Being a Healthier Person
Sometimes in life things seem to come together almost at random. Many people spend the days leading up to New Years telling themselves that they're going to do this or stop doing that. Most don't last and those going past a week are truly dedicated to the cause (or under doctor's orders). Why does this happen? Wrong mindset. The dedication is there, but the true gravity of their decision hasn't sunk in yet. So how does one go around changing your lifestyle for the better?
Up until February this year I was a smoker, not the pack-a-day kind of smoker, but a smoker nonetheless. I also weighed the wrong side of 110 kg (242 pounds for the non-metrics). For a very long time I wanted to quit, but nicotine addiction is a harsh thing and I failed miserably in my first attempt in 2010. So I kept going, gradually reducing my smokes a day from about twelve to a rather less unhealthy seven. I was proud of myself for achieving as much, but
Fanfic: JeffxMasky 5Capitulo 5. Recuerdos y TristezaFanfic: JeffxMasky 5 in Settings More Like This
Durante el recorrido, desde que el papa de Jeff y liu los encontro en la escuela, incluyendo a Timmy, quien acepto la invitacion a almorzar con la familia para que se conozcan y convivir un poco, para distraerse durante el viaje, Jeff esta jugando con Liu, pero a Timmy se quedo viendo el paisaje desde la ventana del auto; siguio mirando la ventana muy pensativo, aun siguio recordando la pesadilla que tuvo el dia de hoy, lo dejo algo pertubado lo que vio...
Jeff: Timmy... esta bien?...-dijo al ver su mirada algo perdido- Timmy... Timmy!!!- toco su hombro para sacarlo de sus pensamiento-
Timmy: Eh?...-reacciono luego volteo a ver a Jeff- Disculpa Jeff, no tengo nada... solo estaba pensando un sueño que tuve, hace rato en la enfermeria... es todo...
Liu: Y como es ese sueño?... -pregunto entrometiendose en la conversacion- es un sueño bueno o malo?...- cuando trataba de explicar lo que sucede, el coche se detuvo, eso quiere decir que y
Fanfic: JeffxMasky 9Cap.9 Recuerdos confusosFanfic: JeffxMasky 9 in Profiles More Like This
Mas tarde, Masky se despertó en su habitación, recostado en su cama, cuanto trato de levantarse, sintió un dolor insoportable, vio que su pierna esta enyesada, pero no le dio importancia, por mas que trata de levantarse, por puede soportar ese dolor, hasta que alguien entro, y es Hoody con una bandeja de comida; vio lo que esta haciendo el enmascarado, así que dejo la bandeja en el escritorio y fue directo hacia Masky...
Hoody: Que estas haciendo...-dijo en tono de regaño- debes estar en tu cama... -lo acomodo para que pueda recostar-
Masky: Hoody!?...-dijo con un leve quejido- que me paso?...
Hoody: No te acuerdas?... -termino de acomodar- Desobedeciste al maestro... porque lo hiciste?...
Masky: Es que...-bajo su mirada- la verdad fue imprevisto... yo no sabia de ellos estuvieron...- la conversación fue interrumpida por alguien, tocando la puerta- Si?...
-Soy yo Masky sempai... Murder girl... es decir... Yufiel- dijo a
Just Captured-Chapter oneLinkXGanon. Don't like don't read.Just Captured-Chapter one in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was the final battle. I drew my sword and Glared at Ganon who was sitting in his throne right in front of me. He was watching with a smirk as Zelda tried to cheer me on.
"You can do it Link! You're the hero of time!" She shouted. While it made me calmer I was still full of trepidation, not to mention worn out from all the battles I have fought to make it here. I took a slow step closer to Ganon as I tried to look brave. Ganon laughed as he got up and walked down some steps to get closer. I watched his every movement as he watched mine, there was a sick darkness outside that was crawling towards us. Midna flew over to me and whispered what Zelda said. I walked forward and tried to land a hit on the evil man in front of me, only for him to catch my sword in air without cutting himself.
"My, impatient aren't you. This is going to be quick so don't worry." He said pushing my sword back making me lose balance for a seco
just Captured- chapter 6"Zelda!" And sure enough, the young and beautiful princess was standing right there with a look of happiness on her face.just Captured- chapter 6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Link! I've missed you so much!" She cried out in joy, running over and giving me a huge hug. I couldn't help but blush a little and laugh awkwardly.
"You too!" I chuckled. She finally let of me and stood back.
"You've been alright here?" She asked looking around at me and my clothes.
"Huh? Oh yeah. I've been fine." I said still slightly shocked about seeing her. I rubbed the back of my neck and laughed. "He really didn't hurt me."
"Really? That's a shocker." She smiled. "As long as you are okay I guess."
Then I was lost. I had so many things I wanted to tell her, but I couldn't. She would kill me, or wait, no. She would kill Ganon. Why the hell would I care though? Am I really still worried about him? A flash of lightning lighted the room again as my thoughts deepened. What would happen afterwards? I looked out of the window and saw small torches being carried out
BullyShh.Bully in Free Verse More Like This
Demons in the shadows
They'll find a way
To get you.
Beatings, swallowing you.
Scars, defining you.
You know you're weak.
You can't fight a bully
When the bully's inside of you.
AnorexiaMeet a girl named No One, with a heart of shattered stoneAnorexia in Free Verse More Like This
Staring at the other girl, the one that's not alone
Girl with skin that glistens, with the eyes of crystal seas
Grin of shining diamonds and a laugh like a disease
Flashes just a glance and soon, she's every trouble's cure
She has everything… and No One's off to be like her.
Eating turns into a crime, she'd rather be away
Thrusting fingers down her throat to make herself okay
Watching as her very bones are seen behind her flesh
There she drowns in tears, for she has not yet seen success.
Minutes turn to hours, and these hours turn to days
Every moment slipping, slowly fading into grey
Rapidly, her body turns to nothing but her bones
As she fights for beauty, as she battles for the throne.
Broken hearts must learn to beat, and this she came to know
Learning it the hard way when her heartbeat grew too slow
Yet, she somehow managed still to shine from what's within
Lying in her casket with her hidden, unseen sin.
Final thoughts ins
Let's Play a Game Let's play a game.Let's Play a Game in Free Verse More Like This
I don't like the game we play
But he says we have to.
After all, I am
Daddy's little girl.
I'm too sad to move.
I don't like this game.
But I am
Daddy's little girl.
There. Wasn't that nice?
I don't like our games...
But I guess I have to
Daddy's little girl.
We can play again later.
I don't want to play later!
I don't. Like. Our. Games.
But I have to play them.
Daddy's little girl.
It's fun. Isn't it?
I don't want to be
I'm sick of being
Daddy's little girl
In Daddy's world
With Daddy's games.
Let me grab this knife, Daddy.
Let me hurt you, Daddy.
The way you hurt me.
I don't want to be your little girl.
I want to play a game.
Mommy's Suicide Mom... Did you just...Mommy's Suicide in Free Verse More Like This
Pills and whiskey down her throat
As she slowly stumbles down the stairs.
Through her cries and regret
She begins crashing into walls.
"Call 911!" I yell, as I begin holding my mother
After she collapsed, her head hitting the floor.
I hear police sirens outside our home.
My sister runs through the front door in fear.
The paramedics begin asking her things
That she barely knew the answer to.
"What's your name?"
"Do you know where you are?"
And most importantly..
"Why did you do it?"
"I didn't want to bother her anymore."
Please Forgive MeI'm so sick of the ups and downs,Please Forgive Me in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I'm sick of feeling completely alone,
Feeling guilty when my friends find out,
With no release, I can't scream or shout,
So I'm sorry everyone for how I am,
When I feel as down as a valley land.
I wish I could be stronger,
I wish I could be smarter,
To avoid any drama whatsoever,
And having befriended depression, never.
So please forgive me friends,
For acting like this is the end.
I say I need help, need support, need love,
But what I really need is peace like a dove,
Something pure, something stable,
I need someone who's willing and able,
Please wrap me in your arms,
Hold me, keep me from all harm.
I need assurance that nothing' wrong,
I know I've felt sorry all along,
Yet I can't seem to control my emotions,
Through love, faith, daily devotions,
I beg forgiveness from everyone I know,
I pray acceptance you'll all still show.
He Wants Fabulous - A Rancis x Gloyd One-Shot(This is a re-upload as a deviation after I accidentally uploaded it as a journal entry.)He Wants Fabulous - A Rancis x Gloyd One-Shot in Profiles More Like This
"Candy-Corn!" The blonde haired boy cooed from the sitting room. Gloyd sighed, switching the oven off and removing his apron. He scuttled across the kitchen and to the doorway, leaning into the sitting room where his boyfriend was perched, scrunched up in his duvet on the sofa beside the coffee table.
"Yes, Rancis?" He asked, feigning sincerity. Rancis shot him a glare with his bright blue eyes,
"How is supper going? Is it finished?" He asked. The pumpkin boy looked up at the ceiling, so many answers. So many ways to respond to such a ridiculous question. 'Yes, my darling. Yes it is.' sprung to mind, as did 'Yeah it is, you ingrate. Now go 'n serve it up yaself.'
"Yeah." He said bluntly. Rancis raised an eyebrow.
"May I remind you that I, your boyfriend who you're supposed to care for, am very ill!" He pouted. It was true, he had a nasty cold. But it was still no reason to treat Gloyd like a slave
Halloween Romance - Rancis x Gloyd OneShot"A-Are you sure about this, Gloyd?" A shivering Rancis asked.Halloween Romance - Rancis x Gloyd OneShot in Romance More Like This
"Sure as sugar, buddy!" The optimistic 17-year-old replied.
It was Halloween in Sugar Rush, and Gloyd being Gloyd had decided to drag his closest male friend out into the spooky atmosphere for thrill-seeking adventures. Rancis was hesitant, but he could never say no to Gloyd. He was just too cute.
But up until that moment, they'd had no excitment or scares. Just boredom, which is what Rancis secretly wanted. His wishes were never granted, of course. Gloyd had found an abandoned area deep in the CandyCane woods. It was cold and glitchy, with pixels sparking up at any given moment. Gloyd was buzzing with anticipation while Rancis was shaking with fear. In the centre of the broken programming, there was a small hut, made from stone cold wafer. It had scratches and cracks all over it, as well as terror.
On the door there was a sign, that read: 'Do Not Enter'. The boys examined it and Rancis jumped for joy,
"Looks like we can't g