Double Spoons (Fate)((this is a poem...made out of my childhood nightmares...and a little snippet of my childhood... it has sensitive material, suggesting molestation, murder and religion (kyrie means Lord in Latin...it's about the Protestant school I went to as a kid)))Double Spoons (Fate) in Personal More Like This
knock, knock, knock on the wood
corpses, tie them up real good
braid their hair together so they share
the same hairline, none to spare
aren't you glad I brought two spoons
now you can have some too
he gently sets me down
laying red petals on the ground
he tells me it's just a kiss
so don't ignore, cover or miss
I have tasted the pain and sweat
I have felt the rose red regret
ah, flutter high above the gentle seas
filled with corpses provided by me
kyrie, kyrie, kyrie, kyrie
Alice, Peter kyrie
Catherine, Gavin today's your day
Shannon, Grace kyrie
Karis, Alex come out to play
Adam, aren't you glad I brought two spoons
now we play over my eternal doom
This reminded me of you guysYou know we've all been through a lot here - the joy and the sorrows. And the comfort of friends. There have been arguments - mostly religious and political. And for that I am sorry. But still we love and reach out. I heard this quote and thought of all of you.This reminded me of you guys in Personal More Like This
"Ideologies separate us. Dreams and anguish bring us together."
Remember what brings us together and holds us, not what tears us apart.
FallingI told myself that i would never fall this hardFalling in Personal More Like This
I've kept my heart guarded most of my life
Then you came along, and i lost all control..
Your laugh is amazing
I get lost in your eyes
You treat me like i actually have a purpose
You make me feel like I'm in a perfect dream
Then, it turns to a nightmare as soon as you leave
I know that im just another girl
But if you give me a chance, i could be the best you've ever had
I would cry for you
Die for you
Commit any crime for you
My feelings for you are indescribable
And as I watched you walk out of my life, it seemed like silence
but the sound of my heart shattering rang for my ears alone
As warm tears streamed down my cheek
I was falling hard for you
But you wouldnt be there to catch me in the end
Another quote thing by me
How we FeelDuring the 70′s, mood rings were incredibly popular, it was used as a way to say “Hey Everyone! I am cool, this is how I feel”. The premise of a mood ring is that by using the temperature of the body, a color which corresponded to a feeling was displayed. I shall not delve into the science of it. The point I mean to make here is that at some point, (alas no longer) one could tell how another was feeling with sight alone. That is not the case today. We may wish we had a “cybermoodring” to let others know how we feel, truly feel.How we Feel in Personal More Like This
Paul Laurence Dunbar was a poet whose poem “We Wear the Mask” nicely makes this point:
“We wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes-
This debt we pay to human guile;
with torn and bleeding hearts we smile”.
Is this not so true?!?! How many of us, for fear of being told to “Get over it”, for fear of being the nexus of ostracism do not reveal t
To start a movementInsomnia...wonderfully neurological disorder...coupled with horribly real nightmares and a superdeep introspective/pilosophical mood and you get me... I would like to thank each and every member of this group. especially the founder...I read your post about possibly closing down the blog a few minutes ago and I gotta say. what we got here is special. I used to dream of creating a place where all of us who felt outcast could come together. a place where those who were in pain could heal together. and I'm not ashamed to admit that this group has helped me so much. so much...anyway that little thank you aside...I don't feel emotion often. typically I see life from a clinical detachment. I see someone dying and think "hey they're dying" with no more emotion than I would notice that I need to buy more eggs at the grocery. So when I do feel emotion it is overwhelming. it rushes at me like a simoom, stripping flesh from bone and bone into dust. I feel positive emotion more rarely than I feelTo start a movement in Personal More Like This
Had EnoughHey there. I don't normally come here to rant, but I have to get this off my chest somewhere. I'm sorry if this sounds bitchy, so please don't get mad at me.Had Enough in Personal More Like This
I've had enough of the way people around me keep threatening suicide. I swear, I've had a fourth freaking person I'm close to threaten suicide on me again and I can't stand it anymore!
Why don't people understand that life might not seem worth living at the moment, but nothing is more permanent than taking your own life. I know that everyone has a different situation they're going through, but you have to remember that life will eventually get better because you can hit rock bottom and bounce back because you can't fall any further than that. This past March I've seen what a suicide attempt has looked like and I never wanna have to go through that again - no it wasn't me for your information. For God's sake, everything might not seem like it's going according to how
PLEASE READ-Normal*This is a poem for all people who have been deeply affected by this society because they are abnormal. The main idea to this poem that you are normal and you should be proud of who you are; not what people or the media say. If anyone reads this; please remember these words. I'm not asking for feedback; I'm asking just to remember these words.PLEASE READ-Normal in Personal More Like This
What is normal or who is normal?
Is it in the man that uses women for his personal gain?
Is it in the woman that uses the man just for her to be wealthy?
Is it in the education system where they want you to believe in the so-called truth and not what you want to believe?
Is normal inside the packages of stuff that we all consume?
It's good to consume and it's good to have greed
But those things can also be a curse that you will have to pay
The price to pay of being normal
Is normal supposed to be women startving themselves to be beautiful?
Is normal supposed to be men overworking themselves and later gets hurt in the end?
Is normal in the reality
Forever - Real?I hate the word forever. I mean.. I don't hate it. It's just so.. frustrating to think about it! It's so mind boggling and I just don't get it. There isn't such thing! Right?Forever - Real? in Personal More Like This
What is forever?
People often speak as "Forever untill the end." But Forever is Infinate.. Eternal, right? Forever means no end. But, there is Always an end. When I think of forever, I think of a circle... It's forever but it isn't, It's contained yet the outer edge of the circle keeps going. It just loops around. That is forever. Eternal.
But... How about space?
Technically, it's not possible for it to go on "Forever." What people mean by that is that the universe is constantly expanding. Which is to say that the end of the universe is constantly and steadily getting further away but is still in fact an end. Remember balance is the only thing that keeps everything intact. With every beginning there is an end.
But how can nothing have an end??
Forever... a possibly temporary illusion? A
Tear By TearRip by RipTear By Tear in Personal More Like This
Shred By Shred
Ill Tear You Apart An There's Nothing You Can Do
Ill Laugh As You Weep
Ill Sneer As You Whimper
Bow Before Your King
I Shall Own You Forever
I Will Kill You
I Will Always Hurt You
Ill Cut You An Torture You
But I Let You Go
I Give You Chances To Leave
I Hit You An Try To Chase You Away
You Come Back
I Continue To Hit An Cut An Scream
You Always Stay
I Control You
You Ask Who I Am
Why Don't You Know?
You've Dreamed For Me Every Day An Night
You Pray To Your Precious God You'll Find Me One Day
I'm Your Dream Come True
I'm Your Worst Night Mare Come To Life
I Am You
You Want Me
You Always Have
An Always Will
Still Don't Know Me?
I Am The One You Look At An Become Foolish
You Fall To Your Knees An Scream For Me
Your True Love
Go the fuck to hell If I hear from you againGo the fuck to hell in Personal More Like This
I'll get a steak knife and I will slit your neck
with all due respect
you deserve nothing less,
A bad thought in your head
I'll burn the whole body so there is nothing left
bleach out my DNA, there'll be no evidence
and that's what'll happen if you
bitch to me again
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And Happy New Year everyone !!!!!!
Plated DessertsPlating can be such an underrated art form at times. I've often heard it dismissed as 'boring', 'sterile' and criticised for all looking the same. Maybe we just have a tendency to lust after the rustic, messy desserts. Maybe we like to tear down what is seen as a hoity-toity way of presenting food. Or maybe we just don't see the skill and technique that goes into plating.Plated Desserts in Art Features More Like This
Skillful plating up of food requires a good eye, a steady hand and a flair for design. Careful consideration goes into everything from which way the dish is offset, to the type of garnishes on it, to the type of plate it is presented on. It, in turn, necessitates learning a whole host of other skills and techniques to create the garnishes that adorn the dish.
These deviants show off their plating skills with a host of delicious desserts.
Special Prayers to special someone.."God you are the mightiest and the most sublime of them all,please protect and Watch over this innocent soul.You reach whoever you want to be reached i beg you out of your mercy to have their pain released and get them relieved.Let The treatment be fast and please answer what i ask.As you redeem,have their bodies purged and clean god Bless them with your courtesy and i invoke you to allow your kindness be seen."........Special Prayers to special someone.. in Personal More Like This
Run The Opposite Wayhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-7GfUETdEoRun The Opposite Way in Personal More Like This
Living in the same town
For all these years
Doing the same old things
Hanging with the same crowd
And it's starting to get crippling
You've never felt in place
And you tell yourself it's all okay
But something's different today
You want to run the opposite way
And it seems like you're locked in a cage
And you need to find a way of escape
When everyone is setting the pace
It's okay to run the opposite way
The Father sent His Son down
The light of men
The cross He bore was crippling
Rejected in His own town
They couldn't see the Son shining
He knelt in the garden and prayed
Father, let this cup pass from me
It's not Your will for me to stay
Your will for me is the opposite way
And it seemed like He was locked in a cage
And He couldn't find a way of escape
But through the cross He conquered the grave
My Jesus ran the opposite way
Oh, and through the cross He conquered the grave
Oh, He ran the opposite way
Yeah, through the cross He conquered the
SuicideSuicide? It's been a few hours, you've just been hanging there. You've been quiet, too quiet. Usually there's music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you're quiet. Your little sister, who doesn't normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you're doing. She assumes you're taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You're not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn't playing and you aren't walking around. You're hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you. . . Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your liSuicide in Personal More Like This
How to Write a Novel - a beginner's guideI am often asked - how do you write novels? I am often told by the person asking - so politely -How to Write a Novel - a beginner's guide in Personal More Like This
"It is my dream to write a novel"
"I wish I could write"
"I would love to write my novel on ..."
I let people know I am on my third novel. It is rare to meet a writer, rarely someone who has realised their dream, and who has produced a book. Rarer still to find a published author --- why? it seems so easy.....when you read them.
Many try the
Giveaway! 130 points!Hey guys! To celebrate the occasion and the fact that my group #AdvertiseHere has gotten so many members, I'm doing another point giveaway! For 130 points! Rules?Giveaway! 130 points! in Personal More Like This
1. Fav this journal.
2. Write a journal about this giveaway and link it in the comments.
3. You have to be a member of #AdvertiseHere. You don't have to watch me! But you have to be a member of the group. (If you aren't a member yet, join now! You will still be entered in the contest but you won't win if you aren't in the group.)
That's it! You don't have to watch me or anything. <3 Contest ends on the 23rd, which is next week! I'll pick the winner using random.org! Good luck!