
Discarded.You cry for your sorrows and you bleed for your dreams,Discarded. in Free Verse More Like This
Just always remember, this world is not what it seems.
You can be the best of friends and then disappear,
They'll just discard you, I know it's hard to hear.
But this has happened enough to me,
It's all everyone's been doing recently.
So here I lie, discarded, fearing to stand up,
Because what waits just isn't worth getting up.
Thrown away and lying in a puddle of mud and blood,
All the other times I got up, and wiped off the mud.
But this time, as I lie here, broken and bloody,
I don't want to get up, I want to be a dead body.
I know getting up is inevitable, because I will never give in,
But I really just want to give up and say that "I'm done in."

Money can't buy happiness."Money can't buy happiness"Money can't buy happiness. in Free Verse More Like This
This is the old tale we all know so well,
The proof lies here in the tale I am about to tell.
There was once a beautiful, smart and rich woman,
She was powerful and seemingly had everything.
Yet, although she had all this, she was miserable,
It's a sad truth, but then again, it's a sad tale.
She lost someone, it hurt her badly, it made her sad,
She'll be fine, but it hurts... She could be going mad.
But no, it was normal to hurt after such a loss,
There was a man to look after her, whatever the cost.
She was a proud, beautiful, smart and rich woman,
She was powerful and seemingly had everything.
But on the inside, her heart was hurting,
The reason why this tale is so saddening.
She was rich, she was powerful, she had everything,
Yet she was about to break, just like anyone or anything.

Irrelevant.You were changing, I saw it, but you didn't know,Irrelevant. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
You changed from who I love to someone I don't know.
I wanted to see who I loved, so I tried my best,
And I saw her, fleetingly, hidden within your breast.
Now, I beseech you, if you've changed, then change,
Don't throw me away for nothing, that's beyond strange.
Don't torture me with the image, of the girl I still love,
Don't torture me with the image of an angel from above.
If you want to change, then please, do so,
Change into a girl that I don't want to know.
Just don't turn into the girl that I love again,
Because I cannot handle being thrown away again.
So if you want, then s

Denial.I know I'm in denial,Denial. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Saying I don't love her.
But I still say it all the while,
Because I have been hurt.
I know I should stop this,
I know I should just face it.
But I can't face up to this,
I can only run away from it.
I know that I still love her,
I would take her back in a heartbeat,
But as I can't have her,
I lie to myself, looking down at my feet.
I know that I still love her,
But Denial is my only friend.

I want the world to stop spinning.If the world could stop spinning, that'd be great,I want the world to stop spinning. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I don't want time to stop, that'd be worse, the wait.
I just want it all to stop, for existence to not exist,
I would want to die if it weren't that my problems would persist.
I want the world to stop spinning,
My problems can't be solved by simply not living.
I don't want to live anymore,
I don't want to exist anymore.
I want the world to stop spinning, I want to get off,
I want it all to stop, both hard times and soft.
I just want it all to stop, I want existence to cease,
I want the world to stop spinning... Please?

The Ghost Of Words.Everyone knows it, that blank page, laid bare on the ground,The Ghost Of Words. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
The Ghost of Words, it constantly follows me around.
That blank page, whenever you come to write, is waiting,
It always seems happy to be filled, and yet continues resisting.
That blank page, I see it everywhere, a bare wall, an empty frame,
It's waiting for me to fill it, it hounds me, and it puts me to shame.
There is a constant fear, that one day I will not have the words to fill it,
I'm not scared of much, but the Ghost of Words has deemed me unfit.
One day, I will no longer be able to satisfy this Ghost's hunger,
Will it finally stop hounding me then though, I wonder?
This Ghost of Words, breathing down my neck with my every step,
It awaits to be filled, hounding me and making me savour each breath.

I would've been.I would've been a masterpiece if it wasn't for the tear,I would've been. in Free Verse More Like This
I don't know why I tell you this, it's not like you care.
I would've been a legend if it wasn't for the time,
Age of heroes has come and gone, all I can do now is rhyme.
I would've made something of myself, if I'd had the motivation,
But now, I just lie in wait, awaiting even more degradation.
I could've been someone, or something, I know I could,
But right now, it's all talk, all "Could, should, would."
Then there's that "if" or that "but" getting in the way,
I could've been a masterpiece, but here I am, rotting away.
No one even gives me a second glance,
I'm not a famous one like Rembrandt's.
I could've been a masterpiece if it wasn't for the tear,
If only the people looking after me had taken more care,
I could've been perfect, and remembered forever,
But now I am just a portrait, of the Forgotten Reaper.

My life is a tragedy.Analyse my life, tragedy or comedy?My life is a tragedy. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
My hubris, the fatal flaw - love as an ideology.
Sure, it has it's moments, but that's just contrast,
The main characters die? Well, none of my friends last.
The main character nearly always dies?
Why does that come as no great surprise?
The death of an innocent has come and gone,
Showing that the ending has already begun.
My life has a few good moments, but lead to my downfall,
My hubris is always present, the start of love, for example.
It needs a contrast to highlight the bad and show it is bad,
Well, in my opinion my life is a tragedy, but maybe I'm mad?
Analyse this man's life from his poetry,
In your opinion, is it a tragedy or a comedy?

92. All That I Have.All that I have, I give to you.92. All That I Have. in Free Verse More Like This
My mind, my body, my soul, all to you.
I give you my everything, treat it with care,
And all that I ask from you is you keep your flare.
That one thing, that magic, that spark that drew me to you,
All that I have, I give to you, do with it whatever you want to.
All that I ask is that you let me love you,
And that you tell me that you love me too.
All that I have, I give to you,
I give everything, all of it, to you,
All that I ask in return is you let me love you,
That you believe I love you, and that you love me too.
Jennifer, I give you my everything, because I love you.

Why I never shut up.Knowledge speaks but wisdom listens and ignorance is bliss.Why I never shut up. in Free Verse More Like This
It is this combination of quotes that explain my life.
Why I never shut up, I know too much, I don't even know how or why,
Sometimes I ramble on about something I've only just started to form.
I'm only just about to start grasping the concept, yet all I say is true,
I don't know how my mind works, but I know it can vex you.
I never shut up, because I just know so much,
I always have to be right, purely because I am right.
I have and had some weird hobbies, learning things people don't,
I have to say it's quite fun, knowing what others don't.
But you see, ignorance is blis

Perchance to ForgetA single rose stands in the midst of a dreary grey,Perchance to Forget in Free Verse More Like This
The only remnant of a time long ago,
A reminder of a brighter past.
I sit here day after day,
Doing my very best to keep this rose,
To keep my dream alive.
And thus far I have been successful,
But I know I can’t keep this up,
For time will eventually run out.
And so I take this rose,
And gently dig her out from the dirt,
Leaving the field barren.
I take this chance to start anew;
I till the soil and plant new seeds,
And water the foundation.
Perchance, I can take this opportunity to forget the past,
And place my focus and energy in the present,
So that I might make a better future

Paradise LostMan cannot understand how much he truly has,Paradise Lost in Free Verse More Like This
Until that which he holds most dear to his heart,
Is stolen from him, never to be seen again.
Man will never realize the consequences of his actions,
Until he makes a single mistake that ruins his life,
And the guilt eats away at his soul.
Man is incapable of knowing love,
Until his heart has been broken,
Therefore allowing him to understand loss.
Man will take everything for granted,
Until the occult hand of fate swoops from the heavens,
And snatches away all that he owns.
Man can never appreciate happiness,
Until he is overwhelmed with grief.

Thank YouI never thought I could be brought to my knees,Thank You in Free Verse More Like This
Not by anger nor torture nor pain nor betrayal,
And yet you found a way to do it.
I thought I had hardened my heart against the world,
And all the people within it,
But you proved me wrong.
You found a way past my defenses, past my wall of cynicism,
Making a pathway straight to my heart,
Which if I might add, is yours for the keeping.
Despite all my efforts you still managed to
Bring a smile to a... depressed Realist's face...
And for that, I thank you.

UntitledIt is in the blackest abyss,Untitled in Free Verse More Like This
Yes, and the darkest crevices of the earth,
Where the burning candle shines the brightest.
It is in the bleakest of moments,
When all hope seems to flee,
When you can find a friend by your side.
Wherever you are, whatever the time, however you feel,
Just know that I will always be here,
Always with you, always loyal.
For as long as the sun continues to rise,
And you possess the strength to get to your feet,
There is still hope.

Hanging by a MomentI will always wonder what she was thinking that day.Hanging by a Moment in Free Verse More Like This
Though I wasn't the kindest or bravest,
Nor was I the smartest or most charming,
For some reason, on that day, she chose me.
I was plenty surprised to say the least;
Certainly with her charm, beauty and wits,
She could have had anyone in the world,
And yet she choose me, a spoony poet.
It was as if an occult hand swooped from
The heavens and turned her gaze towards me,
For it could have only been divine work,
To make me worth an angel's attention.
Here I am, clutching to that memory,
Hanging by a moment.

A ThoughtThe best art is madeA Thought in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
By those who care not for fame,
But who love their craft.
In a perfect world,
The Bard's name is a secret,
But his tale is known.

The Desert RoseWith eyes the colour of the cloudless sky,The Desert Rose in Free Verse More Like This
And hair like mighty dunes of sand,
She moves elusively and yet with such grace;
It is a dangerous sort of beauty.
Her eyes snap sharply into mine,
Whenever my gaze lingers a second too long.
Her stare traps mine own in place and so
I stay there frozen with fear... or is it awe?
I would love to tell myself
That such a flower is not meant for me,
But I would only be lying to myself
Because I love the thrill of the game.
I truly do admire her spirit,
Like the Great Pyramids it stands tall,
Against all odds,
Never bending an inch...
A fascination overwhelms me even now.
Can I even hope to keep up,
O

Two-FaceIf eyes were made to see, then I am blind.Two-Face in Free Verse More Like This
If the mind was made to think, then mine lies dormant.
If the soul was meant to be intact, then mine is damaged beyond repair.
Who is this person I see in the mirror?
This hateful, spiteful creature that stares hungrily,
Feeding on fear and cynicism.
I try and try to ignore this part of me,
But that task gets harder with each passing second,
For it is impossible to run away from myself.
Who am I really?
The man I believe myself to be,
Or the beast that stands in the mirror?

Victory of the Desert RoseOh how powerless I truly am,Victory of the Desert Rose in Free Verse More Like This
Here I sit with a pen in hand,
Unable to express my thoughts to her,
Other than with the written word.
What force, what power
Prevents me from approaching her,
Speaking my mind,
Sharing my feelings?
She sits in front of me right now.
Should I just talk,
Or perhaps show her these very words
And hope for the best?
Either way,
I can honestly say,
That my thoughts have been conquered
By the Desert Rose.

A Letter to the Fair OneShall I compare thee to a summer's day?A Letter to the Fair One in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
My heart, and my soul have been stolen away,
And I know you to be the culprit.
Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all;
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
I am yours: your slave, your servant, your thrall;
Oh there is none whom I could treasure more.
O, never say that I was false of heart,
Though absence seemed my flame to qualify.
My soul ached on those days we were apart,
And those are words that no one could deny.
And now, though not without risk,
I shall end this letter with but a kiss.

Even Angels Need A Helping HandEvery human that will walk this earthEven Angels Need A Helping Hand in Free Verse More Like This
Has a purpose and has a worth
From birth to grave, from life to death
Until they breathe their very last breath
Their path is laid out before them
Some are destined to help others
To act as parents, sisters and brothers
To bring light into a vast sea of darkness
Working to the bone and never less
Others might be tasked to sit on the sidelines
Waiting and watching for tell-tale signs
Helping without face-to-face interaction
Discerning what help to give from other's actions
Then there are the Angels, the light givers
Their love all-encompassing like a grand river
It is their nature to help a

The Pride of WordsI am an author, a poet, a writer, and a story-tellerThe Pride of Words in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I have a dream to become a New York best-seller
But why is this work unrecognized by most
Why can we hardly ever make the winning post?
I shall tell you why - the populous won't take the time
To take in the meaning behind the rhyme
They choose instead to look at a pretty picture
Why should they waste time to read boring scripture?
It takes less than a heartbeat to look at an image
Pictures of angels or pirates and their pillage
Yes, it takes longer to read a poem or story
But within the words lie the truth of glory
Pretty pictures may be quick to look at
Sure, you can draw a ha

Secret SantaBorn from a circusSecret Santa in Free Verse More Like This
And playful as a kitten
But caring as an angel
And even gentle too
We love all that you are
And will be here for you
Just as we know
You will be here for us
You are an amazing friend
One I wouldn't trade away
So here is hoping
You have a very merry Christmas!

A Smile Just For YOUDancing along the pier like a gypsyA Smile Just For YOU in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I smile and laugh at everything
You must think I'm a wee bit tipsy
But I'll just continue to let my hips swing
The music that I dance to sings like a bird
And the smile on my face is just for you
Your features may, for now, be blurred
I know for sure that you'll always be true
The world around me is a grey place
But it gains color whenever you stop by
Before you, my world was a disgrace
But now that you're here, I don't have to cry
You'll hold me all night long
And I'll kiss you 'till morning
Nothing will go so wrong
That we'll be left mourning
"What might have been"

Dragon's ReignCrimson stained its massive mawDragon's Reign in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Matching the blood on every claw
Within its eyes dance the souls it has claimed
The souls of entire families, each and every one slain
Once a month, it rises in the dead of night
When the moon in the sky is so very bright
When it is full, it will slumber in its cave
Readying itself to fill yet another grave
But the knights are rising fast
And the dragons reign will soon be passed
They ride out on horse back
And the men will proceed with their attack
And the dragon shall fall to the blade of men

No Father on Father's DayIt was Father's Day and I stood in the back of the classNo Father on Father's Day in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I was young and stood alone, waiting for my turn as I was last
I look over at all the other dads and played with my hair
My name was called no more time to prepare
I stepped in front of them all and they sighed
"Why is there no father by that girl's side?"
"Probably just another deadbeat who can't even come."
I looked up at them and smiled back at my mum
"My daddy couldn't come today but I know he wish he could,
He doesn't live with us anymore even, but I know he would-
He loved me very much and taught me a great deal,
He taught me to ride a bike and fly a kite, he had

Real LoveOnce day I will find my soul mateReal Love in Concrete Poetry More Like This
All I have to do for now is wait
One day, maybe soon, he'll walk into my life
And he'll bring an end to all my strife
He'll take me in his arms and we'll dance
All I'll have to do is take that chance
I'll follow what I truly feel inside
And all my emotions shall be untied
You'll pull away the mask I have for everyone
A mask that hides a face as bright as the sun
And we will share a magnificent, long awaited kiss
And I shall finally fall into your sweet bliss
Come find me, my sweet

Is it my turn yet?I know the thought of seeing you some dayIs it my turn yet? in Free Verse More Like This
Might be, to some, a bit too cliché
But I know that when I finally find you
You're the only one I'll ever look to
One day, maybe soon, you'll take my hand
And take me on a long walk in the sand
And then we'll go dancing in the rain
Then you'll take me and kiss away my pain
You'll ensure that I have nothing to fear
I will be known to you as honey or dear
Someday, our paths shall run together
With you, there is nothing I cannot weather
They say everybody falls in love someday.
Is it my turn yet?

You are the Moon and I the SunWe are two peopleYou are the Moon and I the Sun in Free Verse More Like This
And yet we are one
You are the moon
And I am the sun
In a perfect circle we move
Without the other, we break
As the world crumbles around us
We know the the other is not fake
You are the moon and I the sun
And together we do beat as one

Her LoveI sense there's something wrong despiteHer Love in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
She hides sorrow with smiles so bright
And though I try so very hard
Can't lift the burden from her heart
How can his words induce this pain?
And does he notice the hurt he caused her?
And will he hear the words she cannot say?
I think I ought to tell
How will this end for my dear friend?
How will this sad love one day end?
Although the feelings are in place
Tears keep streaming down her face
Which I try to dry in vain
Oh, will we ever from hurting deter?
Oh, how I pray for joy to come one day
For this love to get well

Death is knockingDeath knocks at my door.Death is knocking in Free Verse More Like This
I pretend I'm not around,
Hoping he would leave.
But he's just the messenger
For the mourning yet to come
Death keeps on knocking.
There is no way to fool him.
He knows my place well.
No matter where I move to,
He never fails finding me
Death is still knocking.
I give in, open the door.
"It's been quite a while."
He's acting like an old friend
While he tells who died this time.

To my sisterLike a sister I do love youTo my sister in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The sister who never was mine
Older sister I look up to
My younger sister fair and fine
And you're more than a friend to me
My twin sister with diff'rent blood
We're seperated by the sea
But to you my heart does still spud
Sometimes I curse all of the miles
You and me thousands do divide
I want to witness all your smiles
Those which are born from deep inside
I cannot hold you when you cry
And I really wish that I could
Still a dreamer's mind does fly
And it'll be with you for good
And it brought this few lines to you
Written from deep within the heart
And each single word here is true
A wish from

39. DreamI had a wonderful dream last night39. Dream in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And now I desperately fight
Not to forget anything of it
But I keep loosing bit by bit
I am digging in the desert's sand
try to catch water with my hand
But the more and the harder I try
The faster the water trickles away
With the water the dream does comply
And my memories slowly decay

Commission - Angel and Demon"Are you going to tellCommission - Angel and Demon in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
the same story over and over again?"
I can hear you yell
Hear me out before you complain!
The story is eternal
Immortal and everlasting about
Two beings, one infernal
one divine, trust and doubt.
I am going to tell
An old story with new words again.
Once upon a time there
came an angel down to earth, so pure she was
Sent from above where
No lie was heard, there was no cause
For a word to be untrue.
For a single heart to host any greed.
About demons angels knew
They were a sinful breed.
To an unknown place there
Descended an angel, kind she was
But for reasons unknown
The angel found herself in a pri

IThere is a certain wordI in Free Verse More Like This
Overused, too often heard
It's so simple and small
Thinnest of the letters all
Yet it's meaning, what a contrast
The gab between them is so vast
They could not be any less alike
The speaker uses it to strike,
to be the center of everything
It's overused one may think
It's impossible to avoid its use
and also very hard to reduce
And it makes me wonder: "Why
is it so diffucult not to say 'I'?"

Leave her alone!I see you, hear your criesLeave her alone! in Free Verse More Like This
They may come from the heart
You blame others for filthy lies
But yet, you fail to see
And still, you fail to listen
You assume, think you know
But you don't understand
I see you, hear you whine
Maybe you really miss her
Maybe you cannot understand
She has a life on her own
Come on, get up. I know it's hard
Move on, you can't have her back
I see you, hear you still
See, the more you complain
The more pathetic it looks
Without a true apology
She is not to blame for this
She had suffered far too long
I see you and hear you
And for the last time "Stop!"
She has enough of you, just go
Leave her, do

Frightful MeetingShe ran into the woods aloneFrightful Meeting in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Until she reached an ancient stone
A forgotten giant's ashen bone
Overgrown by moss and firs
Where there was the love of hers
But not joy guided her today
Not happiness showed her the way
As rain fell from a sky led gray
Saltwater ran down her face
When she reached their meeting place
Adorned with a ruby red stain
A body awaited her slain
Causing such unbearable pain
Whom she'd given her heart to
Now had his own cut in two
Jelousy, the bitter passion
This cruel scenery did fashion
Where he ended up as ashen
and cold as the stone and sky
Made the loved girl want to die

TodayToday the lion ate meToday in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
He swallowed me in whole
Today old demons found me
And claimed parts of my soul
Today, it was not my day
Today the lion bit me
I fought with all my strength
Today the demons got me
I disputed at length
Today was not my day
Today the lion ate me
To show me he's the king
Today the demons got me
Their poison injecting
Today wasn't my day
Today I left the lion
With a scar I have earned
Today I shed off demons
And gained a lesson learned
Today was my day

A ComparisonI do not dare to speak of familyA Comparison in Free Verse More Like This
When yours was torn apart so suddenly
I do not dare to speak of funerals
When you had to bury several friends
I do not speak of depressions and mental issues
When your demons had almost got you killed
I do not speak of the darkness I am fighting
Compared to your hell it's merely a shade
You all have faced greater horrors
Than I can ever imagine
I never felt such intense pain
I never was already dying
What right do I have to be weak
When you survived so much worse?

They Watch You SleepThey Watch You Sleep:They Watch You Sleep in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
There are many bards who can tell you tales
Of the creeping shadows that come at night
We've seen them crawling along the walls
In the absence of the light...
On the darkest of nights, cold and chill
You can hear them quietly gibbering.
They speak of things that you cannot know
Which is why they are always whispering.
It is said that they will know the future
and that they know the fate of every man
They are here to watch his path unfold
or perhaps to have him damned...
These sick and twisted animals
Bear a stench that is rather foul
But you will only smell this scent
if they choose to remove their cowl

She's Not Your ToyShe's Not Your Toy:She's Not Your Toy in Free Verse More Like This
Mmm, it's okay sweetie
Just stay quiet
It'll all be over soon...
Creaking springs and quiet eyes
Cold without emotion
The smell of fear is mixed with sweat
Breath like a churning ocean
The waves and tide will push and pull
as water fills the cave
The heart longs to stop itself
when there is nothing left to save
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Jenna
Happy birthday to you...
A shock of pain brings her back to the present
The muscular form above her contracting in the dark
She remembers now that her limbs are pinned
but she would not move them anyway...
Happy birthday sweeth

Her Cold LipsHer Cold Lips:Her Cold Lips in Free Verse More Like This
She watches me, as I bid my friends goodbye
Her cold hands creep along my shoulders
they tell me that she is there
and that she will never let me go...
We're in my room now, away from the outside
I know that she doesn't like the sun
Often, she prefers to observe me from the shadows
but I think she doesn't like the others coming close...
We're beneath the covers now, panting softly
her cold body pressed against mine
Her lips are completely devoid of warmth
and yet they taste so rousingly sweet
A haunting, a haunter and the haunted
Two of us now entwined beneath the ruffled sheets
We cross a barrier that should not

To The Beautiful YouTo The Beautiful You:To The Beautiful You in Free Verse More Like This
Here we are, sitting behind these screens of glass,
Reading lines of text, yet smiling, laughing and crying.
It's strange to think that I could have this much fun -
Considering that I've never met you before, but then again
Perhaps that's the reason why I don't have to pretend.
Some people might tell me, that what we have is just a fantasy,
I doubt I'll have the chance to actually see you in this life-time.
But even so, in the time that we've spent together - Well,
I feel as though I've connected with you, more than anyone else.
I feel as though I know you better, than those just a few feet away.
You might tak

The Enemy WithinThe Enemy Within:The Enemy Within in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I have nothing that I can give
Cause I was never taught to live
How do I know what is pain?
I disappear into the rain
Carry me on angel's arms
Don't let me ever come to harm
The blade will cut into my skin
I face the enemy within...
And I feel him, and I feel him cry
And I feel him, and I feel him cry
Dear Enemy
What do you want from me?
Take me slowly
Are you the man I'm meant be?
Dear Enemy...
Suddenly the lights go out
I open up and try to shout
Gasping out my final cry
Is this how I'm meant to die?
Lead me home once again
Let me face this world and then-
I will try to get control
Won't let this fee

Without JoyA bard may choose to sing a song of happy days and eternal blissWithout Joy in Free Verse More Like This
But why should I sing of happiness, when misery is all that is?
The suffering we see around us, is tantamount to hell
Yet we accept these horrid days; caught within a spell
Perhaps I'm simply being morbid, a soul disturbed by a darker voice
Or perhaps I am the whispered truth; personified by choice.
I will not speak of revelations nor of better days to come
In terms of hope for the future; I'd rather remain mum.
For the world I've seen has shown to me, that pain equates to life
I'm sure you've tried it many times on the edge of a sharpened knife
Why would you open embi

Letting Go of YouLetting Go of You:Letting Go of You in Free Verse More Like This
You abandoned me in the past
without so much as a proper goodbye
One day you simply chose to walk out the door
and you never did come back...
I was angry then, hurting badly
I wondered if I was in some way inadequate
I wondered if you left because I am so easy to despise
and eventually my sorrow turned to anger
I wanted to become great
to show you that you made the wrong choice
to take my strength and throw it in your face
just so you would regret it
But then I saw how happy you were...
In the time we've been apart
You've made a new life for yourself
You've found someone who loves and treasures you
and upon

My Beautiful FilthMy Beautiful Filth:My Beautiful Filth in Free Verse More Like This
We'll start with the rose petals
scattered lavishly across the bed
A symbolic collage of my broken thoughts
like memories crushed and thrown into the winds
they lie where they fall, forever forgotten...
Tacks and nails shall line the floor!
A perfect representation of my painful steps
To walk forward was to suffer
to stand still was to endure
Like the insults thrown at me, like the physical abuse
they drive their way into my skin and remain embedded
Unable to be removed except by force
And now comes the masterpiece, the perfect finishing touch
A wall of words and photographs depicting my sorrows and greivance

VinashukaThe cloud that forms above the burning wastesVinashuka in Free Verse More Like This
Hints to many that the dying world breathes.
Beneath the empty morrow that holds the shattered
glass, I see myself whispering 'Vinashuka'.
Cold muttered voices tonguing the edge of my sanity
The creeping walls denote the loss of my inner being
Lick the paper that cuts the tongue into a myriad
of pieces and once again whisper 'Vinashuka'.
But my words will fall on deaf ears and I'm tempted
to once again open myself for torture. For perhaps
the endless grief with which I give myself meaning
will form into the bloodied words of 'Vinashuka'.
This single whispered temptation, a solitary lie

FEARFEAR:FEAR in Free Verse More Like This
Frantically he scrambles away from the dark
Eager to be free of his waking nightmare
Acting only upon the instinct within him;
Reminded constantly that he is prey
For some time he hides in the pervasive shadows
Earnestly praying that he will not be discovered
A single sound is all it takes to jar him;
Running from a creature that he can barely see
From head to toe it is certainly monstrous
Enshrouded in an aura of absolute repugnance
As the acid drips from its cruel jaws,
Rapidly dissolving the ground below
Fearful, he cowers, beneath boxes and cardboard,
Escaping away into a tiny corner of his mind
Alone with only

Healing HugsLaying in the bed,Healing Hugs in Free Verse More Like This
I listen to the moans.
The sound of the dying.
The shadows hide me,
So I can be alone.
Try to take care of myself.
To get myself back to my feet.
It's not a sickness,
or a wound,
But a blow to the heart.
The shattered hearts laying on the floor,
surrounded by the pieces of souls.
Tread on by the visitors,
Only caring about their own.
I watch the world go by,
As I lay here,
Frozen in time.
Ever since you broke my heart.
Waiting for Time to heal me,
But she passes by everyday.
Sometimes stabbing me along the way.
I cried out for help,
But most just went on their way.
Not wanting to see another cripple.

A small treasureA little piece of you,A small treasure in Free Verse More Like This
That you gave to me.
Something I will treasure.
A secret that I hide,
That piece means more than you think.
It just may be a list of numbers,
But to me its salvation.
From the lonely nights,
and the grey days.
A solution to my problems.
Hiding in the corner,
I wrap my wings around it.
Holding it close to me,
I wish it could be you.
I'll hold this close,
I don't know how long it will take.
But this will do for a while,
But I'll end up wanting more.
More of you.
Things that are just out of reach.
I have to hold back.
Hopefully a little longer.

Secret SantaThis is a tale of a young girl,Secret Santa in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Whose name was Beth.
And even though spinning made her hurl
She used it to give thoughts life's gentle breath.
Who lived in an attic,
Spinning yarn for a fanatic.
Who worked her day and night,
While keeping her from the light.
While she spun,
She dreamed for her life to come undone.
So she could have some fun,
And so she sung:
It's a pirate's life for me.
The life of adventure,
And sleeping on, the open sea.
Oh! it's a pirates life for me.
One night,
She sat at a great height,
Far above the sea,
And oh! What a sight.
A man, who was an old sea dog,
Went to down a cup of gorg,
And was caugh

Help me help myselfIt's gonna take more than myself,Help me help myself in Free Verse More Like This
To get off my knees.
From begging her to see,
That I loved her.
Stuck on the ground,
Held by the ooze running down from my wings,
And the iron will of never giving up.
Realizing its over,
I try to get up,
But I am held by my wings,
The first time they have hindered me.
Everyone says,
To cut them off,
They have all lost their wings.
And forgot the feeling of the wind.
I force myself up,
FArther each day.
Some days I fall back though.
And I wish I never left my knees.
That's where you come in,
You give me hope and happiness.
With renewed strength I stand.
Cause I can't love you both,
And

AloneLeft alone in the dark,Alone in Free Verse More Like This
Shivering against the wind.
The walls closing in.
Stumbling around trying to find the light,
Tripping over my thoughts,
Trying not to fall down.
My voice echoing in the blackness,
Its sound silencing my hopes.
My voice shaking in fear.
Fear, of being left alone,
To stumble around in the dark.
To wander lifelessly through the shadows.
Thinking of you,
Till the day I die.
You left me here cause you didn't want to hurt me.
It hurts as I fall.
Blindly wandering around,
Tripping over everything.
Falling down.
I just want to curl up,
And rock myself to sleep.
Where the darkness isn't so black.
And the

Source of my everythingThe source of my everything;Source of my everything in Free Verse More Like This
My energy, my love, my inspiration.
My pain, my sadness and my loneliness,
Is you.
You are my energy,
Who needs sleep,
When I have you?
You keep me awake thinking of you,
And join me in my dreams.
My love is you,
Even if you don't love me back,
I will still love you from the shadows,
Where you left me.
Each day I see you,
A new thought comes to mind.
Using that I spin the pain and the joy,
Into a poem for you to never see.
I love you,
So much it hurts.
You are impervious to the pain,
You don't see how it hurts.
To be ignored by the one you love the most.
My tears are ink,
I sob through the

Until My Last BreathSome days I stare into the sky,Until My Last Breath in Free Verse More Like This
Thinking of you.
Wondering if you're worth the fight.
The silent battle of life.
If you are worth the pain, sorrow, and loneliness.
Then I hear your voice,
And I am ready for war.
Armed with love and care,
I will slay any demon, beast or ghost.
To keep you safe.
I will fight till the last breath.
I will fight for you.
I will protect you from the ghosts of memories,
And if I fall short,
I will be there to help you up.
Lies, insults and rumors are thrown
Along with a few sticks and stones.
They deal no damage,
For my armor is you.
A hug, a smile, a smell, and a thought,
Protects me from them

My fearMy fear isn't spiders, snakes, or death.My fear in Free Verse More Like This
My fear is losing you,
And not to be in your life.
Loving you like I do.
It's hard to be alone,
And live without you.
It's harder still,
To have you kiss me
And them tell me you love someone else.
Then run your fingers through my hair,
Like you want something more.
I may be new at this,
But this is shit.
My fear of losing you,
shadows my thoughts of doubt,
That you just want a toy,
To wrap around your finger.
That I am second,
There when your man can't be.
That I am used to fix your heart,
So you can find someone else.
You being you,
I fear of losing you.
But I may need to,
It

Ranting of a MadmanDown, Down, Down I go.Ranting of a Madman in Free Verse More Like This
Away from you all.
And your rules that make no sense.
Hide, Hide, Hide.
I hide from THEM.
The ones who want to stop me.
They want me to stop having fun.
Hello? Hello? Hello?
Hi, Who are you?
A friend? Now really.
What? You like my fun?
Yay, Yay, Yay.
Someone who likes my fun.
Who loves the screams,
And the mess.
They adore my work.
More, More, More!
They need more,
To keep them happy.
I want them to be my friend.
I need to keep them happy.
Run, Run, Run!
THEY are chasing me now,
THEY hate my fun.
But no, I need a friend.
I need to make him happy.
Help! Help! Help!
I fell down a hole.
But I go

A Little too LateIt's too late for you to say sorry,A Little too Late in Free Verse More Like This
You've had your chance.
Your chance to hold me.
But you blew it.
You threw me away,
And left me alone.
Bleeding and lost.
Just trying to find out what I did wrong.
You had your chance to see who I was,
But you lost the colors.
The colors like the leaves in fall.
Reds, orange and yellow.
Beautiful and fleeting.
You chose someone who had the neon green and blues,
The artificial colors.
Someone who wasn't who they said they were.
I even gave you a second chance,
To try again,
But you just stabbed me again.
My blood ruining my colors.
Now you want to see my colors again.
Well it's too late

Dying From LoveDying From LoveDying From Love in Free Verse More Like This
His sweet words touched her heart
Now it is bleeding and torn apart
His gentle touch as he held her hand
Now it is empty as a barren land
His tender kiss across her lips
Ignited something deep within
Now they are parched and dry
Craving moisture that he would provide
He caressed her heart with his love
Now it is screaming from the pain
Dying slowly as she cries in the rain

OvercomeOvercomeOvercome in Free Verse More Like This
I do this...well...when it is needed.
I haven't written in so long
Yet tonight it is needed
For my emotions have been drawn
Like a fountain they pour
All that is inside of me
Silent words never spoken
The tears that are never seen
I am not sure if it will help
I am not sure of much at all
To many emotions
I wish it would stop
I want it all to go away
I wish I truly had wings
Maybe then I would be free
Maybe finding peace and serenity
Yet that is a childish thought
For the world we live in
It will always be a dream...

Come BackCome BackCome Back in Free Verse More Like This
I am in that black hole,
And it is trying so hard to swallow me whole
But you have been my anchor,
My strength and shield,
Holding onto my hand,
And never yielding or giving in,
You have been my hope .
That ray of light,
Shining the way through this darkness,
My star shining so very bright.
And now that you will leave,
It seems to have dimmed,
Even though in spirit I know you are still there
That is why I shall do my best to stay strong,
To feel you near .
Closing my eyes and feeling the touch of your hand,
The tip of your finger as it wipes away my tears,
The sternness in your voice

Gates Of Hell"Gates Of Hell"Gates Of Hell in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
There's a vortex after death that leads to an underground cave
In which many of the souls He locked away could not be "saved"
And now they wander lost among the damned that dwell
Endlessly forever searching for the Gates Of Hell
Past the vultures that feasted on the broken bones
My wretched home was not that much different from those alone
The weapons of murder utilized can be checked at the door
Chances are if they are here they have used them once before
The gore that they spread to assassinate their foes
Led others to salvation and decimated woes
But now they are here to rejoice with the damned that dwell
Wander

In Spirit"In Spirit"In Spirit in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I faded away into a dream
Of you and I and our favorite place
And I waited there until it seemed
There were no more stars to trace
I patiently stayed where you always told me
Was your favorite place to play as kids
Where we let our fears float down stream
Where I could always find you if you hid
Beneath the tree of solace by the brooks
I would wait and you'd always show
No matter how long it ever took
Even if it became twenty below
The one place we could count on
If one of our lives went awry
Where we would talk until dawn
Where we would laugh and cry
And everyday we would meet here
Under branches that sway
As k

Playful Date"Playful Date"Playful Date in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I finally asked her how many times
That I have gone and written a rhyme
In honor of the love that we bear
And all those rare feelings we care to share
She shoved me playfully to the ground
And laughed such a heartfelt sound
Saying I'm silly for over thinking my words
And acting worse than a pair of lovesick birds
She helped me up and then we walked
So merrily as we sang and talked
The city streets were paved with lights
Unusually bright for such a rainy night
I gave her my jacket to protect from the rain
And she threw it back for she had to explain
Saying my old frame needed it along with a cane
To which I splas

Locked Out"Locked Out"Locked Out in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am so terrified of what the future holds
Because all my life I've always been told
That as our stories continue to unfold
I might one day be left out in the cold
Imagine if it was raining in your space
And the key to your front door was misplaced
And so you trace and retrace but to your disgrace
The key is lost forever and that is the case
And the rain that was pouring starts to hail
And the birds that were soaring have set sail
They've flown away while I sit on the grass
And put my hand up to the wet dripping glass
I've always felt like I was seeing through
A stranger's eyes painted a painful blue
Looking in thr

Blankets"Blankets"Blankets in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
After a long, draining day
Where I'm at a loss of words to say
Or describe how I feel
I use my covers to conceal
In my bed I love to crawl
And curl into a ball
My suffering and pain
Disappears from my brain
I cover myself and die
Or at least it feels in my mind
That I've found a place to rest
The best place to nest
My blanket is my shield
That nurtures me and heals
I squeeze my pillows tight
And grip them through the night
The world outside around me
Vanishes from my body
Underneath my covers
And the ones that hover
Under blankets I forget
All that I regret
My one place I'm saved
Hiding in my cave
Or more l

Life After Death"Life After Death"Life After Death in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Falling down into the river
My broken reflection shivers
Right before I hit the water
There's a new world to discover
I've burned the bridge that I was on
To build a life so far gone
I chose now a new existence
One that can be persistent
With my style and taste
My old self was a waste
So I left it all behind
Always searching to find
A new way; a new vision
A way to revise my old edition
I'm a worn out book with pages torn
But in the river I'm a newly born
Can this lead to the happiness I seek?
I'll go humble; I'll go meek
Can we ever really be satisfied?
This question I have analyzed
This answer is no a

Dance Floor"Dance Floor"Dance Floor in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Truth be told I am scared to death
Of marriage and proposals but not because
I lack charisma to take away her breath
But my inability to handle applause
From hundreds of people in the church pews
But my excuse is even worse than that
I am probably one of the many who
Can not dance and that is a fact
This is something I always worried about
And the reason why I wanted to elope
But I knew if I told her she'd shout
And say I was being a silly dope
I could never admit this to my bride to be
So I did what any good boyfriend would do
I took dance lessons so she could see
And surprise her as I make my dancing debut
I s

In His Arms"In His Arms"In His Arms in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
There was nothing anyone could do or say
That was going to make her stew or stay
She was determined then to run away
On that cold and dreadful Autumn day
She packed her bags and left the house
Quiet as a careful mouse
She knew just what she had to do
She knew that she would see things through
Her parents were mean the previous night
They had with her another terrible fight
They threatened to throw her out in the street
They'll never understand the way she thinks
Feeding her self-doubt as she pouts in her room
She knows the next day this will only just resume
So she finally decide to take control of the wheel
And

Make Someone's Day"Make Someone's Day"Make Someone's Day in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
One day I was waiting for the bus
On a hot afternoon observing drivers cuss
At each other in lanes driving so insane
Screaming at each other and pointing the blame
When I boarded the bus and paid for my fare
Everyone was staring as if I wasn't there
I sat in a seat next to a kid who would weep
For his mom screamed at him because he wouldn't sleep
I sat there and stared at these people so bare
And lifeless inside and so unaware
Of the stories they are missing that they could have shared
If they weren't so quiet and had not a care
So I turned to the lady with the son who was loud
And told her that she should b

Do You Believe?"Do You Believe?"Do You Believe? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Do you believe in waiting for someone
Who you know you'll be with forever?
Do you compete to not be outdone
By the ones who always do better?
Do you have the perseverance to climb
Higher than the highest plains?
Can you lend an extra eye for the blind
Who accidentally boarded the wrong train?
Can you stand up for the ones who are
Being harassed by those with fail
To realize that life enough is hard
And so we should gather together and prevail?
Can you see beyond the hills?
The trees? The forests? The sky?
Can you find a way to muster the will
To lie to me with honest eyes?
Can you tell me your deepest secret

To The BattleCan you hear our whispers?To The Battle in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
We've lead you to your demise.
Because no matter what you try,
You will never get past our lies.
Can you hear the scandal?
It's come far to late.
We've taken over all your lives,
It's to late to see your mistake.
Can you hear the yelling?
It's pounding in our ears.
Day by day it's there,
Perhaps we'll listen to your peers.
Can you hear us running?
We've lost the battle now.
It couldn't have happened we thought,
But now you've got what you sought.

Well Darn, There Goes My PlanFunny this life we live, there is so much more to see.Well Darn, There Goes My Plan in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
The heavens above, filled with no love,
The moon in the sky, larger then you or I.
Can't you see it, the size of it all?
We are ants infesting a house,
A flea eating a mouse.
Where will we be in a few hundred years?
Will we be in tiny boxes living useless fears?
Will we be in the ground, never to be found?
Will you be remembered, for who you use to be?
Perhaps by a few, but never truly by me,
For how am I to know, someone I've never seen?
Time has flown by, it's to late for you and me.
Why do you live, when time will soon blink,
and you will be gone, faster then you think?

Poison TeardropsPoison teardrops sting my face,Poison Teardrops in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Tears as hot as day and melt my grace.
Hope of pain to scatter my thoughts,
For pain is better, and in my stomach it knots.
Poison teardrops cause more pain,
More pain than the acid that burns in the rain.
My mind is old, and my flesh is young.
My thoughts bite with venom, so I hold tongue.
I love the world, and hate the people,
They tell me so much, and listen so little.

Hidden LinesTorn apart and filled with lines,Hidden Lines in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Words unspoken are hatefully tried.
Burned at the bud,
Stop at the start.
Grievously misled from the beginning,
Broken and killed from the mere heeding.
Paper strewn across the floor,
The only love they've ever boor.
Here sit's a man in anger,
Lost is he in pain.
He tried to hide in the beginning,
Now all he is, is insane.
He wrote these hateful lines,
And just as they, he lies.
Never right, never perfect,
Always lost, forever hidden.
why can't i right one good poem?

I'm A Bit LostWhat does one do when all is lost?I'm A Bit Lost in Free Verse More Like This
One may say that one should die,
But death is not an option.
What does one say when all is lost?
Do you finely speak your heart,
Or talk of sweet nothings?
What does one hear when all is lost?
One would think you would hear the truth,
Or is that just another thing to lose?
What does one feel when all is lost?
Would you cry for the days gone away,
Or is there nothing left?
What does one chose when all is lost?
We know what the answer is,
There is no chose left here to wonder.
What is left for one who is lost?
Nothing.

What's Possible?Have you ever tried to weave,What's Possible? in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Words that wouldn't leave?
To tell stories of when the sky fell,
Or when the ground opened to hell?
Have you lit up the sky,
With fire of those who died?
I've heard of things so sweet,
It would sweep you off your feet.
I saw the interact web,
Of all things that are dead.
And saw planets in the universe,
That could rewrite the multiverse.
I held a moon beam in my hand,
And gave it to the night land.
I wrote of a God who cried,
And his tear drops then filled the sky.
Such things that I have seen,
They must truly have to be.
And when you see these things,
You can see that it's time to leave.
Time

EmptyI would like to feel sorry,Empty in Free Verse More Like This
To miss my hopes and dreams,
But I know the cold hard truth,
It was to much to lose.
I lost so much to quickly,
It's left me undone.
So much for all the wishes,
Of emotion I now have none.
Don't feel sorry for me,
It wont help anyone.
For I have no pain,
Only a mind barely sane.
Lost in reality, I wish I felt sad.
At least when I'm sad,
I can be more than what I am.
To worry, to cry, to plead, to lie.
To be more than just a shell,
To want to be held.
But I'm empty, so what does it matter,
It's not like it'll do anything to me.

FriendsYou're a selfish little girl,Friends in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm sorry that's the truth,
Because with each tear you shed,
The more rotten you see your youth.
You never grew up,
I'm sorry to say,
Because here you are,
Lying to each day.
You should have learned,
I must show you now,
That with a vow to be a friend,
It is you who must bow.
You need to know now,
That it is not your friends who live for you,
You selfish little girl,
It's you who live for your friends,
Because without them you'd be dead.

Writing on the WallsDeserts of white reach the air,Writing on the Walls in Free Verse More Like This
So stable and high, they are so bare.
Let's fill them shall we?
Let them hold our story.
Bring me the marker,
We have something to say.
Let them hold my mark,
Let the thoughts see the day.
Fantasies of death, decay, and dreams.
People say they are horrid things.
We know better don't you think,
Let's show them the light of everything bleak.
Such stories we have to tell,
Pages can not have them held.
Terror and pain are just a game,
Life is just something to tame.
Call us crazy, but see our words?
That must be what you think you've heard.
Hear us again, words so light,
They fill these walls wit

InsultI doubt you knew when you said that word,Insult in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Perhaps to you it was nothing absurd.
But I'm afraid it cut me deep,
So much so that I could not sleep.
The way I act I do for you,
I hoped it would help you in joy be consumed.
But now I see that I've tried in vain,
For that moment shall be repeated in my brain.
I did the same as I always do,
To laugh and play with the day melting away.
But first time ever she called me obnoxious,
What had I done to change that day?
Did she not laugh with everyone else?
Did she not complement my joyful self?
So why now did it change,
Is she too old to be in this game?
Just today someone else called m

The Poets Birth...Snow is gently fallingThe Poets Birth... in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I feel it's cold caress
My world disappearing
All by ice possessed
Passions embers dying
Love falling from the sky
Screaming out to heaven
The simple question, why?
Helplessly I'm watching
I know my heart must die
A thousand broken shards
No more to rise and fly
The sky is cold and black
The stars so far away
Beneath this long dead moon
My crying soul must stay
I begged the sun, 'don't go'
Yet from my sky she fled
Left me alone and dying
And not a word was said
Love thy blade bites deeply
There's crimson on the snow
And from this bleeding heart
The hurting words shall flow
Tears like rain are fa

HellGathering darkness beckonsHell in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I watch my world close in
Sliding into private hell
For some forgotten sin
Come tidal wave of sadness
Wash every hope away
Drive me to the deepest depths
Then fight to make me stay
Unworthy, lost and lonely
Crush everything I am
Hold up that silvered mirror
For this unwanted man
Show me all my brokenness
The flaws I try to hide
Highlight every failure
Steal every trace of pride
Then leave me in the blackness
Without the will to fight
Helpless sniveling coward
So lost without a light
Crying tears of loneliness
In deep depressions maze
This iron grip far stronger
Than any man made cage
Reach ou

The WarningYes, I remember loveThe Warning in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And passions roaring flame
The thrill of that first kiss
Desires you cannot tame
I recall the fervor
Love's roller coaster ride
How your heart beats faster
When she stands at your side
So listen when I say
Love to me's no stranger
And this my friend I've learned
She comes with hidden danger
Behold the walking wreck
That holds a broken heart
I was a better man
Till love tore me apart
Her hateful bitter blade
Just stole my world away
Gave it to another
It did no good to pray
They say that time heals wounds
That's such a sinful lie
Her's are scars I'll carry
Until the day I die
So my friend walk wisel

The FeatherThe world moved around meThe Feather in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And life just passed on by
No one spared a second glance
Or stopped to wonder why?
They saw so very little
They never looked within
As if the act of caring
Were a special type of sin
Perhaps this broken heart
Was never meant to heal
And that tide of loneliness
what I'm meant to feel
Sometimes though the burden
Well it just seemed all to much
And that final clasping hand
Perhaps a welcome touch
But then came my salvation
In the welcome land of sleep
A soft and gentle voice
That begged me not to weep
From the realm of heaven
A tender healing kiss
Tears that washed the pain away
Oh divine and loving bliss
Enfolded in an angels wings
I couldn't help but mend
Knowing on her love
I truly could depend
Was this just a dream?
A foolish flight of fancy?
A desperate hopeful longing
That echoes now so faintly?
Some I know would say
'by dreams you've been misled'
But they've not seen the feather
She left upon my bed...

My Constant LoverSo gentle is your touchMy Constant Lover in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That tender first caress
Yearning in your fingertips
That leaves my soul undressed
Naked here before you
I have become your toy
Knelt in thrall before you
Defeated I give you joy
Your hands roam unrestricted
Your touch so deft and true
Making such sweet music
There is no move you rue
Fire bereft of passion
Intensity without pleasure
Weakness and surrender
The qualities you treasure
Mistress all demanding
You know that I am yours
There is no resisting
The fire in dreaded claws
So deep you rip and tear
Such damage you inflict
You laugh to see me crying
At the pain that makes me sick
Joints you cau

First LoveWhen the Sun has fadedFirst Love in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And stars no longer shine
Memories shall linger
And pay no heed to time
Your smile left me breathless
Your face, I see it still
That 'accidental' touch
That gave me such a thrill
Those sleepless, lonely nights
That ushered loves first tears
The beating of my heart
Whenever you appeared
Innocence surrendered
Into your tender arms
First love lasts forever
We hold it like a charm
I will not forget you
You taught me, oh so much
Still my sweet beloved
I hunger for your touch...

It wounds my heartIt wounds my heart to see herIt wounds my heart in Free Verse More Like This
To know how much she hurts
Her tender hearts been shattered
And this pain it is the worst
It Wounds my heart to see her
She really is so sad
She thinks no one understands her
And that all her world is bad
It wounds my heart to see her
She feels worthless and so useless
She tries and tries she really does
But her efforts all seem fruitless
It wounds my heart to see her
To know what someones done
How could they break the heart
Of such a sefless one?
It wounds my heart to see her
She gave him everything she had
Her love she gave it willingly
Did he need to treat her bad?
It wounds my heart to see

I trusted youI looked into your eyes and I trusted youI trusted you in Free Verse More Like This
I needed help, I was scared and broken
I'd seen pain no child should see
I told you it all, nothing left unspoken
I looked into your eyes and I trusted you
Things were so bad and I needed you dad
I didn't know how to care for a drunken mum
I was glad you came back, I could stop being sad
I looked into your eyes and I trusted you
But you were just like her, alcoholic and sad
You didn't help, just made things worse
But I never dreamed things would get so bad
I looked into your eyes and I trusted you
Then came that night, you broke every rule
Forced your son to become your lover
I was you

The QuestHowling, raging stormThe Quest in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Skies of hurt and pain
Lost within the darkness
The heart I cannot tame
Why will you not listen
Oh love on fragile wings
Time and fate have spoken
No longer should we sing
Tender arms a memory
The echo of a kiss
Heaven rolled the dice
And took away our bliss
Still in hope we travel
Through icy rain and gales
Praying, hoping, dreaming
That love may yet prevail
Yearning, always yearning
We fly in search of you
For love forever destined
The love we know is true...

The Poets TaleEchoes roll like mistThe Poets Tale in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Faint stirrings of my heart
How to share these feelings
Or change the things that part
Courage fled so long ago
Self confidence a lie
The hammer blows of life
Made hope curl up and die
And yet within your eyes
Can I truly see a seed
Healing in your bosom
And in the words you bleed
I write in cryptic verse
Revealed like finest wine
In every word and stanza
Your radiant beauty shines
Praying needful prayers
I tell my poets tale
The quest to paint your beauty
And how I ever fail
But more than that my love
I clip my feeble wings
Afraid to say I love you
For all that it might bring...