Hi my lovely watchers! As I told you in "Times for confidences" I don't like to speak about my life on the Internet, but this time again I need to speak to you and explain why I wasn't here these last time. The last months were hard for me (nothing really serious for some people.). This year should have been an amazing year, at last I was doing what I like: studying arts! But my ill-being has decided to break it all... So no more photographs, no more drawings, just nothing... I went to the hospital because I hurt myself again... (If you know what I mean...) The doctors gave me a paper for my school, you know to have "the right" not to go to. I have a lot of medicines (And god knows how much I hate to take that!)... I wanted to write this journal long days ago but I didn't find the strength and I know it can annoy some of you! I guess I'll be away for some times again, I'll ask to be hospitalized because this fcking life can't go on like