awkward pause........................my fatal flawSometimes, I have no words of my own to share with you so here is a spread of words I've collected in my head from some musical artists...awkward pause........................my fatal flaw in Personal More Like This
I imagine you can do without/all the things I leave about/like letters in your inbox/and casual small talk/and compliments on little things/like voice boxes and pretty teeth/taste of movies and candy/family scars and your mother's rings/you can do without those things/you can do without those things
but I can't help the feeling/I could blow through the ceiling if I just turn and run/and it wears me out/it wears me out/it wears me out/it wears me out/if I could be who you wanted/if I could be who you wanted/all the time
I dreamed you were a cosmonaut/ of the space between our chairs/ and I was a cartographer/ of the tangles in your hair/ the s
your entitlementsgolden hour loversyour entitlements in Free Verse More Like This
in lieu, lament
on essence of opiate summers
upon wet roads of a subterranean pandora
Ophelia with crimson epiphanies
senses the grey blaze tides
to you, bereaved orphan,
windows of lost causes and solemn mantras
seas of callous ether,
the birth of struggle,
the primordial existence,
unchanging and starved of
the patterns of wisdom
cotton words whisperTelling sleeves brush me.cotton words whisper in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Closed books still blush; your heart read
HeyI won't leave this journal up too long as I'd like to keep the feature up for a few days longer but I needed to inform y'all...Hey in Personal More Like This
my grandmother passed away.
I'm really... numb right now.
I'm going to be...out of it... for a while.
I'll still be here just not "here".
you're still welcome to note me if you need/want to talk to me I just won't be that involved with stuff on dA right now, sorry.
something has to drowncurrent washes mesomething has to drown in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
clean. currently waves sink these
anchor worries deep.
and then there was nothing"When mama died the sky rippled like a tossed rock in water and you know what? I think that was mama's soul breaking through to the other side. You think that was Mama?"and then there was nothing in Emotional More Like This
"I don't believe in an 'other side'. Dead is dead is dead."
I could see for miles, miles, miles, milesdon't hate me but...I could see for miles, miles, miles, miles in Personal More Like This
I've another cover up...
no worries. after this week the covers will most certainly cease and desist and so will the journal spam.
strange preoccupations with skinwhen the chill settles in your valleysstrange preoccupations with skin in Free Verse More Like This
to make mountains of sweet, brown mole
hills on your tough, sun-kissed skin
your warm laugh will sink teeth into
the cold reality of being human
of being only a little while alive
meditationthe blueblack sky yawns;meditation in Free Verse More Like This
a many star-eyed angel
lit from the inside
bright white and waning
she closes her wide open mouth
swallowing the howl she closes
her moon mouth, her inner suns
are cold, still
the universe, full of emptiness,
lays her heaviness upon the world
in the darkness our heads turn upward
and there from the pearl roundness a whisper
and someone enters Nirvana
along her quiet, hidden tongue.