Save YourselfDear mommy…Save Yourself in Free Verse More Like This
I could have saved you.
I know you promised me you’d save yourself,
But I should have known you were lying.
I could have protected you.
I know you said you were fine,
But I should have been able to see all the tears behind your eyes…
The lies, I should have seen straight through them,
I should have known better than to believe you,
I should have known better.
I should have known.
I should have saved you...
I'm sorry Mommy.
I shouldn't have let you save yourself.
Black, White, and Red.You watched me melt into a dark surface.Black, White, and Red. in Free Verse More Like This
Black paint upon the skies,
Stars sprinkled among the canvas.
Moonlight, shining from the corner of your eye.
Atramentous areas surround me.
Fog blankets the land,
Letters written to me in charcoal.
You’ve painted the world,
Bright lights shining in my face.
Bleached eyes, staring back at me.
A world so empty, so dull.
The silver blade sinks into my neck.
I’ve painted my skin,
Upon my doorstep.
Whispers dance among my
Fire burns bright,
Flames upon roses
And causing blisters along our skin.
Warmth melting into our souls.
A knife slices through my flesh,
As blood drips down my shoulders.
You’ve painted my world, black.
I’ve painted my skin, white.
And I've splattered the walls with red.
CastleCome with me, little girlCastle in Free Verse More Like This
Let's watch the rose pedals fall
Let's bury your castle
And put up a brick wall
Lets rip off your butterfly wings
And place them in your grave
The demons have come to get you
You better start to behave
Come with me, little girl
For you can only have the gown for an hour
Do they love you, or love you not,
Ripping pedals off a flower
Come with me, little girl
Let's open your scars
And bury your castle,
In the girl you no longer are...
My Scars Prove You Wrong (original song)Scars on the surface, on my skinMy Scars Prove You Wrong (original song) in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Look at the wounds to know, where i've been
Throwing me against, my own walls
But I've learned to fly, when i fall
And I know my scars are only on the surface
And I know that I, I, I am not worthless
No matter how they break me, i'm unbreakable
No matter how they hurt me, i'm invincible
You know a heart
Keeps on bleeding
When it breaks it goes on beating
I, I'll keep on keeping on
'Cause my scars prove you, wrong.
Writer's block.A thirteen-year-old poet,Writer's block. in Free Verse More Like This
Whispers frolicking among her tongue
As a ballet dancer across a stage.
What to write, oh, what to write…
Her fingers wrapped around a pencil,
Gently tickling the page
With a language between herself
And her imagination.
Thoughts race through her mind,
Frozen hands on a silver clock
Turning moments into
D r e a d f u l h o u r s .
What to write, oh, what to write…
Crickets stop their chirping,
Birds start to sing.
Five thirty in the morning,
And not a single word on paper.
What to write, oh, what to write…
She begins to scribble across the page,
Doodles and anything that crosses her mind.
Words begin flooding her thoughts,
As she wrinkles the paper and grabs a clean sheet.
“A thirteen year old poet,
Whispers frolicking among her tongue
As a ballet dancer across a stage…"
And just as she nears the end
Of these words,
In My MindI like to talk to my best friendsIn My Mind in Free Verse More Like This
Whenever i'm feeling down.
A precious lick of happiness
From their sweet and lovely sound.
I cry the tears of melancholy
Upon their reliable shoulders
A kiss among my scars
As the night grows colder.
A feeling of pure pulchritude
As our friendship does prove true
Yes, i confide in my best friend
If only you could hear them, too.
AnorexiaMeet a girl named No One, with a heart of shattered stoneAnorexia in Free Verse More Like This
Staring at the other girl, the one that's not alone
Girl with skin that glistens, with the eyes of crystal seas
Grin of shining diamonds and a laugh like a disease
Flashes just a glance and soon, she's every trouble's cure
She has everything… and No One's off to be like her.
Eating turns into a crime, she'd rather be away
Thrusting fingers down her throat to make herself okay
Watching as her very bones are seen behind her flesh
There she drowns in tears, for she has not yet seen success.
Minutes turn to hours, and these hours turn to days
Every moment slipping, slowly fading into grey
Rapidly, her body turns to nothing but her bones
As she fights for beauty, as she battles for the throne.
Broken hearts must learn to beat, and this she came to know
Learning it the hard way when her heartbeat grew too slow
Yet, she somehow managed still to shine from what's within
Lying in her casket with her hidden, unseen sin.
Final thoughts ins
On To Dead Little GirlsSpiders hang from threads made of shadows.On To Dead Little Girls in Free Verse More Like This
Blood dripping from his tongue,
Silence flooding the sky.
He’s pouring salt along open wounds,
Bandaging them with dust,
Disinfecting with poison.
Black roses on a coffin
For a small little girl
In a pale pink dress
And cuts along her
Frozen clocks begin to move
The sun has risen,
Early morning light
Shining brightly in the sky.
He walks to the graveyard,
Setting white daisies on
The little girl’s
Days go by,
And he sits there.
Tearing petals off the flowers,
And a butterfly lands on one daisy.
He crawls on his hands and knees,
Holes in his clothes,
Dirt on his fingers.
He tickles the butterfly
And treasures it until it dies.
For the best thing to do
Is rip off the wings of a butterfly…
And sew them onto dead little girls.
Watched it burnKing being murdered upon the throneWatched it burn in Free Verse More Like This
Dreams made out of solid stone
Learn to fly and learn to crash
Nightmares in a lightning flash
Life's what you get, not what you earn
Too bad you sat back and watched it burn...
I am a labelI slid the blade across my wristI am a label in Free Verse More Like This
Again and again.
Maybe I’m an emotional freak.
I cause fights and arguments
Maybe I’m a troublemaker.
I use make up to make myself seem
Maybe I’m girly.
I complain about things
Even when sometimes
Maybe I’m an attention seeker.
I fall under so many
So maybe I am a label.
I’m just me.
I'm Not A CushionI'm not a cushion,I'm Not A Cushion in Free Verse More Like This
don't pin this on me.
I stuck to my guns,
you changed your mind,
I'm not the bad guy.
I'm not a cushion,
don't pin this on me.
I made my choice,
you made one, too,
I did nothing wrong.
I'm not a cushion,
don't pin this on me.
I told the truth, went with what I wanted,
and you just didn't get your way.
So the ground you're on
I'm so steady.
And I'm not a cushion,
you can't pin this on me.
Do YouDo you imagineDo You in Free Verse More Like This
what I imagine?
When we talk the
way we're talking
do you think
the way I think?
Do you imagine
us as us instead of
as you and I?
Do you think
of exactly what
we would be?
RuinedI said I was sorry.Ruined in Free Verse More Like This
You said you weren't mad.
I couldn't believe you.
You told me it was fine.
I couldn't believe you.
You seemed upset.
I tried to comfort you.
You were trying not to yell.
I asked what you wanted.
You told me nothing.
I asked you to talk to me.
You said you were terrified.
I told you I felt the same way.
You lashed out.
I started crying.
You said your life could be ruined.
I cried harder.
"I can't always be here!"
I'm not trying to make you.
"That's what you're doing! You don't get it!"
Yes I do.
You sounded so angry.
I don't understand.
You hung up on me.
I cried myself to sleep.
Even You Weren't InvincibleI started calling you Superman whenEven You Weren't Invincible in Free Verse More Like This
we were still adjusting to the "teenage" title.
Turns out we acted older back then
in January 2009.
And fifteen was too young in my household.
Too young for what we went through.
It was and wasn't.
You know I still call you that behind your back, right?
You know I still use the nickname when your true
character is too much to put on my tongue?
You know I still can't look at you? Know
I still want to cry when I do it?
God, you were so good, too. So good.
Nobody hurt as much as you did,
and nobody loved like you could.
They call me kryptonite now,
I'd wager you do, too.
Was it me who made you weak?
Was it me or the love?
Or the drink?
Even you weren't invincible.
But man did you seem like it back
in January 2009.
Happy "Happy"I guess it all just comes downHappy "Happy" in Free Verse More Like This
to how god damn sorry I am.
Sorry for being in love.
Sorry for being so young, in love.
Sorry for trusting something I never believed in.
Sorry for finding that place so cold you learn not to shiver.
Sorry for losing it when I should have held on just that little bit more.
you got your wish.
All of it.
I'm through feeling it,
through being that colorful girl
because I found my mask,
I tied the pretty ribbon real tight
and then I burned the knot until it
was melted together around my face.
I'm not getting out.
Just like you're not.
Nobody needs to see what's underneath
because as of right now, there is nothing.
Are you happy that I'm "happy"
or must I slit my wrists as proof?
Stuck in the PastI'm stuck in the past.Stuck in the Past in Free Verse More Like This
Yeah, I admit it.
So go fuck yourself and stop
telling me what I already know.
I don't care, okay?
I don't fucking care.
Anything, everything you say to me
bounces right off now.
Because I've got my little
defense system working
again, I've got too much
metal in my bloodstream
and I've got fury dripping
off my sharp, sharp tongue.
Yeah you heard me right.
Now he's not here to care
whether I make it through
this, why should I make it
through this? Now I'm all
alone in things again I can
do whatever I want without
it affecting anybody but me.
I've got my walls back up,
I've got my tears pouring
and my blood flowing fast.
I'm draining it all out tonight
unless he decides he wants
to stop me and he doesn't
want to stop me anymore.
I'll release and purge and
cry and cut and scream and
hate everything in this world
simply for being in this world.
And then I'll wake up and
pretend that everything is fine
like I always do on morning-
after's. When I get home I'll
You Also SaidOkay, so whatYou Also Said in Other More Like This
I think, then?
You said you
don't want me
to listen to
what they say
and I get it,
you meant it,
I heard it.
But you also
said you couldn't
let anybody in.
She looks pretty
You also said
you meant what
you told me that
day when we were
alone for once.
You're so full of shit.
You also said
that things could
get better again.
a knife and standing
behind me, right?
I can't imagine who
put her there.
So Much, Too MuchYou were horribleSo Much, Too Much in Free Verse More Like This
You yelled and said things
I didn't know what to
You cut me down and
then handed me the knife,
taught me by example
It hurt so much, too much.
But I don't remember
the fights anymore.
I can't recall your lessons
on violence, on hate.
I remember everything
that I miss so much, too much.
The things that didn't
matter when I still had them here.
God it hurts so much, too much.
I can't breathe and
I wish I never could.
Because I'd rather be
bruised than broken.
And I "Version2.0"I kept running through the scenarios. All of them were impossible. All of them involved me, calling you, finally.And I "Version2.0" in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I was sulking in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror in my room. In my uncomfortably cramped one-bedroom lucky-break apartment off 33rd Street. In my sweats. In tears.
My satisfyingly chubby cat wound around my ankles, purring loudly. She wanted attention as always and was striving to achieve this goal by making a pest of herself.
Clearly neither of us had any intention of sleeping tonight.
Tonight was Christmas Eve, of all nights. Go figure, that this should seem like the least wonderful time of the year.
It had been weighing on my shoulders, but was increasing in size and strength over the past multiple months. Eventually I would collapse. And I knew that that was imminent.
I was a Sophomore in college, working to unearth a major that suited me. And you were also a Sophomore, working to unearth a drug that didn't suit you.
We had always been a mess, I reasoned. Just befo
I Like the Way You...I like the way you write.I Like the Way You... in Free Verse More Like This
How you call me "dear"
and tell me things I
I like the way you smile
and never seem to say
I like the way you read
my emotions like an open
book and seem to want
to piece my puzzle back
together again, genuinely.
I like the way you live
and don't seem to
mind that I don't
live like you do.
You are acceptance.
And you accept me.
And what a miracle that is.
I like it.
Breaking VulnerableSlowly eroding the idea of being in control, relying on you to keep me fully whole, my sensitivity a weakness but also a trait, is something i'll better as long as it takes, i feel like a wimp but you just say i'm open, you tell me to wet the eyes already soaken, there's always the moment where i realise i've fallen, that my dream of perfection is really appauling, it'll always be a dream and you love me just how, i am of the past, present future and now.Breaking Vulnerable in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Confusion SurrendersCan't think straight, head's a mess, tears attempt escape, too much stress, anger inside crept up from the past, two steps backwards can't let it last, fear of the nightmare i've become, gutted, mishaps from when i was young, far from perfect i know i am, but making an effort to work to your plan, closed mouth, forced shut, good luck opening it up, words are past long gone, slaves to the pity song, can you please help me i'm stuck in a rut, i don't approve being here and don't like it but, because i'm enclosed in a fight of emotion, and the love i have for you, my time and devotion, maybe it's my time to let go of pathetic, and to let you start applying the anaesthetic.Confusion Surrenders in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I LoveI love that i can be this horrendous mess infront of you without judgement, i love that you water nothing down for me and that you tell me what i need to hear when i don't want to hear it, i love that you have so much wisdom and how i'm constantly in awe of it, i love how you know what i'm going to say before i'm going to say it, i love how you tell me to cry when i'm holding it all back, i love how you turn my weaknesses into strengths, i love how you're the only one i'd allow to slap sense into me, i love how you're love for me is fresh every morning, i love how you somehow manage to let the problems in our relationship be the problems in my real life, i love how you don't want me to leave you, i love how you always push me to go for more, i love how you never allow me to give up, i love how you make me laugh in situations where i'm focused on hurt.I Love in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Soft SilenceSoft heart,easily bruised,easily romanced,Soft Silence in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
it takes little, for permanent pain to be inflicted,
cracks grow, without meaning,
always different, always re-occuring,
the tiny efforts of love it sees, it jumps for,
that's why protection's a must have,
to force the strength through the veins,
and to leave behind the remainders of tragedy.
Relationship's TitanicIf i were to decide to enforce some pain, would there be much for me to gain, or is it better for me to step back and refrain, from all conversations that bring on the strain, your love should be like a controlled falling, a siren's song that's consistently calling, there's always the person that deems it appauling, when there's view of a teenager who's currently stalling, at the decision that appears that could bring up excess bawling.Relationship's Titanic in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Love's CollateralLove's connected, completely intertwined, patience, kindness and hopefulness combined, so lose your doubt and distain, from negative words, you shall restrain.Love's Collateral in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Just YouI don't feel close to youJust You in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I need you to break me
I feel the cause isn't worth fighting for
I'm not alone
You give me courage
I see you in the distance
I'm giving you nothing
I wonder why i'm worth the world to you
I'm in awe of your mercy
You're my bravery
You leave me breathless
I want to love as you do
There's always hope
It's just you
My words are useless
You say i'm everything
Supple Couple She's seeing two people who fit like a glove,Supple Couple in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
you know those, who together could rise right above,
all those coupluar misfits who break in the winds,
and end their relationship just as it begins,
but for her that's a no, male friends are just brothers,
to be close to, and laugh with, but only with others,
yeah, it can be lonely but it's just for now,
till she finds the poor guy who'll hang knee and bow
First GoHere I sit in balance, curious and uncertain whether or not to write to you, it's for definite that I'm out of practice and out of the creative comfort zone I once visited pretty much every day, yet quiet almost silently you ponder what's plaguing my mind, and almost like repeating time, i try to get out the feeling rather than saying i'm fine, this doesn't seem real, not like how it was before, back in the day, yeah those times i'd just open a door, and out like a waterfall my mishaps would pour, unravelling like the pull of a jumper on the living room floor, you'd question me and prod me always trying to get more, and afterwards i'd sigh glad that you knew what's lied store, but now it seems that i just can't pull out what's bothering me, it's like there's something inside that just doesn't want to be free, i'll try a little harder so that i can let you see, the poking and the pinching of the thing that's bugging me.First Go in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Single's SongRight now i'm tired, tired of being single, tired of living life as an unloved experience, straight away my spirit's arguing, never been loved? You've always been loved, God's always loved you, do you really want that human love that lasts for a second, a minute, a moment, when you own a love that lasts for eternity? I'm brought to a place where i realise how stupid i'm being, but that doesn't take my lonliness away, it's like a hole, a void, a zone, which buries me deeper as i lay here alone, alone in the sense of a human company, otherwise i'm forever surrounded by the presence of three, the father, son and holy spirit, not keeping me completely drowning in it, but constantly lifting me up from the ashes, taking out of the remains, the jewels of tomorrow, crushing depths of love into increasing sorrow, the love you love for me, i would love to borrow, so i could pour out love as you pour out on me, an everlasting love forever setting me free.Single's Song in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The Black Parade part 2Welcome to The Black ParadeThe Black Parade part 2 in General Fiction More Like This
As they drove on Patient started to hear drumming. He looked at the drum kit but no-one was playing.
"Where's that sound coming from?" he asked, walking to the front of the float.
"Your next memory" the figures answered as one. Patient looked out at the memory and gasped in delight.
Tall figures dressed in green marched past, towering over him. Confetti fell like multicoloured rain. His father squeezed the young Patient's hand and pointed out the float. Patient giggled and jumped up and down. The portal shimmered. Patient and his father were lost. Patient spotted a man lying in a gutter, one of his legs at a funny angle. He was sobbing in pain. The young boy looked up at his father and pulled some coins out of his pocket. Patient walked over to the man and handed him the small amount of money. The man clutched them to his chest as though they were priceless gold.
"Bless you, Boy" The man muttered to him. Patient smiled at him sadly and ran ba
The Black Parade Part 5DisenchantedThe Black Parade Part 5 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Ah here we go!" said Mikey suddenly "Portal number… um…"
"10!" yelled Bob from the back of the float
Mikey counted them on his fingers
"Yup! 10! Thanks Bob!" Mikey grinned and waved at him. Bob tutted and shook his head.
The portal showed a 16 yr old patient sitting in the prison yard, alone, strumming on an old, battered guitar. 2 boys wandered over to him.
"Hi!" said one of them "I'm Jack and this is Tommy." He pointed at his friend who was absent-mindedly drumming in midair. "We think you're really good at guitar and were wondering… um… would you like to join our band?"
Patient stared at the two boys. No-one had ever asked him to join in with things since 'the gun incident.'
"Sure" Patient replied, getting up. The portal shimmered. Patient was now 17 and was out of prison. Him, Jack, Tommy and a guy called Stan were sitting backstage, waiting to go on. Stan, the front man, was drinking vodka like water. Patient was growing steadily paler. A man ap
The Black Parade Is Dead Pt1In the darkness, there is a city. Covered in dust and ash, it looks desolate and despairing. The wastelands beyond, fading into the darkness were empty. All apart from a man. A bald man wearing the hospital gown he had died in.The Black Parade Is Dead Pt1 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Patient whistled cheerfully, despite the devastation around him. He wandered through the ruined street, his hospital gown flowing in the wind. He didnt like his uniform. Far too restricting. Patient smiled to himself and jumped on the a staircase spiralling up from the wreckage. From here, he could see the city, rising up majestically from the ashes.
Home He whispered happily. After a life of suffering hed found a death of joy. A place where he truly belonged even if it was at war. Patient sighed and looked at the wasteland around him. The loss of the lower city had been a huge blow. Millions of paraders were left without home and were now crammed into the remaining buildings. But they did not go unav
The Black Parade part 1.5The sharpest livesThe Black Parade part 1.5 in General Fiction More Like This
The portal ahead glowed bright red as they approached. The figures gasped as the float was plunged into darkness.
"What the…?" Patient yelled, staggering into the drum kit. He righted himself and looked into the portal which showed a party. Past Patient was slumped on a sofa, laughing, a bottle held loosely in his hand.
"Was I really that drunk?" he wondered aloud as the past Patient drained the bottle and threw it across the room.
The picture changed. He was hiding in a barn. 2 girls were sitting close to where he was hiding, cutting themselves with knives. The torches and candles glowed red. The blooded corpse of some sort of animal (human???) was sprawled across the ground. Blood dripped from every nook and cranny. Past Patient shivered and backed away as the 2 girls spotted him. They shrieked madly and ran at him, knives raised. Patient fled from the barn. The portal faded and the float glowed again.
"Moving on" said 1 of the figures, sounding shocked
The Black Parade part 4MamaThe Black Parade part 4 in Fan Fiction More Like This
The float stayed still and shivered. Patient realised something was wrong. The float always moved when it was told to.
"What's going on?" Mikey asked, striding to the front of the float. Gerard whispered something to him.
"WHAT!?!" he yelled "We have to go there!!! Um can't we just skip this memory?"
Gerard shook his head.
"He'd kill us" He whispered back to his brother, who bit his lip.
"What's wrong?" Patient asked as Ray kicked the float. It shivered again and fell through the darkness, plummeting towards the ground. "WHAT THE…?"
"We have to go to Hell to see your next memory" Mikey yelled over the roar of the wind. "But don't worry! What ever you see, it can't hurt you while you're with us."
The float stopped falling. The darkness around them was now flames. The guys shivered as they approached the glowing portal. Patient tore his eye away from a pair of demons and looked into it.
Past Patient was standing at a front door. He looked nervous. He gulped and knocked. A woman answ
The Black Parade part 1The EndThe Black Parade part 1 in General Fiction More Like This
The heart monitor beeped quietly, telling Patient he was still alive.
Patient moaned. He was dying. He knew he was. No matter how many times the doctors told him he was gonna make it, he saw it in their eyes.
The beeping got louder and faster. Patient gasped in pain as his heart froze. The cancer had finally won. After years of fighting, his body was giving up.
*BEEP* Patient was going
Patient felt himself leave his body. He hovered over the room, watching the doctors and nurses try to bring him back. He looked at his still body.
'I look so peaceful' he thought. A ghost of a smile flickered over his face then a tear rolled down his cheek. No one was there with him. No family to say goodbye to. He died alone. More tears followed. As he cried 5 hooded figures floated over to him on a red float. Patient wheeled round to face it.
"Come" said the figure at the front of the float "We have a long journey ahead o
The Black Parade is Dead pt2Paraders, Prepare for battle! The leaders ordered as they reached the city. The followers saluted and moved faster than ever, handing out weapons whilst securing armour. The float landed and the Leaders disappeared into the crowd. Patient sat on the drum riser, tears flowing freely down his cheeks as he stared at Her rosary. Mother War sat beside him.The Black Parade is Dead pt2 in Fan Fiction More Like This
I failed her. He choked I promised Id protect her never let her get hurt. And now shes gone .Oh Mother War what do I do? How can I go on without her?
Mother War sighed.
Well I know what she wouldnt want you to do. Sit here and cry. Patient. The city is under attack! And all you can do is cry? I know Harry was important to you She said quickly as Patient started to protest But the follower need you. Your friends needs you. Wouldnt Harry want you to save the living rather than mourn the dead Her words shook Pati
The Black Parade 2 Part 2RomanceThe Black Parade 2 Part 2 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Death was everything Patient had every imagined him to be minus the scythe. He was tall, skeletal and dressed in a black robe. It reminded Patient of the first time he met BP. The smile that was playing on his pale face was wiped away as Death stared at him.
Difficult Death murmured after a very long, uncomfortable silence.
W what is? asked Patient, fearful of Death and what he could do to him.
You are Death said softly, circling Patient. You could go either way. He stood next to the black door youve killed countless people and held a séance
They said that would count against me Patient muttered softly as Death crossed the room to the white door. Yet youve also saved countless people, either by choice or rather unhealthy donations of blood Patient grimaced and clutched his arm. Death stared at him then blinked, shocked.
But you want to join The Black Parade!
The Black Parade 3What the hell?The Black Parade 3 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Frank moaned weakly. Why did everything hurt?
Have I been drinking? he thought as her raised his bruised hand to his eyes, blocking out a painful, flickering light. He lay still; moving hurt too much, and tried to remember what happened.
They were filming. Filming The Black Parade video in the living world. Then, suddenly, the followers vanished. Frank heard Ray and Bob mutter to each other, concerned, but didnt look round. Then the light. The bright blinding light and a single gunshot, then he was here, in a lot of pain. A terrible thought filled his aching brain. Had the others got shot?
There was moaning beside him. Gritting his teeth Frank tuned his head to see Gerard, sat up, clutching his head. Ray lay near to Him, just in front of the drum kit, which had somehow survived. After Frank got over the shock of seeing it intact did he notice Bob slumped over the kit, sticks still in hand. Pained muttering told him Mikey was behind him
The Black Parade part 3I dont love youThe Black Parade part 3 in General Fiction More Like This
The portal glittered in the darkness. Ray frowned
"That's weird" he muttered. Patient opened his mouth to ask what was weird, but saw the portal and gasped.
Harry stood there, tall and pale. Her black hair tumbled over her shoulders. But her eyes were red and sore. Past Patient was shouting drunkenly at her. Harry looked at him, shocked, and then stormed out of the house, grabbing her fingerless gloves off of the side. The portal shimmered and the picture changed.
"No!" Patient moaned at what he saw. Harry was standing tall as Patient shouted at her. Then he got angry and began to beat her. She fell to the floor, blood pouring down her pale face. Patient stopped, horrified at what he'd done. Harry rose off of the floor. She slowly walked into the bathroom, cleaned her face, packed her bags and left, ignoring Patient. She stopped at the door and looked back at Patient
"I don't love you like I did yesterday" she whispered to him. The portal flickered and died.
+2 Boobs! Chapter 8So, asked Liza as she followed her former mugger. Whyd you try to mug me?+2 Boobs! Chapter 8 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
To get your money, duh! Youre not very smart, are you?
Heyyou know what I mean!
But the man slipped into the bar before Liza could get an answer. She followed and was immediately confronted by a stench. The bar stunk of stale cigarettes and sweat. Beer signs glowed in the stale hazy air, and bent, flabby men shuffled between the bar and the grimy tables.
The mugger, standing at the bar, offered Liza a stool. She cringed, realizing that the seat was sticky. Ugh, why are we here?
Dont worry, youll see. Two whiskies, he ordered.
No, none for me.
Fine with me. The liquor arrived and the mugger one shot. So, your boobs grow?
Liza blushed. Yeah, but only when I learn stuff.
Yeah, I guess. I havent learned much.
The mugger co
+2 Boobs! Chapter 23The ladies crowded around their pale, diminutive comrade, watching as her bust swelled just a tiny bit. Her t-shirt tightened and her cleavage deepened, and it ended in less than a minute.+2 Boobs! Chapter 23 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
How do you feel, honey?
How big were you before?
Is your shirt too tight? I have an extra one if you want.
Im alright. Please, she blushed, Its not that big of a deal.
Miss Tanaka patted her on the back. Dont be so modest, Wynona. Even though your bust and your knowledge grew just a little bit, you just made a big step towards achieving the Erogeny Projects goals. Lets have a big hand for Wynona!
As Liza clapped she wondered what she was going to do. Ive got to try to learn, but what if I learn too much? Not that thatll happen any time soon. I cant even write a report when Miss Tanaka asks me, and this stupid knitting isnt getting me anywhere!
Wynona took a bow and
+2 Boobs! Chapter 14Liza hid her breasts behind a stack of shirts. I dont think anyones noticed yet. I wish Id thought of this before joining. What am I going to do about a bra?+2 Boobs! Chapter 14 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Liza, what happened to you? Gail, Lizas supervisor, marched up to her. Lizas heart nearly stopped.
M-m-m-m-m-maam I-I-I-I can explain
You look like trailer trash! Whats with the black eye?
Liza gasped. After all that worry about her breasts she had forgotten about her eye, still bruised from her barroom brawl.
For Gods sake, honey, you cant come to work like this. Try to stay out of sight.
Gail marched off. Liza had to do something. Shell find out that I dont have a bra. What am I going to do? I cant get fired!
Liza had only one choice: to sneak onto the second floor. Gail had told her to stay out of sight, so maybe she should disappear i
+2 Boobs! Chapter 22No! I told you, use your forefinger and middle finger!+2 Boobs! Chapter 22 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Ill use my middle finger alright, Liza muttered. Abigail grabbed the mess of yarn in Lizas hands and unraveled it in one pull.
No good at all. Start again and do it right.
The other ladies in the Erogeny Program were having trouble too. Some had trouble holding the yarn. Others couldnt get their breasts out of the way. Slowly their needles clacked and Abigail watched them like a hawk, ready to snap at the first mistake.
No, no, no, she told a messy haired, pale-skinned girl who recoiled every time Abigail yelled.
Follow along with me. Abigail grabbed the girls tiny fingers and guided her needle through the yarn. Do that, except without my help.
The lady tried then hesitated. Is is that right?
Let me see, Abigail sighed. She inspected the handiwork, but instead of groaning she was silent.
Good, now keep
+2 Boobs! Chapter 15Ugh, too small!+2 Boobs! Chapter 15 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Unsure of her new bra size, Liza had grabbed some of the biggest bras in the store, quickly trying them on.
Ill borrow one, just for today. All I need to do is take it off before I leave.
Unfortunately, nothing was fitting. D-cup too small! Liza threw it away and tried on a lacy demi-cup. She slipped her arms through the straps and tried to hook it, but her boobs were too big. They only squished together as Liza tugged on the bras ends.
Double D-cup no good! The store didnt carry any larger sizes. She started as a 36B, and now even 36 Double D didnt fit. How big am I? Liza groaned. How big am I gonna become?
+2 Boobs! Chapter 7Lizas breasts were the size of apples this morning, and after leaving Miss Tanaka they were as big as grapefruits. They bounced tightly inside Lizas shirt as she hurried to the diner, and when she punched that mugger, they ricocheted off her body like huge, fleshy pinballs. The sight would make your heart ache, even if you were about to be punched in the face.+2 Boobs! Chapter 7 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Theyre growing! Liza squealed. She grabbed her tingly bust and felt each breast grow heavier. Her little grapefruits swelled and ripened, their sweet flesh pushing softly between her fingers. The tingling slowly subsided, and when Liza let the drop her boobs bounced harder than ever.
I made them bigger! I did it!
Really? Thats awesome!
Huh? Who said that?
Me, replied the mugger, staggering to his feet and rubbing his jaw. Ive never seen anything as sexy as that!
Why, thank youhey! You tried to mug me, asshole!
+2 Boobs! Chapter 29A mother walked into the department store, her young daughter in tow. Excuse me, she asked Liza. Could you tell me where I can find the training bras?+2 Boobs! Chapter 29 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Liza looked down at the girl who hid her bright-red face. She only showed the slightest hint of boobs, poking against her pink, silver-sequined shirt.
Second floor, Liza nodded. She watched the girl get dragged away and shook her head. Poor girl: if only she knew what Ive been through.
The tape bra Tanaka helped her make was working wonderfully. Wrapping up her boobs, Liza had squeezed them flatter and flatter until her shirts fit again. She looked a bit squashed in the front, but that was better than bursting her buttons. Lizas uniform fit perfectly, and when Gail walked by to snoop on her she was none the wiser.
The only problem, which Liza hadnt realized while planning, was that wrapping layers tape around her chest made breathing difficult. She was always short of brea
+2 Boobs! Chapter 6Ill write an essay, Liza declared. And Ill do it for boobs!+2 Boobs! Chapter 6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
She quickly found the information she needed. Yes! Now to read all this hmm magnetic fields Im learning so much zzzzzzzzzzzz
Liza awoke when her head hit the keyboard. Owwwww! Stupidno, Ive got to read.
Ten minutes later, Liza had learned nothing. Just looking at this stuff, she yawned, Makes me sleepy. I need coffee! She checked her wallet. Not much, she sighed, But Ill make do! Its for boobs!
Liza walked through the darkened streets, where street lamps were few and far between. The diner was only a block away, but she knew to be careful, even when walking such a short distance. She quickly turned the corner and saw the neon sign glowing in the distance. I hope they still have free refills
Give me your money! a voice sc
+2 Boobs! Chapter 3Liza stared down at her breasts, hesitating to touch them. They stood out like headlights on her lean torso. Her bra straps dug into her shoulders, straining to hold up the weight. They hung there like ripe peaches, waiting to be plucked. Liza gave them a cautious poke. Her fingers sank into the soft flesh. This is so awesome! Liza gasped.+2 Boobs! Chapter 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Every time you try a new activity, learn a skill, or understand profound truth, your breasts will grow, explained Tanaka. Youll grow until great beauty and great wisdom walk hand-in-hand.
You mean I can get bigger?
As big as you want.
Fuck yeah! What do I do first?
Well, I organize group activities for patients. Join us and youll be growing in no time.
Great! Liza jumped so excitedly that her tits nearly popped out of her shirt. She pressed them down Sorry. Looks like Ill need a new bra.
Yes, nodded Tanaka. Liza st
+2 Boobs! Chapter 11Slowly the ring of men closed in around Liza. They all had the same cocky, oily smile+2 Boobs! Chapter 11 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I lost my phone number, can I have yours?
Are you a library book? Because Im checkin you out!
Do you have a band-aid? I skinned my knee when I fell for you.
With the bar at her back, Liza had nowhere to go. Her boobs, straining against her shirt, felt more exposed than ever. Theyre closing in; Ive got to get out!
No wonder the skys grey todayall the blue is in your eyes.
Is it hot in here, or is it just you?
Im not feeling myself tonight. Can I feel you?
Ugh, the pickup lines! Liza staggered. I cant stand it! Ive got to get out of here!
Suddenly she felt a sweaty hand on hers. A slick-haired man looked Liza in the eye. Have any raisins?
Liza glared at him. No.
In that case, how about a date?
The Curse of the TwinsIn the history of the world there may have never been two identical twins who were any more different that Sarah, and Samantha Cagel. The sisters were born on the 9th of March 1998, to their parents Brent and Addison Cagel.The Curse of the Twins in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Their parents were nothing special their mother worked in a doctor’s office as a receptionist while their father worked as a supervisor on a construction crew. Their father was given to drink and their mother was a reluctantly reformed party girl.
So the girls upbringing was uneven to say the least. They attended church sporadically. They attempted youth sports just every once in a while, and after school activities only when their parents had a vehicle that ran for more than a few months at a time.
They lived in a rural area in a doublewide trailer that had been in the Cagel family for close to thirty years. While both grew up in the same house under the same rules. The two of them were very different people. People often called Sarah the day light of the two
Hannah's Kind of a Big Deal 2Giants are supposed to be things of myth and legend. History is filled with tales of giants and their exploits. In America giants were not woven into the culture as much as in the old world instead there were tall-tales that told the stories of individuals who were larger than life and were metaphorical giants.Hannah's Kind of a Big Deal 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
One thing was for certain for Hannah she was no tall-tale or storybook giant but she was now very much a giant among people. She had always been tall even really tall but now she had left that adjective far below.
She took up the better part of a room. Her wingspan could easily reach across her bedroom, which was a good-sized room. She couldn’t stand up straight anywhere in her home. Everything that she had and knew was too small and no longer worked for her. Her cell phone was useless. Her shoes, her pants and shirts everything was much too small for her. He only real option to be dressed was to wrap up in her bed sheets like some kind of toga.
She was frantic while she w
They Grow Up So Fast 3“To begin with my name is Edmund Bartolume, next there are a few things that you need to understand. When I say realm it’s not to say that it's a land filled with elves, unicorns, magic or anything such as that, because I know that is most likely what you’re thinking. What I do mean is a parallel world to your own. The science is all a bit tedious and sadly I don’t know how much of it you young ladies would understand. What I guess is important for you to understand here is that your earth is not the only earth. There are so very many. Most don’t even know of the other’s existence. It’s best that way really. Some are really nasty places. Most are very similar to this world. Mine is not. Any way I am getting off track a little.” The strange little man named Edmund paused for a moment to collect his thoughts.They Grow Up So Fast 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Callie wanted to take the opportunity to ask a question so she raised her hand as if she were in class. Jamie gently placed her hand
They Grow Up So FastCallie hated that her parents always left her with a babysitter. She was in her own mind grown up enough to be able to stay home alone for a little while.They Grow Up So Fast in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Her parents on the other hand believed that 9 was still much too young to be left home alone.
Callie didn't dislike the girl her parents always had watch her it just kind of made her less than happy that they didn't think she was big enough to be home by herself.
As a matter of fact Jamie was one of her favorite people most of the time. Callie certainly looked up to her. She wanted to grow up and be just like her.
To Callie, Jamie was perfect. She blonde haired blue eyes. Jamie was tall and slender and as far as Callie was concerned she had a great body. Callie had on several occasions told Jamie just how pretty she was. Above all Callie was jealous of Jamie. She was jealous of her age and her freedom, she was jealous of the fact that she had breasts that Callie had not even started developing yet.
Really Callie felt what most young
The Curse of the Twins 4.“It’s a really long story. Not one that I'm going to explain on the phone. I’m on my way.” With that Rachel hung up the phone and was left with an even bigger mess than she thought. Sarah and Samantha were growing. From the sounds of things Samantha was growing faster than Sarah. Of course she would be she thought to herself. I can never catch a single damn break. Sprinting to Lawson’s room she woke the boy gently helping him again to get dressed. She picked him up because she didn’t have time for him to try and walk and keep up with her. She had to move fast before things got to much out of hand.The Curse of the Twins 4. in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
She buckled the boy into the back seat of the car. She rushed back into the house and grabbed Sarah and tried her best to get her to her feet but she was a good bit heavier than she had been a little while earlier and a good deal bigger. She was hard to move but she got a little help from the girl and was able to get her into the front of the seat after mov
Hannah's kind of a big deal 5Congress, Senate, and the President were all in meetings with top military aides and the rest of the world was buzzing with the news that there was a real live giant woman on the earth. Several countries went on high alert when the news was confirmed afraid that the US would use this new weapon against them. Other nations scoffed at the news figuring it was nothing more than propaganda.Hannah's kind of a big deal 5 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The fact remained that in Central Georgia there was a young woman who stood very close to fifty feet tall who remained under constant watch by several members of the US military.
Hannah stayed where she was and didn’t cause any problems because really she didn’t know what else to do. She understood that she was way to big to just go moving around without causing damage but like most teenagers with nothing really to do she was becoming increasingly bored. She didn’t have a way to get online or do much of anything so she just sat there. All she could really do was wait on the next meal t
The Curse of the Twins 2Rachel and the boy had been in hiding more or less for five years. She had spent the bulk of that time looking over her shoulder and running from Dawn’s insane mother. Rachel had been alone taking care of Dawn’s bouncing baby boy all by herself for five years. There had been times when she had wondered about the wisdom of leaving her to raise the boy with only a limited knowledge of the magic she had been given. At the time she didn’t understand that all of Dawn’s ability and talents had been poured into her the moment the boy had been born and Dawn’s life ended. If she had known that she was signing up to be Lawson’s guardian she may not had been to eager to help. Of course she loved the boy but she had struggled for years to get by and keep them both feed.The Curse of the Twins 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
She had found herself alone at 18 years old with a child that was not hers and no real good way to explain it, so she just ditched everything and made a run for it. Not like she had any other cho
Hannah's Kind of a Big Deal 3Two days had passed since the growth spurt that left her standing over fifteen feet tall, and she had been moved from the doctors’ office under the cover of darkness and taken to the research hospital close to the CDC in Atlanta. She was in a much larger room now and she wore a gown that specially made for her. Eyes took their time when they looked her up and down now and she felt as uncomfortable as ever.Hannah's Kind of a Big Deal 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Hannah was hooked into multiple machines and monitors. The doctors had run test and poked and prodded her from head to toe for the better part of those two days and she was growing tired of the ordeal. No one seemed able to explain her rapid growth spurts that had almost doubled her in height, weight, and strength.
There were no deformities in her bones. Her heart seemed to be under no extra strain. Her blood work showed no real problems or issues. Her panels all seemed to be more or less normal. She was just thankful that there had been no more growth in the past two days.
Fear of Heights 2Saturday March 21, 5’0”, 90 pounds…Fear of Heights 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Doctors had given Bridgett a clean bill of health, and life had continued on. No one had been able to explain the enormous growth spurt that had struck her just a couple of months before. She had grown a foot in a twenty-four hour period, most of that had happened inside of ten minutes at her birthday party.
Not having an explanation nagged at most of the people in her life. It did not nag or bother Bridgett in the least. She was happy, healthy and for the first time in her life she was perfectly normal. She was no longer undersized. She was still the shortest person in her class, and was far from the tallest but that didn’t matter. She was more popular than before as people no longer treated her like a little baby. She was at least close to the same height as most of those around her.
As far as life was concerned for Bridgett it would be hard to imagine it being any better. She had a crush who Debbie said that Elizabeth said,
They Grow Up So Fast 2Callie looked down at her babysitter, as Jamie looked up at her charge. Something very strange had just happened and neither of them knew what to say or do. Jamie being the older of the two despite how they now looked was the first one to freak out.They Grow Up So Fast 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“Holy shit, I’m a little kid. This is so not cool. My boobs are gone. I’m short again. This not cool man, not cool at all.” She was panicking. “How did this happen? Somebody did this to us. We have to fix it.” Jamie looked at Callie and knew almost instantly that any help she got would not come from the young girl.
Callie was transfixed on her body. “This is so awesome, it’s just like what I have always wanted. It’s just like I had always dreamed. I’m tall and skinny. I have boobs, this is amazing.”
Jamie wanted to try and reason with the girl but she wasn’t sure how to do so that would work. “It’s not all boobs and stuff Callie look at what it did to me. It
I Want to Kiss Her“I want to kiss her.I Want to Kiss Her in Free Verse More Like This
Not because I want to feel the softness of her fair lips or the warmth of her breath as she exhales against me.
I want to kiss her because I can’t think of any other way to fully express the beauty that she is. I want her to know that I see her as perfect. That she is perfect.”
ChangesThe leaves are falling,Changes in Free Verse More Like This
The weather is changing,
All this season brings is constant rearranging.
The colors change from green to yellow,
Orange to red,
And red to dead,
Blowing through the wind on this chilly afternoon.
Time to close the window at night,
Clutch your pillow,
And shut your eyes tight.
Dream of winter,
For it's not far away,
The snow will be falling
And all will be grey.
The leaves have fallen,
The weather has changed,
All this season's done is make me deranged.
You're Much More BeautifulYou don't compareYou're Much More Beautiful in Free Verse More Like This
to the moon,
or the sky.
You're much more beautiful than
A thunderstorm, mid July,
The sunset on a cloudy evening,
Leaves blowing through the wind, mid October.
You're much more beautiful than
A flower blooming in a barren field,
A baby bird flying for the first time,
A blind woman seeing for the very first time,
You're much more beautiful.
The stars shine at night,
The sun during the day,
But you. . .
You shine constantly.
Brighter than a comet plummeting towards the earth,
Brighter than the sun on the hottest day in the summer,
Brighter than the full moon on a clear, chilly September night.
You don't compare.
Because. . .
You're much more beautiful
I Am NearDon't worry, loveI Am Near in Free Verse More Like This
It's your time to shine.
Spread your wings,
Soon you will fly.
Things will get better
I promise you so.
The light at the end of the tunnel
So brightly shows.
Do not give up
For I'm always here.
Just close your eyes,
I'm in your dreams, I am near
Saturday October 19th, 2013, 4amShe said it.Saturday October 19th, 2013, 4am in Free Verse More Like This
The 3 magic words.
My heart pumped fast,
the blood rushed through my veins,
and electricity pulsed through my fingertips as they met with hers.
"I love you"
"And I love you, too, Madisyn"
Your VoiceNails on a chalkboardYour Voice in Free Verse More Like This
is the sound of your voice.
I try to block it out,
but I don't have a choice.
like a ghost.
"Shut up!" I'd love to scream,
but the light in your eyes gleams,
"You're not real, you're not real,"
on repeat in my head,
over and over
Until I am....
I Found MyselfI found myself in her eyes.I Found Myself in Free Verse More Like This
I was gone, in disguise.
But there she was,
The girl I was searching for.
I found myself in her arms,
protected from harm.
I found myself.
I found her.
Everyday I Just Want More and More of YouI want all the taste your lips allow.Everyday I Just Want More and More of You in Free Verse More Like This
I want the feel of your skin against mine.
I want to walk with you through the woods.
I want to cuddle with you under the stars.
I want your hand in mine.
I want to be with you.
Only you on these cold nights.
Only you holding me as tears roll down my cheeks.
Only you saying my name so sweetly.
NatureI want to walk through the meadows holding your hand.Nature in Free Verse More Like This
Following trails, enjoying the land.
Listen to the river flow,
The water crashing loudly against the rocks.
Hear the birds chirping overhead,
The chipmunks playing in the trees.
See the sun light up your face,
The changing colors of the leaves.
I want to explore nature with no one else but you.
The Book is my LifeClose the book, the story is pointless.The Book is my Life in Free Verse More Like This
The story is my life, it's worthless.
Halfway through the first sentence and I'm done.
Don't start the book, it's no fun,
It tries to be the perfect book,
It tries, but there's no hook.
Everyone says "Don't judge a book by its cover"
But we all know we do, undercover.
Close the book, end this life.
Turn the page, it's empty.
Staring at a blank white page. Why is it empty?
The story is over, this life is over.