.the sun did not. in Free Verse More Like This
kiss my skin
yesterday, he slept
face around noon
and then went back
to bed; the
.the sea spits. in Free Verse More Like This
me back onto
the shore -
the waves say
this is not the
right tide, the
.you were a passing. in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
storm, a tornado scribbling
your name in the sand
.you forget that. in Free Verse More Like This
roses have thorns;
a prick of the
skin will tell you
that you're holding
her too tight
.there's no point. in Free Verse More Like This
in leaving the chrysalis
if you've got
no desire to fly
.he stood on the shore,. in Free Verse More Like This
and told the sea he loved her;
the jealous wind tore his
voice in two
.did you ever stop. in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
to think, that maybe the stars
are gazing at you
POETPOET in Free Verse More Like This
and a country;
in that order.
I finally know
(A POET) of
worlds will collide under
the impact of all that
Floating where no one can SeeFloating where no one can See in Free Verse More Like This
20 different laughs
and 20 different faces
100 different thoughts
A millions different feelings
and "I" floats in the
where no one can know
and nobody will see
just how (shallow) I am,
and how much I
(hate to) give up (anything)
QuestioningQuestioning in Free Verse More Like This
Can you _ _ _ _ half-heartedly?
you are no
You're part-time; a
"STOP _ _ _ _
Woman is still RainWoman is still Rain,Woman is still Rain in Free Verse More Like This
but this time I am no flower;
I am Sadness, Desolation, Lonliness.
But Woman will wash my sadness away
blanket the land and drown out desolation.
Connect me precipitately to Another
and together we will sing praise to the Rain
Says the Lord to his Lady...Says the Lord to his Lady... in Free Verse More Like This
"What mask will I wear to the ball?"
And your stoic eyes search for reprieve.
"What waltz will we dance?
which duet to sing?"
I giggle and my eyes dance in glee
"Or what would I wear to your funeral, my dear?"
my mirth continuing to grow;
"You've still got a eulogy to write"
and I let a smile show.
Your heart starts to bicker
Scissors Pt. 2It's a matter of timingScissors Pt. 2 in Free Verse More Like This
and (perhaps) I cut too early
(; I'm just afraid one of us
would start) on that long way ahead(.);
too many variables (and) I won't miss until
(and I don't know where I'm aiming
and I've forgotten where I stand
Weak WilledWeak Willed in Free Verse More Like This
Would I could
Would that I could
and keep my head
L my L
If I could I'd adore you
and if I could I'd tell you
I think it's better this way.
There are Scissors n my PocketAlways keep a little;There are Scissors n my Pocket in Free Verse More Like This
(less than skimming off the top)!
You're standing on an edge with a long way to go
we're tied at the ankles,
And I won't let you know...
Why can't I say 'Love' ?Why can't I say 'Love' ? in Free Verse More Like This
Smeared black ink
these lines accesible
these warm arms
will draw you in
to hold you close
and caress you
your eyes closing
as our lips meet
and as we lay
OniriqueMa main touche l'eauOnirique in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Le reflet de la lune
Dévoile ma peau
Perdue dans mes penseesSilencieusement,Perdue dans mes pensees in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
L'herbe me regarde grandir.
Sur sa tombe/On her graveMon dernier baiser fut pour elle!Sur sa tombe/On her grave in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
She got my one last kiss!
FamilleJe ne grandis plus.Famille in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Les parents vieillissent
Ma pensée mûrit
Les meilleurs ennemisVas-t- en! Je te haisLes meilleurs ennemis in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Ami qui pince le coeur
Autant que l'amour
EchiquierReine ou pion?Echiquier in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Tous terminent dans une boite
Le but de ce jeu.
Marque-pageLisant un livreMarque-page in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Je fus interrompue par toi
Un morceau de soie
Etre toute choseOù est la Terre?Etre toute chose in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Elle se retrouve à peine
Dans un désordre
i am my motheri am my mother.i am my mother in Free Verse More Like This
i carry empty bottles
for every feeling
i never wanted;
they clatter in my bag
and where they are tied
on my wrists and ankles.
the glass glitters
until dulled by the weights
and dim light of the heavy feelings
that fill them.
i am my mother.
i have felt things
on my skin i have tried
to cut away to no avail,
i have tried to smile
until it hurts my god it hurts
and my bones are fire
but you think i'm okay so i'm okay
i am my mother
because i will never be angry
when others smudge the mud
from their feet onto me,
i will never show a scowl or reddened face
for being treated like wasted space.
i will take every jibe with a nod
and half smile,
lips closed over broken teeth
to prevent the possibility of baring them,
presenting a threat,
projecting confidence instead of regret.
i will drag my weighty bottles
and break myself into shards
that cut me with every move
before i dare let them crack.
(mother, do not worry
i am fine.)
the first poem i wrote since i told you i love youthe star-soaked stainsthe first poem i wrote since i told you i love you in Free Verse More Like This
that covered our nudity
gives way at last
to a tequila sunrise,
so low in the sky;
it's still bright enough
to sting my eyes,
and yet i can't bring myself
to hate it.
your body next to mine,
every effort is made
to move a heavy limb
because any space
is space i don't want.
i am sometimes humbled
by my feelings,
the way they swell
in my throat
just how the ocean
tastes the shore.
there is always something new
to find hidden in my heart,
summoned by my words,
or the salt of your skin
wearing like wind on shale
i don't think i can ever tell you
i love you enough.
if i could, i would never get dressed
so that you could never be sad-
a rewind every time
my clothes touch the floor,
never anything but nude, not naked
because with you i can be bare
i can let you see my entirety
and leave my arms uncrossed,
i can let you in
and not fear that you will break me,
or force my inner things out.
i can love you with open arms
and my lip
100 sunday crosswordsthis is a story of broken pieces100 sunday crosswords in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
letting go feature by feature;
shattered pieces, ice rain,
and something blacker than sadness
turning from snowfall to knives
and the scarlet ground that follows.
this is about knowing when to stop
but never knowing the time.
because fingers snap louder in the cold,
they shiver and shake, shiver and shake
until the tremours turn to bone
and you feel it when they break.
a century's warning isn't enough to prepare for an earthquake;
a thousand years is still a blink when the last sinews
there is nothing welcome about the open air
and how it bites your exposed skin,
its teeth sharpen and gnash,
dull enamel that scrapes,
and the bleeding won't tell you
how it stops.
just because you have spent a hundred sundays
pouring over the globe's crosswords
doesn't mean you'll find that eight letter word,
for a warning sign of dissipation.
you will never see the end nearing,
you will never know when to stop,
i swear you will,
feel the way the
nonfiction love songi am eaten by the sunnonfiction love song in Free Verse More Like This
holes worn in my clothes
from the radiation,
burning a hole
in my stomach
as harsh as the acid
ebbing and flowing,
around the isles
of my teeth.
like an old sweater,
i am unravelling by my threads;
into the butterflies
they could have been,
the very same
as you and me.
now that i have put you
inside of this jar,
chrysalis sticking fragile
to the copper lid,
you have become
someone i could love.
i hold you like a lamb,
tight to my chest
so that my air
is your air,
and our breaths hit
the same measures.
we are synchronising
the beats of our hearts
to the metronome
of swaying emotion.
when you arrive,
and when you leave,
remember me still.
and will continue to
as long as i live
but who can call
virgin culturethere's a little more to love than lustvirgin culture in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
and a little more to a person than a label.
you can try to sum me up in five words or less and you'll find those words,
but you won't be able to reduce me to them.
you can't turn me into something that can be thrust,
down the grapevine
when there's something more to me than the colour of my eyes or the size of my chest.
and that's something we could all do with remembering.
but this is the culture we were born into.
where the length of your hair is more important than the sincerity of your words,
and nothing matters as much as the kardashians' latest scandal or talking some hot chick into bed.
i'm nineteen. i understand. but i'm frequently finding myself writhing in my own reassurance that i exist.
my name is melissa, i am a liberal, college-going female who doesn't remember what her own house looks like but remembers her childhood telephone number
and i'm not sure if that's ok. is it normal, am i the only one in this goddamn world wh
a lack of language, in coloursyou tell me you miss mea lack of language, in colours in Free Verse More Like This
and that i am more beautiful
than any girl in georgia
or even barcelona.
everything is fitting like magic
between fingers when they
and i swear for the past three nights,
that's all i've dreamt.
give me acrylics
and i still can't make you see
the exact shade of warm
you are to me.
give me the ocean
and there are not enough waves
in its body
to show just the way i feel
when our own vessels move together.
seven months since we last said goodbye,
since we last said hello-
i could fill libraries
to love you.
what i really want to ask
is if you think you can
love me this time.
i don't want to be a body anymorei don’t want to be a body anymorei don't want to be a body anymore in Free Verse More Like This
i don’t want to be skin
bone covered in things
that had been missing for years;
i don’t feel like myself anymore.
i am a stranger in my own skin
& i don’t want to wear it
a moment longer than i must.
the need to take a pair of scissors
& needle to it,
to tailor it smaller,
to fit the shrinking person inside
grows with every breath.
i don’t want to be
a like poemI want to write a love poem,a like poem in Free Verse More Like This
but I only want to be in love
if I have someone there with me.
I romanticise the efforts
of pressing pen to paper,
painting pages personal
and colouring them
the same green as your eyes-
that's something that never
strikes me as common,
as something permanent
or a given
like a constant variable.
to wake up,
and see the lids like curtains,
thick and deep like night,
I feel like I am a film photograph.
and when they open,
sealed with sleep
and more honest than ever
before a single wall can be erected,
I see a poem
as I begin to swim,
in place of writing it down,
I smile along with you
and we readjust
to be closer and enfolded
like paper cranes
in the other's arms,
with a connection,
of lips and teeth,
we drift off again
to a sultry sleep.
things i don't know about you that bother me thati wonder what it's likethings i don't know about you that bother me that in Free Verse More Like This
to fall asleep beside you
in a post coital haze,
and to wake in the morning
to run to class.
do you wake me,
do you kiss my forehead,
do we make love again-
i don't know,
and do you wet your toothbrush
before applying toothpaste,
tell me you don't leave the sink running,
it must get awfully tired.
and what do you dream of
when i lie next to you,
blissfully more than just a body;
what will you dream of
a year from now?
please tell me i can fit into
your big picture
as easily as i can fit into
split me open like a sunrisei promisesplit me open like a sunrise in Free Verse More Like This
i don't think about you anymore
not even a little
like a mouse;
but the moment
i fall like the autumn,
the one we spent
at the in-between-
a crossing of streets,
seeing my own hands
for the first time.
i stumble with numbness
and a definite lack
of control(led motor skills)
as i fight for an instant
where i feel it is safe
or to let my heart beat.
i hate to see your eyes.
they are too warm
and i know that if i were
to reach and touch your skin,
it would be, too.
what did i do before i watched you,
a figure eight
winding in the periphery?
what did i do before i loved you,
waking up beside your body
is feeling a sip of tea
become a flower
and blossom within my chest;
i don't think about you anymore
not even a little
like a mouse;
but the moment
i fall like the autumn,
the one we spent
at the in-between-
a crossing of streets,
what did i do before i met you?
TRACTEUR ET SANS REPROCHE (Hymne du LSA)TRACTEUR ET SANS REPROCHE (Hymne du LSA) in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
TRACTEUR ET SANS REPROCHE (LSA song)
J'suis pas ben né
Mais je fracasse
Tout' les bécasses
Dans la luzerne
Je chop' germaine
C'est moi, connard
Dans mon tracteur
J'ai jamais peur
Quand j'rentre l'soir
J'veux du pinard
Et de la daube
Servie en robe
J'enlève mes boots
Pour voir le foot
Torch' les enfants
C'est moi, connard
Dans mon tracteur
J'fais mon beurre
Ué, c'est la classe
Matte la bécasse
Avec un rôt
Un aut' pastis
Avec mon fils
Tandis qu'sa sur
Lave le tracteur
C'est moi, connard
Dans mon tracteur
J'fais mon beurre
Frantz, octobre 2012, avec du vin.
iaido XXVArticuler le sable et l'invisible // articulating sand and the imperceptibleiaido XXV in Free Verse More Like This
COMPTINE DE LA LUNESur l'air de « Au clair de la lune »COMPTINE DE LA LUNE in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Au clair de la lune
L'argent brille en l'eau
Triste, la lagune
Reflète un halo
Et de blonds cheveux
Noire et pâle escorte
D'une âme sans vux.
Sa face livide
Songe à d'autres cieux
Ses yeux clairs dévident
Leurs derniers adieux
Lui, seul, misérable
Pleure son amour
Son ange adorable
Morte au point du jour.
"Éclair de la lune
Porte-moi au loin
Du lit de Neptune
Je n'ai pas besoin
D'un blanc coquillage
Mais de sang d'Azur
Pour mon maquillage
Un peu d'argent pur."
Le clair de la lune
A ouvert sa porte
De rêve et de rune
À la jeune morte.
THE BLACK HOLE - LE TROU NOIR(French version below)THE BLACK HOLE - LE TROU NOIR in Free Verse More Like This
I have lost what I had not.
J'ai perdu ce que je n'avais pas.
Frantz, mars - march 2012.
Assaisonner les abysses / Seasoned in the abyssIl vogue au sudAssaisonner les abysses / Seasoned in the abyss in Free Verse More Like This
cascadé de chaos rampant
- spirit in black
Cascaded by crawling chaos
he sails south - spirit
Frantz, mai 2013.
Poem of the day 145 / Poeme du jour 145Une pluie d’hiverPoem of the day 145 / Poeme du jour 145 in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
sur les dunes
A winter rain
on the scalped
Frantz, mai / may 2013
Poeme du jour 39 / Daily poem 39Grêle - pépite d'étherPoeme du jour 39 / Daily poem 39 in Free Verse More Like This
Hail - ethereal fragment
Frantz, février / february 2013.
Autophage / AutophagousUn papillon mortAutophage / Autophagous in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
dévoré par les chenilles
devoured by caterpillars
Frantz, mai / may 2013
L'OMBRE VI - SHADOW VI(english translation below)L'OMBRE VI - SHADOW VI in Free Verse More Like This
Mon amante dans la mer
Frantz, novembre 2011.
Crowned with foam
My mistress in the sea
Consumed by stars
Frantz, november 2011.
Love AgainHear my worries, fear my criesLove Again in Free Verse More Like This
Dread the whispered lullabies
Drown beneath the spinning skies
Feel the truth you can't deny
Taste the blood upon your tongue
Feel the poison fill your lungs
I am she who lies among
Those who know where things belong
Feel the weapons kiss your skin
Listen to the screeching wind
See my power, watch me win…
And never fall in love again…
Best DiseaseWaves crash through the emptiness that fills the air aroundBest Disease in Free Verse More Like This
Beating rocks upon the shore with silence as their sound
Sunset melts across the sky and paints the clouds with color
Lying there beside you, something wondrous like no other
Suddenly, the blades start slicing through my very skin
Every knife upon your tongue that came from far within
Running through the thickest forest, dirt rests in my cuts
Throwing knives into my flesh, the blade coated in rust
And though you are the one that scarred me, brought me to my pain
I continue dreaming of our kiss inside the rain
Maybe you have broken me, and maybe you’re impure.
But your love is the best disease, and you’re the only cure.
And Daddy always lied.My legs are covered in bruisesAnd Daddy always lied. in Free Verse More Like This
And I have a scar by my left eye.
I’m not allowed to smile, though
And I’m not allowed to cry.
I think my right arm’s broken
But shh, don’t tell my dad.
He doesn’t like to worry bout me
When he’s already mad.
I have a burn on my left wrist
From when he pushed my arm
Against the stove, the hot, hot stove
And did a bit of harm.
I have a bear, a teddy bear.
He doesn’t have a name.
He makes me better every time
I’m feeling hurt and shame.
Today, my dad came home kind of late
A beer still in his hand.
I closed my eyes and waited.
He screamed, he shouted, and…
Well, my name is Mary Starr
And this is how I died.
But daddy always loved me.
And daddy always lied.
Does that make me Different?I wear make up. Does that make me fake?Does that make me Different? in Free Verse More Like This
I cry. Does that make me emo?
I have male friends. Does that make me slutty?
I smile a lot. Does that make me weird?
I laugh loud. Does that make me preppy?
I have anxiety. Does that make me a freak?
I have Bipolar Disorder. Does that make me abnormal?
I respect people. I change for me, and only me. I have a past, but I know I have a future.
Does that make me different?
But at least it makes me
Black, White, and Red.You watched me melt into a dark surface.Black, White, and Red. in Free Verse More Like This
Black paint upon the skies,
Stars sprinkled among the canvas.
Moonlight, shining from the corner of your eye.
Atramentous areas surround me.
Fog blankets the land,
Letters written to me in charcoal.
You’ve painted the world,
Bright lights shining in my face.
Bleached eyes, staring back at me.
A world so empty, so dull.
The silver blade sinks into my neck.
I’ve painted my skin,
Upon my doorstep.
Whispers dance among my
Fire burns bright,
Flames upon roses
And causing blisters along our skin.
Warmth melting into our souls.
A knife slices through my flesh,
As blood drips down my shoulders.
You’ve painted my world, black.
I’ve painted my skin, white.
And I've splattered the walls with red.
I'll Just Say What's On My Mind...I’ll just say what’s on my mindI'll Just Say What's On My Mind... in Free Verse More Like This
For everyone to hate.
I used to cry myself to sleep
And slice my skin with blades.
I wrapped a belt around my neck
In hopes of lifelessness,
And after failing even that,
I remained emotionless.
My mother used to cry all day
And my dad used to be ill.
My sister attempted suicide
By swallowing the pill.
My mother tried to kill herself
And we almost watched her fall.
She swallowed gulps of whiskey
And she blamed me for it all.
I have hallucinations,
And delusions, and depression
And fighting my own demons
Has become a slight obsession.
I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to see.
This is who I am, and hey!
I’m still okay with me.
CyberbulliesI know you, but you don't know me.Cyberbullies in Free Verse More Like This
I know what I've heard, and I know what I've seen.
You're such a slut (at least that's how it'll seem)
I'll spit at you with hatred until you start to bleed.
I know where you've been and I know what you've done.
I know who you are... now let's have some fun.
"Did you hear about that girl?"
"Yeah. She's so disgusting."
I know you, and I know where to call.
I know you, but you don't know me at all.
I'll dial your number, and hey, it's ringing!
I can't wait to hear your cries singing.
"Slut." "Whore." "Freak." "Weirdo." "Loser."
Well, you're all mine now, so where do i start?
I know! I'll start at the back of your heart.
That guy that you like? Well, we'll pretend we're him.
What should we make him say? Oh, where to begin?
"You're so ugly." "Anorexic!" "Do you always look this bad?"
Next day at school, and you didn't show up.
The teacher comes in with a horrible look.
"She killed herself. Last ni
You don't just die.Do you understand?You don't just die. in Free Verse More Like This
The blade against your wrist
Doesn't just slice your skin.
It cuts through others
Do you understand?
You don't just kill yourself.
You kill everyone.
From YOUR goodbyes.
Do you understand?
You don't just die.
You take everyone down
To some people.To some people, it’s called breathing.To some people. in Free Verse More Like This
To me, it’s called inhaling poison,
Which drenches my lungs and sinks into my bones
And melts into my mind.
To some people, it’s called anxiety.
To me, it’s called an unbearable shakiness in my soul
The nervousness preventing my from ever escaping
This disease in my heart.
To some people, it’s called living.
To me, it’s called never being able to run away.
Never being able to truly go, truly leave.
To me, it’s called being caught in a nightmare,
While struggling to dream.
Chasing a mystery with no solution.
Escaping your own sanity to reach more sanity,
Freeing yourself from your happiness to find more happiness.
To some people, it’s called life.
There’s no such thing.
You never really loved meMay I tell you something?You never really loved me in Free Verse More Like This
May I tell you the whole truth?
What I'm actually doing here
And what I feel about you
I hate you.
Yes I'm saying this
Right in your face
I hate you with all my heart
With all my power of hate
And you know what?
You completely deserve it
You're such fake
Such a mistake
But I am a loser
Yes I admit
But here are the facts
So deal with it
You're faking person
You don't belong to me
And I am sick of it
I want to cry
I want to scream
But I will survive
And I'll get over it
I'm strong enough to face the truth
Strong to kill all memories of you
I'm not broken hearted
Whatever you have started
I'm done with it
SadnessYou said you don't like any of my poemsSadness in Free Verse More Like This
You don't like it cause they're sad
at least you said the truth
But what can I do about that?
If you think I can change myself you're wrong
People don't change
Believe it or not, they don't
I tried to write something good from all my heart
I've tried so hard
but nothing can help me
sadness is all i can feel
don't know if it's bad
certainly not good
but what i can do?
it's easy to say...
probably not that easy to do
everyday people passing me by
hiding inside what they want to hide
i feel like I'm not moving
just watch them all walk
what are they doing?
trying to stop world clock
you're saying I was born to be sad
i guess you're right
but I'll tell you what
we all were born to be dead
and nothing is simple
or just too simple to understand
why we can't just live it?
holding each other hands
cause we have to fake it
that's what make us friends
still don't like my stuff?
well i don't care
it's all I've got
Love is gonna save usLove is gonna save usLove is gonna save us in Free Verse More Like This
Love is gonna kill us
Love is gonna heal us
Love is gonna break us
Love is gonna lead us
Love is gonna stop us
Love is gonna wake us
Love is gonna take us
Love is gonna love us
Love is gonna hate us
Would you like to know some more?
Go ahead and fall in love
Love is gonna show you all
White words on black wallsI may never askWhite words on black walls in Free Verse More Like This
You may never say
And it's all wrong
White is turning into grey
You played with words
Now they're playing with your mind
Why won't you say?
Why did you left me all alone
I tried to run away
Writing on the black walls
Those simple words I said too much
But not enough
Speak your mind
Speak out loud
I let you drown in your own thoughts
You deserved it all
But I will never say these saving words
I just put them back on those black walls
For those who dreamHave you ever asked yourself where you drift when you fall asleep?For those who dream in Free Verse More Like This
Place with no borders, place filled with no life, place where we're reaching every night
Dreams, scary and terrifying, dreams sweet and satisfying, those dreams which come true and which were lying
Darkness surrounds our sleeping bodies, while we're dreaming, while we're flying, seeking for answers to unspoken questions we drift in unknown space, hunting and hiding in the middle of nowhere place
We sleep, we don't think, we're letting ourselves to dream, we don't understand, we wonder, we just feel
Did you ask yourself what we are dreaming for? Where our souls and hearts belong? Why when dreams are over the magic is gone?
How we could keep living, not wonder, not dreaming, we would be dead but still keep believing
Reach out to the stars, make a wish, ask yourself what you are, dream, dream don't ever stop
Dreams give new beginning inside of your mind, so go on, keep on dreaming
Lost in your loveI won't let you see me cryingLost in your love in Free Verse More Like This
I won't let you see me dying
Nothing changed we are still the same
You know nothing except my name
The river is flowing and rain is falling
The sun is setting and I'm still drowning
But I won't let you see me crying
I won't let you see me smiling
Times are changing life is going
Rain is falling and I'm still drowning
No one's here, no one but me
I've cried all night so you wouldn't see
I died tonight and return as a ghost
To let you see what you have lost
You never saw me crying
You never saw me dying
You never saw me even smiling
You didn't see me at all
How I let myself fall in love
Love=PainI don't have proper words in my mindLove=Pain in Free Verse More Like This
No proper scene in my eyes
Because love is so hard to describe
Some might say it's pure and innocent
Other says it's dark and evil
For someone it might be all the sense
And for other it might be without meaning
I don't know if I know the definition of the love
If I actually know anything at all
But I have something inside
Something what holds me in this life
Is it love?
I don't know
Maybe yes, maybe no
But as long as it makes me going
I don't really care how it's calling
I know it hurts
It causes pain
Makes me insane
Sometimes it makes me even cry
But it's worth to fight
Your love is poor if you can describe it
Cause real love strikes you as a lightning
It means all and nothing at the same time
It feels like heaven but the feeling lives inside
I said so many words right now
But still don't know what love is about
And I don't need to
All I need is to feel it
When devil falls for angelPlay with darkness I want to see itWhen devil falls for angel in Free Verse More Like This
Penetrate it, wishing for me to feel it
I am the devil; you chose to be an angel
You play with fire, you play with danger
Hold your breath, don't scream just yet
Rain swept me off my feet, I'm lying wet
Choose your fairy tale, I'll be you magic
Let go your tears, it won't cause the tragic
Recall the feelings, give them breath of life
Even purest truth ends being a darkest lie
Longing for something you can't have
I refuse to live without you, I refuse to understand
Like the night craves to be saved by day
I crave for you, in each and every way
Questions with no answers, love is not reward
Everything seems so wrong but opposites attract
The devil and the angel never could decide
Was this feeling true or was it just a lie?
Alone is not lonely, lonely is not aloneLonely, I won't find the one I loveAlone is not lonely, lonely is not alone in Free Verse More Like This
Lost, I can't remember the place where I belong
Dreams, it's all that left to me
Tears, drowning my pain in the sea
Nothing for nothing, I can't say what I feel
I'm trapped for her, I'm trapped for him
I'm reading my own thoughts on the paper, drinking for no reason, celebrating with no occasion, smoking too much cigarettes filling my eyes with the smoke, looking for salvation, everything it's just the way it should be, but I still can't feel anything but pain
I lay down, lay down here no space I could possible feel but so much more else to feel, so many emotions to scream . Loving the scent of the freedom, captured in the moment with you . As much as I want to, I don't really need you.
I don't need you my love, I am alone
Fearless body filled with cold spirit and that's me, I am alone Stop longing for my soul it's not it never was yours. I am alone, all on my own
This is the
The Light In My LifeI Remember When I Was Walking,The Light In My Life in Free Verse More Like This
Just Slowly Walking,
In That Terrible Storm.
I Was All Alone,
Without Someone In My Life.
I Took In The Rain,
As I Let Out The Tears.
I Was Freezing,
And Without A Blanket to Warm Me.
But Almost Instantly,
It Began To Grow Brighter.
I Looked Up And Saw You,
Just Standing There.
Around You It Was Still Raining,
But If I Look Closer,
I Could See A Tiny Section Of Light,
Just Hovering Over You It Seemed.
I Made Me Way Toward You,
And Every Step,
Made It Just A Bit Brighter.
When We Were Face To Face,
I Nervously Smiled,
And You Smiled Back,
As If You Knew What I Meant.
You Put Out Your Hand,
And Gracefully Held It.
You Pulled Me Closer,
Letting Me Rest My Head On Your Chest.
I Could Feel Every Pump Of Your Heart.
And You Know What?
I Realized Something At That Moment.
Represented My Sorrows.
Stood For My Joys In Life.
I'm Not Sure.
Can't Wait A YearHow Long Has It Been...Can't Wait A Year in Free Verse More Like This
Since We First Met?
I Mean Yes...
Clearly I've Forgotten,
You Know That's A Burden I Carry.
I Just Focused More,
On What Happened,
Than The Date.
To Be Honest,
At First I Pictured You,
As One Of Those People,
Who Sink Into Today's,
But When We Were Introduced...
You Changed My Mind Completely.
Just Too Sweet For Me.
The Way You Make Me Blush And Laugh...
It's Unique Compared To The Others.
...Ever Since That Day,
I've Had Something To Hold Onto...
That I Know I Am Loved.
I Feel This From Others As Well,
Don't Get Me Wrong,
I Know You're Not The Only One...
I'm Only Saying This Because,
Like Their Love,
I'd Hate To Go Without Yours...
You Told Me We'd Actually Get The Chance...
To Meet Someday.
And That Made Me Feel,
Like The Happiest Person In The World.
To Physically Hug And Kiss...
That Would Be More Than Heaven.
But As I've Learned From Experience,
Everything Comes With Baggage.
"By The End Of The Year
WantedEveryone Wants To Be It...Wanted in Free Verse More Like This
At Least To Someone,
All I Want,
Is To Let Someone Know,
I Wanna Wrap Them Up,
With My Arms And A Blanket,
Pulling Them Close...
I Wanna Whisper Little Nothings,
And Make Them Feel Special...
I Wanna Hold Them,
And Not Just Simply Their Hand..
I Wanna Kiss Their Lips,
Show Them They Are Everything To Me,
Show Them I Care.
I Wanna Call Them Mine,
And Keep Them Company...
I Wanna Make Them Feel Loved.
I Wanna Be Their Savior,
I Want Them.
To Be With Me.
Protected And Loved.
I Wanted The WorldAll I Wanted...I Wanted The World in Free Verse More Like This
Was The World.
But Not For Myself.
I'm Not That Evil And Cruel.
I Wanted The World...
So That I Could Share It...
I Would Have Given The Order,
To Pick Every Single,
To Make The Most Colorful Bouquet,
Just For You.
I Would Have Asked The Best Of The Best,
To Craft The Longest Set Of Stairs,
So That We Could Have,
A Picnic On The Moon.
I Would Have Gathered Every Single Singer,
To Sing To You,
I Wanted To See Your Smile,
I Wanted To See You Happy.
Before YouI Was Never Like The Way I Am Now.Before You in Free Verse More Like This
I Was Never Happy,
Never This Sad.
I Rarely Felt At All.
Then You Strolled Into My Life.
I Had Never Known The Feeling,
My Sky Was Dark,
And Covered In Clouds.
My So-called "Rainbow,"
Had No Pot Of Gold.
There Was No Fire,
Burning In My Heart.
I Held My White Flag High.
I Had Surrounded Myself,
But Now That You're Here,
Even In Spirit,
Everything Has Changed.
You've Shown We How Love Works,
And I Hope To Follow In Your Footsteps,
And Make You Proud.
The Clouds Have Drifted Away,
My Rainbow Lead Me To A Pot,
Swimming In The Gold.
My Heart Had A Spark,
And Now Your Light Shows Me The Way.
You Took Down My White Flag,
And Brought Back Up My Hopes And Dreams.
You Brought Down My Walls,
And Made Bridges,
Each One Eventually Leading To You.
Before You Hun,
I Was Dead.
I Feel More Alive Then Ever.
You Give Me A ReasonDid I Ever Tell You...You Give Me A Reason in Free Verse More Like This
It's Not Mainly Because,
I Hear Something Funny,
Or Do Something Entertaining...
It's The Only Way,
I Can Really Hide.
Before I Met You,
I Had Everything To Lose...
And Nothing To Gain...
So I Smiled,
Whatever You Wanna Call It,
To Disguise Who I Was.
I Was Afraid Of What Others Would Think,
And To This Day,
I Still Am.
You Give Me A Reason.
Not To Hopefully End Our Chats,
But Because I Love Your Company,
And Wish You'd Never Leave.
Because I Actually Feel The Emotion,
And Because Sometimes,
I Need To Stay Strong,
So That You'll Want More Of Me...
It's Not So I Can Just Walk Away Faster...
I Do These Things And More Now,
Because I'm Showing Who I Am.
Showing What And Who,
I'm Interested In.
I Just Can't Help Myself...
To Be Honest.
I Don't Want To Depress You...
IJust Want To Be There For You.
You Are My Reason,
Why I Smile,
And Why I Live My Life,
Out In This Cold
I Won't Give UpPlease Baby Don't Let Them Win This Battle.I Won't Give Up in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I Cannot Stand Seeing You All Alone.
Believe Me Honey I Won't Dare Prattle.
Just Tell Them You Are All I've Ever Known.
Even If They Say No I'll Still Visit.
I Would Toss Rocks To Get Your Attention.
It's Not That Big Of A Problem Is It?
Our Love Is Beyond Their Comprehension.
Babe Even If They Change All Of Their Locks,
I'll Always Be Thinking Outside The Box.