate you.You in Free Verse More Like This
I look at you,
And although you smile,
I can't smile back.
You make me feel so vile.
I look at you,
With your sick little act,
Trying to be innocent.
But you're a lie,
You too have been bent.
I watch you,
With your weak steps.
You look like you're dying,
But you're very alive,
So I know that you're lying.
I turn away from you,
And you turn away too.
I see your heart with dismay,
You are disgusting,
And you will always be that way.
I try not to think about of you,
But you're always here.
You have invaded my mind.
No matter how I try to blot you out,
You erase everything else I find.
Your act will surely kill you,
With you unsure of yourself.
I clearly see that this won't end well,
With your acts and lies,
In the end, the truth will be hard to tell.
My hate and rage surges at you,
You disgust me with all my heart.
I reach to hit you, to make you see,
That you are the biggest bother,
But I only hit the mirror in front of me.
DisappearingI cannot feel.Disappearing in Free Verse More Like This
I have been shut down.
I am like the walking dead,
And I cannot turn around.
I am waiting for the day
When I will finally disappear.
But as of now I stand and watch,
As everyone else's ends draw near.
Emotionless I forever stand,
Never understanding anyone.
Happiness and sadnees mean the same,
As if ice were the same as the sun.
People around me cry for me,
But I cannot cry for myself.
The emotion I show is forcefully projected,
Because inside do not seek help.
People everywhere laugh around me,
But I do not know how to join in.
What do we know that makes us truly happy?
What joy do we search for within?
I am emotionally shut down,
I simply examine the world from afar.
Who is to say that I will ever beome affected?
How does anyone know who they really are?
I decided to remain cold after watching the world,
I know that I am better off this way.
It will be easier to survive, and then disappear...
Will I awaken before then?
Will I eve
It's Our DecisionPeople say fate makes us who we are,It's Our Decision in Free Verse More Like This
But I don't believe in fate.
There is no telling what becomes of us,
There's no knowing of who we'll come to hate.
From the beginning we are clueless,
And we think life is great,
Until our hope and happiness is taken away,
And we're left in a comatose state.
Some people don't understand or care,
About the things that happen to us.
We're crying in our hands and begging on our knees,
But there is no one whom we can trust.
They ignore us and say that we're stupid,
Maybe drugged, maybe even delirious.
Can't we just be who we are and avoid this?
But it is hard to find what is just.
We are locked alone, without a home,
The bitter poison begins tasting sweet.
No one cares, so why not?
I could be gone in a heartbeat.
But there's always one thing that keeps us here,
Maybe a person whom we might meet.
So we have to make our own decision;
Choose victory for life, or witness our own defeat.
Forever Sleep...This state that I am inForever Sleep... in Free Verse More Like This
Seems unexplainable to me.
There is nothing that I seek,
Nothing that I desire to see.
I just want to close my eyes,
And forget about the world.
I want to find something good,
But there is nothing here for sure.
I want everything to go away,
I want everything to disappear.
To no longer be bound by life,
To no longer deal with things here.
I want to become stronger,
To overcome my fears forever,
But that is impossible,
The chances of that are never.
I feel so empty and useless,
My weakness overcomes my soul.
I do not have the strength to go on,
My hopelessness is at toll.
I just want to make everything go away
And make everything bad dissolve,
But all I can do is fail at trying to sleep
Because life is a case that I cannot solve.
Though in my sleep I can go far away,
I am content and secure.
I can walk far and not become tired,
I never feel lost or unsure.
But thisis life.
And that is a dream.
There are no tunnels out.
Nothing is what it seems.
But I want to fore
NightmaresNightmares take over controlNightmares in Free Verse More Like This
feeling things that i never wanted to feel
Nightmares make me stay awake
never have a good rest, always voices inside my head
My mind takes over control
I break out crying, that nobody will hear my screams
What do these nightmares tell me?
why does it control every part of me?
Sleep is my worse fear
never being able to rest
but I let my mind take control
hearing all the voices around me...
Nightmares ruin my life
making everything turn to hate
The pain that is burden deep inside me
when will my Life fade away?
Our love is TrueMy mind is blown awayOur love is True in Free Verse More Like This
by the thoughts that are so deep
deep within my soul
My mind has drifted away
All I can think about
is the love you have for me
how I cherish it forever
how I will always remember
The day you became Mine
was the day I lost my breath
Knowing that someone loves me
was the best feeling of all
My mind is drawn to you
as I think about you all day long
No more bad memories is left
cause with you I have peace within me
Love all around
this world we all live in
The darkness pass me by
as you became my Light
My mind is drifting away
away from the Bad
cause now I know what is real
and our love is true to all